Friday, August 25, 2006

23rd august 2006....see how FLAT my fringe are?

25th august 2006.... the hair style learn from lady first

stupid self pic

jon lim's lunch... "rich" guy food

wanyu's lunch "poor" girl's food see the difference now?

my mirror image :D

another stupid self image of mine

the 5 of us....(clockwise) jon,mine,ade,vin,wanyu.
frens forever :D

dear diary...

25th august 2006...... ok.... watched lady first n learn something new :D play with my hair abit...take pic abit... then..my sis ask me help clean up the hse...cos...got visitor in the evening.... my da sao, my niece (my daddy god son de) my cousins, kenny,emily and kenny's gf, bao lian.

my dad went for mahjong.... i find it weird...its my mum's bday end up he go for mahjong ....hais.... tis family is like going from bad to worse.... 1st my family dun celebrate bday for me.... 2nd my mum's bday my dad not ard..... i am speechless abt it ok......

then...i washed the toilet... dots..its like..DIRTY.... but now its VERI clean....clean up my room abit.... then... soon... 7 plus...all back.... emily came first n i dunno how she come on her own... eh..NO.. she came home with my mum...sorry..... then....kenny n his gf came later with da sao n my niece....

my niece... omg...ookok..i will upload the photos soon... she is just so sweet n cute... her face forever wont change....tat dimples of hers....really represent her dad.... ok..she look likes her dad more i guess..from wat i see now... anyway my da sao is like...REAL chio can...forgot to take her pic... but really... er....ok...veri hard to describe it...

then... enjoy enjoy enjoy.... until....8?? i dunno wat time... somethings happen....er...ya..shocked me..... really.... cos i dunno he wil know.... then i called jelly.... she say she know le... ASS.... hai me kana to be his chu qi de dui xiang... T.T

but ok la..suan le.... then....talk talk talk...the more to talk...the more er....ya...... then.... joke for awhile.... then i all the way joke with jelly on the phone...we all the way talk on the phone.... then.... we talked abt jobs...

ok...jelly set her mind wan to be a pei jiu mei.... as for me..forever the same thinking.... let ppl "bao yang" wo.... i find it nth eh.... u see ar.... i dun have to put real feelings into it.... all i have to do is ACT....n i get money.... card watever! everything! i call it a LOVE GAME...

i know... doing such thing i will sacrifice alot of things.... but who duno? i did tried asking some guys 2months ago.... i told tat guy.... a net fren of mine anyway.... i told him.... for 1 month... i am fully urs... BUT he has to give me allowance....n i told him... i wont have feelings in the first place....end of the game i wont have feelings for him either...

he is up to it... but after tat.... a fren of his also my fren...scolded me... like.... "u slut....dun u think u can eat up his money.... who do u think u are... let him feed u??" n so on..... the game didnt start.... didnt end... blow off.....

last nite..i told tat someone abt it... yes...i wont go for ONS services BUT i go for love games.... somehow... such things last longer? even if future... my future bf ask me..if i am still a V... if i say yes... will he believe? even go out.... anyone who ask me tis... they wont believe i am still one...cos...to everyone... all girls... like my age...shld had been a gone case...

come to think of it.... rite..... so wat for protect it? as long dun pregnant can le.... correct? i find tat girls even younger than me are more daring.... most of them dun mind going into different intercourse... n they still can say.... "aiya....dun get pregnant jiu ok le" tis way....

there are tonnes of china girls.... in the early 20s la.... below 25 above 19.... they get to be "bao yang" in singapore...by those uncles.... who are in their 40s or 50s.... some are even 30s....

i wonder how these girls did it...cos... in the day tthey go for sch.... ah.... then the article continues... at nite... they hunt for man... go to pubs or geylang...watever places... which are filled with rich middle age man whose wives cant satisfy them....

there are young girls with 30s de guy..... my class.... my fren 18... her bf is 39... the guy has 2 kids... see it? ok...but she is a malay.... but the age difference is like 21? is there true love? true feelings? i doubt... she may not be pretty not really tat shapely... but one thing... she is devoted.... for middle age guy like him... whom i dunno who is he.... he just need a lady to help me handle with his kids... n satisfy him...

as jelly says... he wans the body... i do agree tat bit anyway.... a divorced.... with 2 kids.... my fren can actually accept it.... but well..i find her brave to tell me tat... she even told me.. his kid... one of them ran away from him..called her up...cry on the phone... the kids eventually called my fren auntie?

it sounds funny isnt it? if i am not wrong.... either the man had divorced... IF not... he is still a married man... another words.. my fren is the 3rd party... i dunno... but somehow... a kid wont go astray... well.... as ppl says... u think its right..then go ahead n do it..dun bother abt wat others say....

then koni sis came online... i talked to her... ok... she adviced me alot... she said...if wan to do such thing..why not go pub be waitress better? hum.... not a bad thinking either.... but serving..its still work... i wan easy money.... dun have to work much...yet can get money n cards...

she ask me go mos tat kind of big pubs to be a server.... ask someone to accompany go into that job... then she said.... jelly also wan...go find tat kind of job with her... i was thinking...even if no one pei me if really mos or whereever pubs wan to hire me i will go for it..i wont mind....

i dunno... i sms tat someone after tat.... i told tat someone... tat i am sorry for prank i played.... but the job i talk abt was serious.... there are 3 things i wont joke abt....

1) the job i will go for....

2) my family matters.....

3) my health n life.....

elf's fren...tat ns guy...peter.... i find him foolish.... wat...i told him... i wan to form my own rock band first... i wan to achieve in my singing...make up... and i wan someone who has the same interest as me... wat he say? he will wait for me... firstly... u dunno wat kind of girl i am... u havent seen me before...totally NO..not even a pic of mine....

then i said... u n i dun think the same..we dun have same interest..included..u are a ns guy..u dun earn much.... he said he do play drums... now he is learning classic guitar...i ask him did u jam, before.. did u form a band before? can u sing well.... he said... nvr jam before... he can see some of the songs... who dunno... i also can sing some of the songs.... nvr jam before.. n yet he tell me he got his band also....

then after tat say he dun have a band he havent jam before...i doubt he knows wat is the meaning of jamming.... like the first time jon tell me the difference between jamming n practice.... a guy like him... i mean peter.... not say he is no good...but he is sensitive... easily depressed..... for no reason why... i will kick away the guys who "likes" me... now... is bcos i dun wan a serious relationship... cos i dun believe in it anymore... time being i wan to have fun...

earn my money... play my music... learn my make up...be a professional make up artist... i wan to be on my own as soon as possible... being single... there are alot i can do.... looking at the guys as n when i like... no one controls me like receiving sms-es or calls asking where am i.... wat i doing...who i am with.... n the worse.... wans me to report after i get to somewhere else....

and i need not say any sweet words... or mushy words... like... oh...dear i miss u too... or.... darling i love you 1314...we will nvr be apart... come to think of tis... i find the words... Eeewwww.... as i said..even i have a bf now..i wont mention a thing...so no one will know if i am attached anot...unless my frens or whoever saw me with my bf on the street..then...i got nth to say... got to admit it....

which guy can accept tis? hardly will a guy accept it... saying...why we together cannot own up... frenster cant change...msn nick also cannot change... pic cannot put... the names in the hp phonebook also cannot change... an open relationship to me i find it dun last.... letting everyone know... relationship will blow off veri soon...

now nanami n jalaine are attached.... pei xiu also attached.... adrian also attached... guan.... i think he is attached again... or brk off i dunno.... vin also attached... darren also attached... dom also attached.... elf also attached.... jiang hao also attached.... WL also attached... i can say... the ppl i know... are like 80% of them are attached... the 20%.... ha!

me, jon, jelly, ade, wanyu, beng, roy, xinhui, shaun, philip, cho beng, junwei....... etc. ... all not attached... ah... koni also not attached... see..... so wat if a cute guy or a jap looking guy smile at me... so wat if a guy in his 20s...average looking came to me ask me for no. i am not interested.... i dunno why... i am not ready to commit into a real long term relationship...

i dare to admit..when i was with marcus... i did flirt with my old crushes... i did... its becos .... i find tat my current bf cant give me wat i wan... i find tat my current bf cant even understand... wat are my needs...wat are my thinking.. but my cursh do.... see? but somehow... its just a moment of flirt... who cares?

as david tao said in the magazine... as long not married... i counted it as single... yes... rite.... not married.. not tied down... means single.... i agree.... going into such a job..i know alot of will look down on me... or somehow... i dunno.... if only my family is complete... i dun have to find love from outsiders already....

i used to depend the love n warmth from bfs... i tot they can take over the family love i am lack off.... 1 week.... at least quarrel with my sis 3 times? black face to paretns almost everyday... n talk to my parents... not even more than 1 ??? sometimes 0...cos i hide myself in the room all the time.... i will give up on talking to my parents is bcos..whenever i talk...something serious.... they either no reaction... IF not... go into their small chats... suddenly.. or concentrate on their tv.... or walk off...

but if my sis talk?? they listen carefully.... they know my sis have wat kind of frens... daddy only know much abt J3.... whenever i say.... i go mdc support fren perform..he competition.. the first thing come to his mind.. tat J3 ar? i said comb...the hairstylist is my fren.... he said...oh... ok.... when it comes to Jon Ng... his reaction was.... black face.... so... i dun say a thing....

dad n mom keep says...lucy?? omg...all so girl... canot cannot.... eeewwww... i was like...but tat is wat i like! my dad said i am crazy... tis kind of bf? i said uh huh... they are charming in a certain way.... still he said i am crazy... my mum... face change...go to bed..ignore me....

my dad all the while like MLB... he finds them really got the good boy look... so? i dun care... i simply love bad boys.... i found out tat..the past relationship i had... other than marcus..the rest are all BENGS... really... ok..i dun remember their names...watever... forget it....

i used to be a beri devoted gf.... but after the last brk off with jia xing... i realised... its not just devoted.... there is a deeper meaning into it... when come to think of it... i regretted being with him... wasted my time... welll...watevr ya? i am happy with my life now....

after last nite... tat cup.... its was too strong la... T.T jelly canot tahan she go to bed first... then i look at the screen... off i go...dropdead.... i drag myself up.... fall on my bed... i promise i wont touch tat le...but who cares after all? i promised alex... i promised comb...i promised jon.... i promised ade... bee n all the girls.... but somehow...after last nite... ha..i think promise broken?

jelly jelly jelly... NEXT WEEK NEXT WEEK NEXT WEEK!! i wan!!!! u know wat i wan de.... lets go la... steady..... jio more ppl.... our own frens hor..dun jio jio jio those i ji tao totally no idea de..... :D now i realised... not many ppl can be like me n jelly... a no one bother de kid.... n dey!! i am older than jelly can!!! omg!! T.T

still got someone say... u so young cannot la... n when i said i am 18 le...tat someone said.... huh? u same as jelly???? T.T dey..i dun same as her.... then? JELLY!! pls tell everyone i am OLDER!!!!!! i am born in FEB!! jelly is in AUGUST!!!!! i am older by 6months 9days!!!! :D

end of blog..... CHEERZ!~

sign off

izumiko

9am

25th august 2006....

*its a shame i forget it was my mum's bday...T.T sorry mum*

9:00 AM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

dear diary...

24th august 2006..... off to sch.... do a recap..... ah.... now..... take 27 at 7 15am the bus driver is CUTE! ok... he isnt old..he is young....really!!! young lor..in his 20s... not i fa hua chi...is tat pls....a super cute looking guy..who is like..u get on the bus..he smile at u...>.<

i simply love 27 de bus! tat time go sing kbox with ade n wanyu....took the 7pm 27 hm..WAH lau! a japster looking youngster also in 20s drive?? WOO HO~ wahahaha....see see.... 7am n 7pm....:D

then i got off the bus..the front door still open i turn n look...he smile at me...wahahaha...i super HAPPY~~~ but!! one problem..HE IS SLOW! as in drive...dots..SUPER SUPER slow..n i always end up 7 55 then reach...can reach at 745 de!!!

then....sch...i didnt do a single assignment... i forgot wat i do.... surf net...chat with jelly... keep looking at lucy de yahoo grp....kuek fc de yahoo grp...n we spotted tat from big jam...look MAN until grand finals... WOMAN~ =_=""" ji tao...we keep laughing..its like...transform... but ok la... he looks woman anyway...

then...khai my chairwoman...walk to me give me 4 pieces of coloured papers.. SMALL ones... the ONES i fold cranez...wah..i see liao i shocked..i still ask her... eh... need to fold ar? khai say..u write the msg... *familiar huh* then... we will give business club de ppl...they fold... *EVEN more familiar* i was like..ORH...ok...i write now......

i somehow got phobie now.... ji tao...CRANES.... hais.... okok....then.... lesson end...go dialog session... teacher ji tao....head got fire liao you mei you...she scold those pon sch de ppl...its like...those really pon de...then....the comments written.... for her....

ok..first she angry was.. one pon sch de..she nvr say name boy or girl also nvr say..... she say wat... all the time tat person nvr come sch.... giving all kinds of reason... IF FAKE! as in...giving super ridiculous de reasons...teacher super pissed off...cos she talk to tat person de mother on the phone..then know alot...

wahahahaha...confirm not me..i from sch reopen until now..i EVERYDAY go sch nor!!! only the national day i nvr go....then.....we have to do a survey for the teachers who taught us...so... its like...miss quah say before if nothing gd...we dun comment...so...we nvr comment..but some ppl from my class...go comment teacher's knowledge on accounting is limited..WAH...teacher burst...

she dunno scold for how long...me n ade dun care...we discuss abt petty cashbook...wahaha...cos was like..suppose to have a test ma..but teacher scold first..so i do revision with her first......

then its like...after some time....test start....our chair n table is like... ava room tat kind...then my chair noisy... dunno why...almost spoiling..then teacher walk to me...tell me go sit at her place..use her table...the chair noise is affecting me... :D

wahahaha...i got nice table to u nor!!!then..ok la...i did wrongly....got one part.its says...bought 50 stamps at $0.23 .... ok...nvr say each rite!!! ppl will think is 50pieces $0.23???? ok...i dunno if others will think like how i think la.... T.T i was WRONG! but at first i did multiply!!! but then i change it again!!!

wrong wrong wrong~then i went to draw the ledgers which is NOT needed.... stupid rite me..... hais...then i just hand up nor.... then...go off..have lunch.... then went to do my homework..BUT no heart to do..cos i dunno how to do control accounts.... i only did my theory questions...

then.... go lesson....2 hrs...again...me n ade dun wan do the control acct. question on our paper...lazy to draw la... then we use our double entries written...volunteer go do on the board... heez..... then.... we spend quite a long time there u knw....

fun la fun la..cos i am like dozing off.... seriously... me, ade n vin 3 of us..ji tao..ma jiam over work.... all like ghost...veri tired look....then.... do l.....slack.... lesson end..i tired until i dun wan go BFD...Vin went off cos he say he too tired.... ok lor...we 3 girls... hais go ba go ba...

as usualy...drag myself there!!!! then.... once i step into bfd room... ma jiam reception veri good...tonnes of sms come in.... first is my sis de...complaining abt mum la..which i dun give a damn.... then....jelly..... then.... james.....then xiao wei..... jelly is tell me call her but i canont in class...then she msg again...say mon cancel...cos kuek say he cannot make it..then...cancel nor...no choice... then james...he farker...call me for nth.... i reject his call...he sms me... ask me abt superstar....eh..dun bo liao la.... nvm..i give him all info le...AT LEAST msg back say thanks..nvr lor..FARKER i was super pissed offf

until now i am still pissed off.... yes! then xiaowei... ask me wan go out next tues or thurs anot...i say... orh...next thurs...teachrs day celebration ma...lets go eh! hahaha.... meeting her for kbox..then maybe..movies? dunno...confirm COFFEE BEAN de leh....

fri.....make up lesson in sch for ofa...actually is a revision la...cos come back... monday CA le... T.T i super scared nor.... access leh...hais.... cannot make it ar!!~~

then.... after BFD...oh..lesson ends at 3 30...like tat...i took cab home...i from afd jiu dun feel well le...i veri hard to breathe...the air con too cold...my jacket in locker...lead to difficulty in breathing...then to bfd...worse!!!!

i reach home.... watch tv awhile...go slp.... wake up....amen.... i whole body pain....forehead super hot.... damn weak.... flu.... veri hard to breathe... took inhaler....back to bed.... until 11 30 then wake up.... go bath...wash the clothings.... then back to slp again....

i cannot tahan eh.....hais.... going see doc le.....

sign off
izumiko
7am
24th aug 2006

fri not going sch...SICK!! >.<

7:00 AM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

ade n i in class...again...photos... :D

vin n i.... weet! my best sista!!!
see how good my cam can be? hahahahah.... dots...
yes...lastly..my creation :D wahaha...

dear diary...

22th august n 23rd august 2006.... blogging for the nite with some pic uploaded....

ok..ystd.... we didnt go S & W aka PE la.... lizda our teacher nvr come...so jalaine de class pe techer take over...i saw it i ji tao... tell ade n vin say...lets go..since we dun have pe attire stay also no use....

then....we walk off while tat teacher walk to her class... then... vin went home..he was tired la...can see... ade n i go tamp. mall walk walk... saw Lao pa on the way to the bus stop :D then took 31 together...lao pa so qiao...also going tamp. mall...find his fren....then all got off at the interchange....

me n ade go..walk walk see see...found the cake jelly wans... n its..ok...chocolate... : er... ok..me n ade discuss abit then decided... ok.. some small conflicts i can say..my temper was bad also... T.T n i dunno why i was so bad mood....

then...walk ard... walk pass yamaha... =_=" tat was lame... ok...forget it...i dun wish to say abt anything on lucy... cos....tat dun concerns me anymore..... 2 sided ppl u know? yes...

then...go home...yes...lucky the 27 i got on was like...not full i got my sit.. :D i forgot wat i did on the bus...as in...to kill time.... sms or wat...i forget le.... but i confirm! i nvr doze off...these few days i take bus to sch n home i all nvr slp..n i dunno why...i was like...OBVIOUSLY not enough slp....

then...got home..first time after so long... i did my accounting homework... :D then... er... i really forgot wat i did at home also... all i know i go slp... heez..... then... i was like..the next morning i jump out of my bed at 5am! :D

i was on time :D then.... bath n all..due to traffic jams n the slow driving of the driver... good...i was like...7 50am then reach...meet ade they all at 7 30 de nor! ass!! but wan yu is like 2mins later than me :D wahahahhaa

then off to sch..yes man..i broke the 8 35am record.... i everytime reach sch at 8 35...n teacher remembers it... "christine... 8 35 huh....8 35..." T.T okok.... i was like...reach sch at 8 15 am today~!!! woots~~~

still late la..BUT by 15mins nia lor!!! then..go in..me n ade volunteer to do the question :D we were like..playing ard at the board..change our position la... change our questions la..i do hers she do mine.. :D teacher tot we siao...

then...vin n i spend ard an hr teaching wan yu bank reconciliation statement :D somehow...we roleplay every part of the question out..quite fun eh.... i explain some to ade also... :D i realised i am good in BRS... :D yes man...at last...

then.... go for ofa... i ji tao...complain all the way..i hungry..cos i once step in... sit down..finish my first assignment.. my stomach er hrm le... yes... then i ji tao no mood liao.... then... play hp la...listen songs la...do my second assignment VERI slowly.... then make alot of noise...disturb ade in msn.. :D I MISS JON NG ** **** WAHAHAHA... ade u cannot miss him!!! only i can!! hahahaha

then we play with emos also... yea... hahaa...then...its like...today de class..ma jiam grp nia... ard 25 came nia...but then during afd.... last than 20 came..then bfd....back to 25... funny huh? hahaha...yes....

then...its like..after afd...all is like...psycho-ing each other..dun go bfd la..we go grp study at the airport..me n vin AGREED!!! jon also!!! wanyu is follow grp de!! is ADE!!! wahahaha.... she is our teacher nor... in our grp.... then..its like... ok.... end up??? darren say go for class!! then bo bian...i drag myself to class...

i step into class..i tell teacher.. I DUN WAN TEST! steady...really no test..wahahaha... got la...13mcq questions... i got only 2 wrong!!!!!!! i nvr see book nor!!! yes... i got confident for my BFD paper le.... then..its like... we joke ard in class la... n i NVR doze off...

ask jon to use my hp call kelvin in the morning to check if his hp still the same no. la...cos he gave jon the name card..was like... start of the yr? ass... well done huh jon... then... he called..ok la...excuses la... find all kinds of excuses... but some how...kelvin remembers jon eh!!! maybe got same name as NG tat is why....

BUT face veri different la... one is MAN look one is GIRL look.... then.... i keep asking jon to remember to ask if he works today..he ass..nvr ask jiu put down le... T.T nvm...at bfd..he call again...teacher suddenly walk back to class...jon put down.. BUT kelvin call back... then jon go outside listen...ji tao..come in..dun wan tell me got work anot..i totally bu ming bai wat his hand signs are...i give him black face..

wrote a note to him... its like...koni jie come down to tamp. find me one reason is to see kelvin in person wat! if he nvr work come down for wat! siao! then jon bo bian... reply back..wahahaha... kelvin today nvr work... tml yes... wat time to wat time....ah...like tat.... i was like...stare at jon... ass...so simple dun say earlier..he there smiling... >.<

then...end up nvr meet koni jie ba..cos he nvr work ma... then jon ask me can pei him go yamaha buy his guitar string anot..i ji tao reject..say..tml then go la..tml kelvin go work!! then he says ok!! wahaha...as well...ya.... tat one... yes!

then... we went to see the bball match between our sch n the others ite... when we go see... it was simei VS central.. WEET! guo ran! our simei de... you kan tou... central de.. KANA SAI! really!! our bball jersey is like..BLACK! si bei cool lor.. but the guys all not tall...all in the 165 to 175 range..but yandao eh... :DDDDD

i was like.... telling ade... eh.... eh... the no. 13 not bad... 10 also..EH!! 16 also can!! then i say... reserve de MORE yandao!! i was standing behind darren n laopa...i ji tao..i see until ask laopa n darren move away...hahahaha :D

sorry huh..tis is wat ia single status de girl can do! see YANDAOS!!! stupid ade!! in the morning at interchange see a japster guy nvr ask me turn ard!!!! T.T i see his back view nia nor!! ade say she saw my kind of guy...but it was too late... T.T stupid ade!!! >.<

er.. ya... got to squeeze up to bus 31 with darren, laopa..jon ,wanyu n ade.. keke... we at the front door there...darren keep asking gay sia! he idiot... jon also... i wonder why...act gay is such a common thing now... then my 27 is like behind nia... me n laopa got down... but i went off first la... then laopa wait for his bus...

end of my day!!! hahaha... my mp3 low batt... then use my hp listen... seh..i listen until i numb.... listen to feng by jay again n again... hais.... T.T i dun wan to think le!!!!

come home.... er.... watch tv...keep thinking i wan on call mac anot...cos i was like...hungry for no reason..BUT end up... nvr call... heez... then.... do my accounting homework... until dad n mom are home... like tat nor.... i watch sg idol!! omg!! i simply LOVE jon Leong de VOICE! omg! he sang lee hom de WEI YI! jasmine de singing also not bad... paul..oh my oh my... he is just so cute!!!

but to compare...jasmine n rahimah...defintely i wan rahimah to be back!! she is just SO DAMN GOOD! jon's comments was like..GOOD!! except KEn de la... ken's comment forever poke thru rite into ur heart wan... yi dao jian xue~ florance say Jon is the sg idol!!! yes!!!

i love her lots eh!!! i was so damn engrossed with Jon Leong de singing i keep dragging my dinner time until 9pm! jon's chinese was like... unstable ...when he speaks mandarin on tv... so cute eh... pronounce veri unstable... kekekeke....

i know 4 jons.... see ar...my class one is jon lim another is jon hu... for popstars... jon Ng n Jon Leong.. WORSE is... my class de both 18... the pop stars.. BOTH 24!!! wat the... eheh... god u must be kidding eh!!!

then... its like...all 4!! plays guitar.... Leong n Hu play only classic de.... Ng n Lim play Electric!! Lim can play both la..he play bass also... weet!!!

popstars...YANDAO! my class....average.. no...Hu is worse than LIM! hahaha.. okok.... Ng is attractive as his eyes got voltage... Leong de.. is man..yandao! Lim is..a good guy... help me carry bag!! thanks ar!! Hu is a baf guy who ONLY speaks vulgarities LANGUAGE!

Jon Lim = educated... english speaking...well mannered...

Jon Leong = english speaking...yandao...well mannered...talented...good voice...

Jon Ng = talented..super attractive eyes n appearance...chinese speaking more? ah beng used to be...

Jon Hu = bad guy...vulgarities all the way..skip sch...dun do hmwk...AH BENG! SMOKE LIKE SIAO! hokkien is his first language! follow by vulgarities as second...third chinese...fourth SINGLISH!

now see the BIG difference???? ya... kekekeke.... good comparison huh.... hahaha...i now then realised la... but Jon Leong i know him he dunno me... T.T but he is REALLY good.... love him lots... HE IS MY IDOL!!! they say he got a sly look alike to me...okok nia... he got his OWN style ok!!!

ok la...end of blog..need to carry on with my homework..tml then blog abt a SUPER sensitive NS guy..whom Elf intro... pure frens making...become??? ASSS!! i hate it!!!

sign off

izumiko

1:25am

23rd august 2006

1:25 AM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Are you in love now?
*.seriously... NO!.*

Chatting with anyone?
*.jelly!!!! wahahaha.*

Where did you go yesterday?
*school!!!then to tampines mall...walk walk....*

What did you do?
BI-YO yandaos n chiobus with ade!

Where will you be going today?
er...its already like....almost 10pm? can go where? DREAMLAND!

What is your height?
157!!! yes!!! i am tat SHORT!!!

What colour is your school uniform?
er...white top black skirt.... or red polo tee with black skirt.... or...blue top n blue skirt... ALOT CAN! siao!! go imagine how many ite uniform designs they have la!!!

Are you 10 years old?
OH! 8yrs ago? hahaha...but i still act like a kid now :D

What are you listening to?
Namie Amuro - four seasons :D nice song!!!

Are you feeling tense?
er....tense for? i got stomachache NOW~

Do you like someone you know you can't have?
aiya...all the time but i no longer have feelings for him... DX u know who u are de... :D

What's the color of your shirt?
pink...somehow i dun have t shirt to wear le.. all washing :D

Is it windy outside?
how i know ar..u ask the wind outside la...if the wind is windy anot

Which storey / floor do you live at?
5th!!! yes!! my fav. no.!!!!

What is the highest floor at your block?
er.... 16!!

Which block are you staying at?
blk 76...!! hahaha only if u can find the block!

What was the last thing you did before sleeping?
take medi nor... =_=

Have you seen a ghost?
hello...which siao lang will wan to see ghost??

Where are you?
in my room..wahaha...my nest....

What are you doing?
doing tis survey.... still considering if i should continue doing my hmwk :D

Worried?
worried? er.... ya la...abit..over some personal things... NOT abt LOVE pls!!!

Pressured?
YES!! my exams are coming!!! Hurhur!~ just 2 to 3weeks more!!! Hais...

Is school cool?
yes! i love my sch!! i love my CLASS!! er...some ppl nia la... :x

Finish this sentence: "I am......."
tired n i am pissed off with some ppl...but who? i dun wish to say....just hope tat person can die early! STOP BEING A STALKER U BITCH!

Do you like classics?
er...depends ya?

Last person you hugged / who hugged you?
ADE!~~ :D i love her so much~

Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
er...used to..now it is in a basket beside my bed....

Are you aggresive?
ALL the time :D no la..i am "gentle"

What was the last thing you wrote?
er...my accounting petty cashbook homework!!!

Have you ever tripped over infront of your crush?
NOPE! i always present myself well :D

Do you still remember what your dream was lastnight?
no dreams... it was pitch dark

Are you clumsy?
yes...at times :D

veryEmotional?
YES!YES!YES! super can!!!

Cna uyo udnretsnad tihs?
of cos...its so obvious!!!

Do you laugh when you hear someone say "fi"instead of "p" and "v" instead of "b"?
i dun laugh..BUT i giggles~~~ hahahahahahahhaha

9:52 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

dear diary...

21st august 2006..... blogging time.... hum....off to sch..i was early nor! and wat..wan yu is like... LATE..VERI late...thanks huh...we end up late for Bfd for like 30mins or more? nvm..go into class...then as usual..lesson....lesson end...go ofa... er... ok..i was like..TIRED..cos i walk here n there..then jon tell me he going to hougang with me..

i was shocked cos i dunno wat he really means... then he explain say he go look for fren... so i was like..oH~~ hahaa...then i sort of guide him la... then.. ok lor.... after seeing him get on bus 119...i went home... walk home...i super tired n its like headache! i manage to finish one assignment on my own in ofa ystd :D first time eh? yes!

i always scream or shout for help when i am stuck... if not i will pester ade to help me.... heez.... then... go home le... er...elf's fren..peter.. ok..its like..I HATE THE NAME! ok...he called me then chat with him nor..siao! one day nia say wan to be with me! eh..boy..listen up... u think like tat call like ar..i tell u la.. u are thinking wild!

his bio data.. he is 20yrs... old... currently in NS...dec ord... er...180cm...weight unknown..chinese.... live bedok.... who wans? thanks huh elf..u intro me another despo... =_="""

i was like..plain chat with him on the phone..like making new frens.. n he is like...wan to make new GF? excuse me..i am not into it..ESP. NS guys!!!!! not worth my time can!! after u ord then say ba...so wat if u got license to drive? i also can go get a license de nor!! more over i depend on taxi n bus n mrt more than private cars or i drive!!!

then.... i went to parents room on tv...watch tv... carry on with the book...then... on the phone with him....then ard 7?? no..6 plus we put down the phone...then..i watch my tv... then sms wit him la... =_=" LAME FARK! then.... i sms with...jelly or koni?? i forgot la.. oh! koni!!! yes!!! then.... suddenly..when i sms half way with peter... kuek call me.. KUEK u know!! U KNOW!!! shocked rite?

cos he call jelly she nvr pick up wat..of cos call me...=_=" thanks huh... then he call..ma jiam wan to fight..ask me wat time BXXRW starts... then i was like...er...got meh? dun haf wat...28th then show ma..no ma? then he say...orh..dun have huh..orh...okok thanks thanks..bb.. then i quickly call comb... then i ask him..

damn..i MELT IN HIS VOICE!! haha..no la..he sound veri cute can... then.. i ask him discuss with him abt SOMETHINGS yes...then put down then i quickly call kairong back..tell him..he ass..use tat stupid voice shocked me until i dun dare talk much...=_=" thanks for being so hyper on the phone n shocked me n i wanted to put down the phone in the first place... =_=

then chatted..he complain to me say he sick... use jon to disturb me rite!!!! i make sure koni RAPE u for the next 50times.. i make sure u HIGH!! n TIRED!!! :( then.... put down le... i watch the tv..WAHAHAHA...comb!!! so cute!!! he super got shape can!!! then he say... wat... wo 188.... YOU kong DA gei wo PAPA! hahahaha...

i corrected kairong de personal message again n again... cos his you become yong..his DA become TA... wah lau...chinese HANYU fail!! i best le!! yes!! wat..dun show u my tongue? u will high? dun care leh... its my tongue nor!!!!

he is a HORNY ...MORON!!! =_=""" cannot tahan him... then...after awhile i call jelly at in...after the BXXRW... 9pm..chatted with jelly on the phone...then...put tat calvin in..end up..the girls dulan him..all get out of the msn conf. wahaha..know i know jon's fren can be so UNfunny... ahahhaah...

kairong suddenly leave the chat room..then we sua..i called comb again... then discuss again..then put down.. he so cute lor..i wont forget abt u de la..i will vote n vote de dun worry!!! hahahaha....then..he help me plan the whole thing..then i agree with it..cos its reasonable ma.. rite? kekekeke...

then i call kairong..nvr pick up...he tell jelly to ask me tell him in msn..i was like..if it is simple enough to say..i wont call him..u think i like to hear his voice? pls la.. JON VOICE N COMB VOICE NICER!! he sound so MAN which is like..DUN suits him...wahahahha...

then..i call jelly back after i bath..then i koni called...then we 3 girls conf. again.. wahahaha....then i tried calling kairong again.. NVR pick up..sua la!!! wah lan eh..i du lan!!!! i hate those... ming ming can pick up dun pick up....

then ya.... like tat lor..somehow..someone help me in the end la...ok lor... jiu zhe yang..then i was like drunk in a stupid way whereby i didnt drink.. hahaha.. no la..just keep talking rubbish n jelly n koni jie keep laughing..dots..WHY!! i say wrong meh???

hahahaha.... ok lor..end my phone conversation at 1am..at last rite..i wan to put down the phone.. ok..i doze off can..haha..i admit.. :D then..like tat lor... koni n jelly continue i SLP!! tat peter..ask me call him..i sms him 2 times ask him wat time he slping..the first time i sms him he already SLP le..still dare to ask me why i nvr call..pls la..dun u dare control me when i am not ur anyone..

one more time i am saying... I DUN NEED A BF TO CONTROL ME I NEED FREEDOM NOT BF!

end of blog.. sianz...

sign off
izumiko
12am
21/8/06

GUYS ARE NOTHING BUT TROUBLES!!!

12:00 AM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

ade n i in lab!!! :D

izumi with Vin! in AFD class...:D

Comb n izumi! at mdc..after the recording

xiao di n da jie! isnt he cute! :D

Bean n izumi! at mdc..after recording...

dear diary....

20 august 2006..... more pics up! wanted to put someone else de pic de... BUT i need to edit first...cos if not others will snatch the pic.... u knw..i always have my personnal pic which i dun share..... not i selfish..BUT its becos i took it with my own cam. n wat... i dun wan to be taken as the cam. girl.. n happily let ppl take the pic n use it...

its my hard work eh? hahahah.... one more week!!! yes!!! just one more week!!!!! hum.... mum was like...SUPER bad mood n i dunno why..is she herself...ask us to bring the clothes out...the rest she do.... now she is like ....whinning over doing all the stupid hsework on her own....

sorry huh...i myself did how much le..i am sick n tired of ur stupid hsework! dun say i nvr help u do hsework..i dunno help u do hsework... for how many yrs le.. n u took it for granted.... ass... u think wat... i maid?

then...sis n i... just go back to our rooms nor...cant be bothered with my mum...she nag we hide.... the dinner was like... ok... thanks for the "nice" dinner... but to me..i dun care de eh... hahaha! i went for a nap at 1.... woke up at 4.... then back to slp at 5plus... up at 7 plus... yes! finally!! my eye bags are gone!! my dark rings lighten!!!! OHHHOHHOHOHH~

sunday is a day i enjoy slping if my parents dun go out.... i had nvr once say..spend my time outside in the living room.... watch tv with my family... UNLESS the show is wat i wanted to watch also... i also dunno why i will like tat...i am used to hide in the room of mine le... n i enjoy it!!!! :D

spending my morning doing the book.... cos no brkfast! my mum go on riot! so..bo bian..whole family no brkfast... WHO CARES! :D she for nth wan to show temper..she wan go market... also nvr inform me...everytime wan me ask her? pls la... u wan go market tell me i will sure wake up de nor.. no need give tis kind of face to me as if i owe u billions of dollars... thanks huh....

when i woke up.... the world seems upside down! koni sis online...her nick like veri sad... then.... jelly online her nick also...then i one by one ask... jelly say she wan go offline le..so i called her... on the phone..she sounds ok..=_=" then sis is bcos... saw her ex the nite before n her lips swollen.... :(

i seriously got the urge to call kelvin up n ask him... "eh..u pierce ur lips tat time got swollen anot...is the swollen a normal sign after piercing???" wahahahha.... :D then.... me n jelly is like....er.... jelly keep say i hate him... =_=" soon...ard....9 plus almost 10... koni jie join in the chat.... called into jelly de hp...then we conf. then our topic of the nite.. "Quack Kairong!" yes...so i question them...give me the gd points of kairong... none of them give me an ans... then i ask again... ok...give me the bad points of kairong... jelly says... " he is a bad guy" koni sis says" he is a flirt" WELL DONE!!!

then.... ok lor...carry on chatting n all.... all the crapz!! n saddness!!! hahahahhaa....jelly from 9 30 say she wan slp... 11 30 go bed...end up...she 12plus then slp... :D thanks huh..... anyway... HE NVR SCOLD U CAN! u dum!!!

then... i send forward msg... weet! 2 replied back.. one is ming... another one is calvin...jon's 10yrs childhood fren :D

he saw jon at the lobby of their block!!! :( i also wan go jurong west stay!!! ass...it has been like...ten yrs seen i saw jon can!! i told jelly i can nvr see him outside like...by luck? hais.... mei you yuan fen la...!!! i dun care la!! he sux!!!hahahahhaa....

ok...thinking back..i was stupid n lame...to do such thing on national day eve.... =_= shouldnt do tat at all!!! wahahaa..now jelly also embarassed!! weet!!yea yea!! someone got ba bing in my hand also le!!!!!

STOP Saying i like him ok!! comb n Jon are the ones i like!!! ops...i flirt... :D WHO CARES! i am single anyway!! yea!! single rawkz!!!!

ok..end of blog... jelly!! i am blogging EVERYDay from now on!!!!

sign off

izumiko

12am

20august 2006

12:00 AM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

QB LAO PA! n i!!he is my daddy :D

negative side of us...:D ade n i

tis is wat we had saw on the bus when we are on our way back to sch

the guy IS CRAZY!

ade n i!! in com lab...teacher scolded us for taking photos

all the time during OFA.. :D

SG de Xu Chun Mei..Or Mei Ma? WAHAHA

wo de xiao di!! he took it during ofa..trying out

my hp :D

upside down? it stained on my hand can!

its gone by now eh.. mummie scold me for tat

comb raping jelly? he pull her SHIRT!
no la.. is diying her shirt..beautify it :D

ade n i at mdc waiting for jelly to come..we are early
its the first n last time ade will go mdc :D

dear diary...

blog for fri n sat ba... which is ystd n today.... 18th n 19th august 2006....

18th august 2006.... is "Quack" kairong de bday...happy bday boy... wahahhaa....23 le... finally a BIG BIG boy now... :D all the best for ur future~~~~

i was off to sch... n i was like... yes!! reach sch earlier than 8:35am!!!! n i finally DID one assignment of ACCESS by myself!!! clever ba!!! wahahaha :D then.... i was like..SUPER serious with my work on friday n i dunno why...chatted with jelly in msn also...

somehow...recently..her mood was like.. VERI Good...everyday sure got at least 10 lols in our chat log... :D good!!! hahahaaha.... then... i forgot wat we chatted also.. AH! bday!! correct... yes...tats it... :D

its like count down from now..9days more to the recording...n how am i feeling inside? worried yet happy yet excited yet sad.... wah..complicated? dun blame me..blame on some ppl who keep acting n faking...!!! WHY!! why do tat!! dun make me thai boxing with u!!! u ass!! u bitch!! I HATE U!!!

then.... off for break...we went to campus heaven n eat...xiaodi QB lao pa n...uninvited guest walk in also... then.... joke ard..i took pics.... with my lao pa n xiaodi... n gu niang! :D sorry if i dun get to post all pic up...cos its like...blogger lag like siao!!! will post the pic in the next entry... :D ok?

oh ya...i taught ade how to change blogskin also.. she blur sia!!! BLUR!! hahaha..but ok la..at least she catch up veri fast..then i give out halls everyday... i tell u... my fav. sweet is HALLS! honey lemon flavour!! the yellow one la!! gu niang also kana influence by me..his pencil box all the sweet wrappers are the sweets i give him.. all HALLS de wrapper nor..he go collect it.. wahahha...

OK! he go gf de!! dun think so much!! he call me sister de nor!!! then!! well done...miss quah she on thursday during AFD...go joke..say wat... i am Jon LIM de gf..pls la!! teacher u wan joke also dun say so loud..now whole class know... =_=" thanks for the stupid unneccessary RUMOURS!

then.... ok lor..next everyone see me... tell me...eh..ur bf waiting outside for u... =_=" dun la..pls pls pls!!! then.... on friday... yes! after sch we went for MOVIES!!! GHOST GAME! i called marcus along la... u know..fren fren ma..since he off day then call him out nor... rite? then.... our lesson ends at 1 30 la... sort of cheated abit with my trial balance test..wahahah... BUT! is i careless hor!! not i dunno!! i say first!! we gave the ans to wanyu also...as in the total la... cos... she calculate like will calculate until tml morning like tat...

then...end up...we went off to put our books n all...then go off... :D tot he will work..but i forgot abt ya... tat matter jelly told me...then drop off the idea of looking out for him at PS... then..help Jelly look out for something go yamaha..but dun have..Jon help me look for it de..but dun have.... so...too bad nor...the guys spend their time in yamaha..while we girls sianz...we go SASA... the girls bought the $1 mask la..thanks to me huh..my intro!! wahaha..its good...really..its good!

then... i didnt buy anything.. n u know wat!!! jon help me carry BAG LEH!!! waH SEH!!! happy eh... VIn help me carry my jacket.. Jon help me carry my bag.. i was like...hp in my hand..tats all!!! wahahahahaha... so happy!!! then..all the way.... at carrefour... my bag was with Jon..he really sound like my bf... hahahha.... :D thanks alot pal!!

then... we go into the cinema..bag also with him...we bought tibits into the cinema la.. me n ade..wahahaha... she go grab my jacket nor!! wah lau..hai me cannot really cover hao hao!! then she go grab my hand... i hide alot la.!!! n scream alot... i came up with the idea of watching it..end up... i was the one screaming n shivering all the way... =_=" n our of the cinema..go toilet see..WAH LAU! i see ghost..my make up all gone...as in my foundation n blusher...wahahaha....

i got times hide behind marcus la..sorry huh... if i was like... noisy.. cos ... ya... :D hahaha... then....i was like..the only one taking north east line..abit scared la... then marcus say wan to send me home first...since he still got time... he later in the nite then meet his frens i think i dunno...but i say nvm...see me get into train can le...

somehow... i am not his gf le.. i really cannot let me do much.... as in...ya... not worth it la..marcus if u read tis entry..i hope u understand... although we are still frens... but there are alot u dun have to do for me le... sending me home was ur used to be actions... a kiss goodbye on my forehead n lips also was ur used to be actions... seeing me walk into the condo... making sure i am fine was also ur used to be action... it was my sweet memories... i just hope it can be memories...n tats all..

u changed alot..in ur dressings n everything...the way u present urself changed..which is a good thing? i guess.. can say to be more charming now... can find a better gf... :D i am someone who needs lots of freedom....i am not ready into real committment.. somemore..i wan a real stable..can go far de relationship... no longer wanting a relationship tat is short term ... i aim for marriage.. stable future... career n family...

its abit too early to think abt it..but really i wan to be off burden from my parents as soon as possible... hum...i rather "flirt" ard..then getting into a relationship which i know wont have ending de...correct?

hum... then.... after movies i go home.... then... er.... on train got tis stupid man.. he ass..keep looking at me...then end up wat happen? he come ask no. from me.. FARK! go away!! anyway... he is in his 20s la... confirm below 28 de... then i was like... er...sorry cannot...

he ask why i say...cannot... cannot... bu fang bian..then reach hougang stop i get down..heng eh!!! :D i think i wont forget tis matter..cos first time got "old" man come ask me for no. ok! he not bad looking ok!! but!! not wat i wan!!!ok.... end of tis stupid moment i have in train :D

then...come home..i look at the com..the com look at me... i tired i go watch tv.... 8pm... eat my dinner n i EAT super little... wahaha...then back to my room... remove my make up... then change..out...wat i did? by 9pm i am on bed le...sms-ing with.... koni? ya! yes...with jie..then half way.. I SLP! hahahaha.... then all the way to 3plus am..sorry jie i nvr reply u online... doze off nah....

then i go back to slp after replying sms...then...5plus am cannot tahan..wake up..go bath..n off i am awake all the way!!!then i dunno wat i die again.. AH!! transfer pic!! edit pic!! er..update my hp with SONGS! yes!! wma files can go into my hp le!!! save alot of space eh... yea yeah yeah!!!!

then...wait until 8 30am..papa mama go work le..jie go casino study..i go mummy room on tv... do something for ade.. :D surprise!! my girl!!! on ur departure day u will know..i will send u off no matter wat!! dun worry!!!

although alot say only 4months... but!! i still wan to send her off...cos i cant bear leh..i dunno why... :D then... hum...ya.... ade i will miss u de!! my k box KAKI!! my SUPERSTAR kaki!! my CRAPZ kaki!! my LES partner!! my HOMEWORK COPIER KAKI!! my EVERYTHING DE KAKI!! dun forget me!! when u are back.. we will go same class!! year 2!! i will BEG miss quah dun seperate us!!!

hum...then... like tat nor... end of my day? hahaha...going to watch tv le!!9pm show..channel 8..NICE!! go WATCH!! EVERYONE!! GO!!!

sign off

izumiko

8:42pm

19th aug 2006....

my day at home... first time...sat nvr go out!! wahaha..my legs are tired... I CUT MY FINGER!! STUPID!!! >.<

8:42 PM