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2006-08-25T09:00:00.000-07:00

23rd august 2006....see how FLAT my fringe are?
25th august 2006.... the hair style learn from lady first
stupid self pic
jon lim's lunch... "rich" guy food
wanyu's lunch "poor" girl's food see the difference now?
my mirror image :D
another stupid self image of mine
the 5 of us....(clockwise) jon,mine,ade,vin,wanyu.
frens forever :D

dear diary...

25th august 2006...... ok.... watched lady first n learn something new :D play with my hair abit...take pic abit... then..my sis ask me help clean up the hse...cos...got visitor in the evening.... my da sao, my niece (my daddy god son de) my cousins, kenny,emily and kenny's gf, bao lian.

my dad went for mahjong.... i find it weird...its my mum's bday end up he go for mahjong ....hais.... tis family is like going from bad to worse.... 1st my family dun celebrate bday for me.... 2nd my mum's bday my dad not ard..... i am speechless abt it ok......

then...i washed the toilet... dots..its like..DIRTY.... but now its VERI clean....clean up my room abit.... then... soon... 7 plus...all back.... emily came first n i dunno how she come on her own... eh..NO.. she came home with my mum...sorry..... then....kenny n his gf came later with da sao n my niece....

my niece... omg...ookok..i will upload the photos soon... she is just so sweet n cute... her face forever wont change....tat dimples of hers....really represent her dad.... ok..she look likes her dad more i guess..from wat i see now... anyway my da sao is like...REAL chio can...forgot to take her pic... but really... er....ok...veri hard to describe it...

then... enjoy enjoy enjoy.... until....8?? i dunno wat time... somethings happen....er...ya..shocked me..... really.... cos i dunno he wil know.... then i called jelly.... she say she know le... ASS.... hai me kana to be his chu qi de dui xiang... T.T

but ok la..suan le.... then....talk talk talk...the more to talk...the more er....ya...... then.... joke for awhile.... then i all the way joke with jelly on the phone...we all the way talk on the phone.... then.... we talked abt jobs...

ok...jelly set her mind wan to be a pei jiu mei.... as for me..forever the same thinking.... let ppl "bao yang" wo.... i find it nth eh.... u see ar.... i dun have to put real feelings into it.... all i have to do is ACT....n i get money.... card watever! everything! i call it a LOVE GAME...

i know... doing such thing i will sacrifice alot of things.... but who duno? i did tried asking some guys 2months ago.... i told tat guy.... a net fren of mine anyway.... i told him.... for 1 month... i am fully urs... BUT he has to give me allowance....n i told him... i wont have feelings in the first place....end of the game i wont have feelings for him either...

he is up to it... but after tat.... a fren of his also my fren...scolded me... like.... "u slut....dun u think u can eat up his money.... who do u think u are... let him feed u??" n so on..... the game didnt start.... didnt end... blow off.....

last nite..i told tat someone abt it... yes...i wont go for ONS services BUT i go for love games.... somehow... such things last longer? even if future... my future bf ask me..if i am still a V... if i say yes... will he believe? even go out.... anyone who ask me tis... they wont believe i am still one...cos...to everyone... all girls... like my age...shld had been a gone case...

come to think of it.... rite..... so wat for protect it? as long dun pregnant can le.... correct? i find tat girls even younger than me are more daring.... most of them dun mind going into different intercourse... n they still can say.... "aiya....dun get pregnant jiu ok le" tis way....

there are tonnes of china girls.... in the early 20s la.... below 25 above 19.... they get to be "bao yang" in singapore...by those uncles.... who are in their 40s or 50s.... some are even 30s....

i wonder how these girls did it...cos... in the day tthey go for sch.... ah.... then the article continues... at nite... they hunt for man... go to pubs or geylang...watever places... which are filled with rich middle age man whose wives cant satisfy them....

there are young girls with 30s de guy..... my class.... my fren 18... her bf is 39... the guy has 2 kids... see it? ok...but she is a malay.... but the age difference is like 21? is there true love? true feelings? i doubt... she may not be pretty not really tat shapely... but one thing... she is devoted.... for middle age guy like him... whom i dunno who is he.... he just need a lady to help me handle with his kids... n satisfy him...

as jelly says... he wans the body... i do agree tat bit anyway.... a divorced.... with 2 kids.... my fren can actually accept it.... but well..i find her brave to tell me tat... she even told me.. his kid... one of them ran away from him..called her up...cry on the phone... the kids eventually called my fren auntie?

it sounds funny isnt it? if i am not wrong.... either the man had divorced... IF not... he is still a married man... another words.. my fren is the 3rd party... i dunno... but somehow... a kid wont go astray... well.... as ppl says... u think its right..then go ahead n do it..dun bother abt wat others say....

then koni sis came online... i talked to her... ok... she adviced me alot... she said...if wan to do such thing..why not go pub be waitress better? hum.... not a bad thinking either.... but serving..its still work... i wan easy money.... dun have to work much...yet can get money n cards...

she ask me go mos tat kind of big pubs to be a server.... ask someone to accompany go into that job... then she said.... jelly also wan...go find tat kind of job with her... i was thinking...even if no one pei me if really mos or whereever pubs wan to hire me i will go for it..i wont mind....

i dunno... i sms tat someone after tat.... i told tat someone... tat i am sorry for prank i played.... but the job i talk abt was serious.... there are 3 things i wont joke abt....

1) the job i will go for....

2) my family matters.....

3) my health n life.....

elf's fren...tat ns guy...peter.... i find him foolish.... wat...i told him... i wan to form my own rock band first... i wan to achieve in my singing...make up... and i wan someone who has the same interest as me... wat he say? he will wait for me... firstly... u dunno wat kind of girl i am... u havent seen me before...totally NO..not even a pic of mine....

then i said... u n i dun think the same..we dun have same interest..included..u are a ns guy..u dun earn much.... he said he do play drums... now he is learning classic guitar...i ask him did u jam, before.. did u form a band before? can u sing well.... he said... nvr jam before... he can see some of the songs... who dunno... i also can sing some of the songs.... nvr jam before.. n yet he tell me he got his band also....

then after tat say he dun have a band he havent jam before...i doubt he knows wat is the meaning of jamming.... like the first time jon tell me the difference between jamming n practice.... a guy like him... i mean peter.... not say he is no good...but he is sensitive... easily depressed..... for no reason why... i will kick away the guys who "likes" me... now... is bcos i dun wan a serious relationship... cos i dun believe in it anymore... time being i wan to have fun...

earn my money... play my music... learn my make up...be a professional make up artist... i wan to be on my own as soon as possible... being single... there are alot i can do.... looking at the guys as n when i like... no one controls me like receiving sms-es or calls asking where am i.... wat i doing...who i am with.... n the worse.... wans me to report after i get to somewhere else....

and i need not say any sweet words... or mushy words... like... oh...dear i miss u too... or.... darling i love you 1314...we will nvr be apart... come to think of tis... i find the words... Eeewwww.... as i said..even i have a bf now..i wont mention a thing...so no one will know if i am attached anot...unless my frens or whoever saw me with my bf on the street..then...i got nth to say... got to admit it....

which guy can accept tis? hardly will a guy accept it... saying...why we together cannot own up... frenster cant change...msn nick also cannot change... pic cannot put... the names in the hp phonebook also cannot change... an open relationship to me i find it dun last.... letting everyone know... relationship will blow off veri soon...

now nanami n jalaine are attached.... pei xiu also attached.... adrian also attached... guan.... i think he is attached again... or brk off i dunno.... vin also attached... darren also attached... dom also attached.... elf also attached.... jiang hao also attached.... WL also attached... i can say... the ppl i know... are like 80% of them are attached... the 20%.... ha!

me, jon, jelly, ade, wanyu, beng, roy, xinhui, shaun, philip, cho beng, junwei....... etc. ... all not attached... ah... koni also not attached... see..... so wat if a cute guy or a jap looking guy smile at me... so wat if a guy in his 20s...average looking came to me ask me for no. i am not interested.... i dunno why... i am not ready to commit into a real long term relationship...

i dare to admit..when i was with marcus... i did flirt with my old crushes... i did... its becos .... i find tat my current bf cant give me wat i wan... i find tat my current bf cant even understand... wat are my needs...wat are my thinking.. but my cursh do.... see? but somehow... its just a moment of flirt... who cares?

as david tao said in the magazine... as long not married... i counted it as single... yes... rite.... not married.. not tied down... means single.... i agree.... going into such a job..i know alot of will look down on me... or somehow... i dunno.... if only my family is complete... i dun have to find love from outsiders already....

i used to depend the love n warmth from bfs... i tot they can take over the family love i am lack off.... 1 week.... at least quarrel with my sis 3 times? black face to paretns almost everyday... n talk to my parents... not even more than 1 ??? sometimes 0...cos i hide myself in the room all the time.... i will give up on talking to my parents is bcos..whenever i talk...something serious.... they either no reaction... IF not... go into their small chats... suddenly.. or concentrate on their tv.... or walk off...

but if my sis talk?? they listen carefully.... they know my sis have wat kind of frens... daddy only know much abt J3.... whenever i say.... i go mdc support fren perform..he competition.. the first thing come to his mind.. tat J3 ar? i said comb...the hairstylist is my fren.... he said...oh... ok.... when it comes to Jon Ng... his reaction was.... black face.... so... i dun say a thing....

dad n mom keep says...lucy?? omg...all so girl... canot cannot.... eeewwww... i was like...but tat is wat i like! my dad said i am crazy... tis kind of bf? i said uh huh... they are charming in a certain way.... still he said i am crazy... my mum... face change...go to bed..ignore me....

my dad all the while like MLB... he finds them really got the good boy look... so? i dun care... i simply love bad boys.... i found out tat..the past relationship i had... other than marcus..the rest are all BENGS... really... ok..i dun remember their names...watever... forget it....

i used to be a beri devoted gf.... but after the last brk off with jia xing... i realised... its not just devoted.... there is a deeper meaning into it... when come to think of it... i regretted being with him... wasted my time... welll...watevr ya? i am happy with my life now....

after last nite... tat cup.... its was too strong la... T.T jelly canot tahan she go to bed first... then i look at the screen... off i go...dropdead.... i drag myself up.... fall on my bed... i promise i wont touch tat le...but who cares after all? i promised alex... i promised comb...i promised jon.... i promised ade... bee n all the girls.... but somehow...after last nite... ha..i think promise broken?

jelly jelly jelly... NEXT WEEK NEXT WEEK NEXT WEEK!! i wan!!!! u know wat i wan de.... lets go la... steady..... jio more ppl.... our own frens hor..dun jio jio jio those i ji tao totally no idea de..... :D now i realised... not many ppl can be like me n jelly... a no one bother de kid.... n dey!! i am older than jelly can!!! omg!! T.T

still got someone say... u so young cannot la... n when i said i am 18 le...tat someone said.... huh? u same as jelly???? T.T dey..i dun same as her.... then? JELLY!! pls tell everyone i am OLDER!!!!!! i am born in FEB!! jelly is in AUGUST!!!!! i am older by 6months 9days!!!! :D

end of blog..... CHEERZ!~

sign off

izumiko

9am

25th august 2006....

*its a shame i forget it was my mum's bday...T.T sorry mum*

2006-08-24T07:00:00.000-07:00

dear diary...

24th august 2006..... off to sch.... do a recap..... ah.... now..... take 27 at 7 15am the bus driver is CUTE! ok... he isnt old..he is young....really!!! young lor..in his 20s... not i fa hua chi...is tat pls....a super cute looking guy..who is like..u get on the bus..he smile at u...>.<

i simply love 27 de bus! tat time go sing kbox with ade n wanyu....took the 7pm 27 hm..WAH lau! a japster looking youngster also in 20s drive?? WOO HO~ wahahaha....see see.... 7am n 7pm....:D

then i got off the bus..the front door still open i turn n look...he smile at me...wahahaha...i super HAPPY~~~ but!! one problem..HE IS SLOW! as in drive...dots..SUPER SUPER slow..n i always end up 7 55 then reach...can reach at 745 de!!!

then....sch...i didnt do a single assignment... i forgot wat i do.... surf net...chat with jelly... keep looking at lucy de yahoo grp....kuek fc de yahoo grp...n we spotted tat from big jam...look MAN until grand finals... WOMAN~ =_=""" ji tao...we keep laughing..its like...transform... but ok la... he looks woman anyway...

then...khai my chairwoman...walk to me give me 4 pieces of coloured papers.. SMALL ones... the ONES i fold cranez...wah..i see liao i shocked..i still ask her... eh... need to fold ar? khai say..u write the msg... *familiar huh* then... we will give business club de ppl...they fold... *EVEN more familiar* i was like..ORH...ok...i write now......

i somehow got phobie now.... ji tao...CRANES.... hais.... okok....then.... lesson end...go dialog session... teacher ji tao....head got fire liao you mei you...she scold those pon sch de ppl...its like...those really pon de...then....the comments written.... for her....

ok..first she angry was.. one pon sch de..she nvr say name boy or girl also nvr say..... she say wat... all the time tat person nvr come sch.... giving all kinds of reason... IF FAKE! as in...giving super ridiculous de reasons...teacher super pissed off...cos she talk to tat person de mother on the phone..then know alot...

wahahahaha...confirm not me..i from sch reopen until now..i EVERYDAY go sch nor!!! only the national day i nvr go....then.....we have to do a survey for the teachers who taught us...so... its like...miss quah say before if nothing gd...we dun comment...so...we nvr comment..but some ppl from my class...go comment teacher's knowledge on accounting is limited..WAH...teacher burst...

she dunno scold for how long...me n ade dun care...we discuss abt petty cashbook...wahaha...cos was like..suppose to have a test ma..but teacher scold first..so i do revision with her first......

then its like...after some time....test start....our chair n table is like... ava room tat kind...then my chair noisy... dunno why...almost spoiling..then teacher walk to me...tell me go sit at her place..use her table...the chair noise is affecting me... :D

wahahaha...i got nice table to u nor!!!then..ok la...i did wrongly....got one part.its says...bought 50 stamps at $0.23 .... ok...nvr say each rite!!! ppl will think is 50pieces $0.23???? ok...i dunno if others will think like how i think la.... T.T i was WRONG! but at first i did multiply!!! but then i change it again!!!

wrong wrong wrong~then i went to draw the ledgers which is NOT needed.... stupid rite me..... hais...then i just hand up nor.... then...go off..have lunch.... then went to do my homework..BUT no heart to do..cos i dunno how to do control accounts.... i only did my theory questions...

then.... go lesson....2 hrs...again...me n ade dun wan do the control acct. question on our paper...lazy to draw la... then we use our double entries written...volunteer go do on the board... heez..... then.... we spend quite a long time there u knw....

fun la fun la..cos i am like dozing off.... seriously... me, ade n vin 3 of us..ji tao..ma jiam over work.... all like ghost...veri tired look....then.... do l.....slack.... lesson end..i tired until i dun wan go BFD...Vin went off cos he say he too tired.... ok lor...we 3 girls... hais go ba go ba...

as usualy...drag myself there!!!! then.... once i step into bfd room... ma jiam reception veri good...tonnes of sms come in.... first is my sis de...complaining abt mum la..which i dun give a damn.... then....jelly..... then.... james.....then xiao wei..... jelly is tell me call her but i canont in class...then she msg again...say mon cancel...cos kuek say he cannot make it..then...cancel nor...no choice... then james...he farker...call me for nth.... i reject his call...he sms me... ask me abt superstar....eh..dun bo liao la.... nvm..i give him all info le...AT LEAST msg back say thanks..nvr lor..FARKER i was super pissed offf

until now i am still pissed off.... yes! then xiaowei... ask me wan go out next tues or thurs anot...i say... orh...next thurs...teachrs day celebration ma...lets go eh! hahaha.... meeting her for kbox..then maybe..movies? dunno...confirm COFFEE BEAN de leh....

fri.....make up lesson in sch for ofa...actually is a revision la...cos come back... monday CA le... T.T i super scared nor.... access leh...hais.... cannot make it ar!!~~

then.... after BFD...oh..lesson ends at 3 30...like tat...i took cab home...i from afd jiu dun feel well le...i veri hard to breathe...the air con too cold...my jacket in locker...lead to difficulty in breathing...then to bfd...worse!!!!

i reach home.... watch tv awhile...go slp.... wake up....amen.... i whole body pain....forehead super hot.... damn weak.... flu.... veri hard to breathe... took inhaler....back to bed.... until 11 30 then wake up.... go bath...wash the clothings.... then back to slp again....

i cannot tahan eh.....hais.... going see doc le.....

sign off
izumiko
7am
24th aug 2006

fri not going sch...SICK!! >.<

2006-08-23T01:25:00.000-07:00

ade n i in class...again...photos... :D

vin n i.... weet! my best sista!!!
see how good my cam can be? hahahahah.... dots...
yes...lastly..my creation :D wahaha...

dear diary...

22th august n 23rd august 2006.... blogging for the nite with some pic uploaded....

ok..ystd.... we didnt go S & W aka PE la.... lizda our teacher nvr come...so jalaine de class pe techer take over...i saw it i ji tao... tell ade n vin say...lets go..since we dun have pe attire stay also no use....

then....we walk off while tat teacher walk to her class... then... vin went home..he was tired la...can see... ade n i go tamp. mall walk walk... saw Lao pa on the way to the bus stop :D then took 31 together...lao pa so qiao...also going tamp. mall...find his fren....then all got off at the interchange....

me n ade go..walk walk see see...found the cake jelly wans... n its..ok...chocolate... : er... ok..me n ade discuss abit then decided... ok.. some small conflicts i can say..my temper was bad also... T.T n i dunno why i was so bad mood....

then...walk ard... walk pass yamaha... =_=" tat was lame... ok...forget it...i dun wish to say abt anything on lucy... cos....tat dun concerns me anymore..... 2 sided ppl u know? yes...

then...go home...yes...lucky the 27 i got on was like...not full i got my sit.. :D i forgot wat i did on the bus...as in...to kill time.... sms or wat...i forget le.... but i confirm! i nvr doze off...these few days i take bus to sch n home i all nvr slp..n i dunno why...i was like...OBVIOUSLY not enough slp....

then...got home..first time after so long... i did my accounting homework... :D then... er... i really forgot wat i did at home also... all i know i go slp... heez..... then... i was like..the next morning i jump out of my bed at 5am! :D

i was on time :D then.... bath n all..due to traffic jams n the slow driving of the driver... good...i was like...7 50am then reach...meet ade they all at 7 30 de nor! ass!! but wan yu is like 2mins later than me :D wahahahhaa

then off to sch..yes man..i broke the 8 35am record.... i everytime reach sch at 8 35...n teacher remembers it... "christine... 8 35 huh....8 35..." T.T okok.... i was like...reach sch at 8 15 am today~!!! woots~~~

still late la..BUT by 15mins nia lor!!! then..go in..me n ade volunteer to do the question :D we were like..playing ard at the board..change our position la... change our questions la..i do hers she do mine.. :D teacher tot we siao...

then...vin n i spend ard an hr teaching wan yu bank reconciliation statement :D somehow...we roleplay every part of the question out..quite fun eh.... i explain some to ade also... :D i realised i am good in BRS... :D yes man...at last...

then.... go for ofa... i ji tao...complain all the way..i hungry..cos i once step in... sit down..finish my first assignment.. my stomach er hrm le... yes... then i ji tao no mood liao.... then... play hp la...listen songs la...do my second assignment VERI slowly.... then make alot of noise...disturb ade in msn.. :D I MISS JON NG ** **** WAHAHAHA... ade u cannot miss him!!! only i can!! hahahaha

then we play with emos also... yea... hahaa...then...its like...today de class..ma jiam grp nia... ard 25 came nia...but then during afd.... last than 20 came..then bfd....back to 25... funny huh? hahaha...yes....

then...its like..after afd...all is like...psycho-ing each other..dun go bfd la..we go grp study at the airport..me n vin AGREED!!! jon also!!! wanyu is follow grp de!! is ADE!!! wahahaha.... she is our teacher nor... in our grp.... then..its like... ok.... end up??? darren say go for class!! then bo bian...i drag myself to class...

i step into class..i tell teacher.. I DUN WAN TEST! steady...really no test..wahahaha... got la...13mcq questions... i got only 2 wrong!!!!!!! i nvr see book nor!!! yes... i got confident for my BFD paper le.... then..its like... we joke ard in class la... n i NVR doze off...

ask jon to use my hp call kelvin in the morning to check if his hp still the same no. la...cos he gave jon the name card..was like... start of the yr? ass... well done huh jon... then... he called..ok la...excuses la... find all kinds of excuses... but some how...kelvin remembers jon eh!!! maybe got same name as NG tat is why....

BUT face veri different la... one is MAN look one is GIRL look.... then.... i keep asking jon to remember to ask if he works today..he ass..nvr ask jiu put down le... T.T nvm...at bfd..he call again...teacher suddenly walk back to class...jon put down.. BUT kelvin call back... then jon go outside listen...ji tao..come in..dun wan tell me got work anot..i totally bu ming bai wat his hand signs are...i give him black face..

wrote a note to him... its like...koni jie come down to tamp. find me one reason is to see kelvin in person wat! if he nvr work come down for wat! siao! then jon bo bian... reply back..wahahaha... kelvin today nvr work... tml yes... wat time to wat time....ah...like tat.... i was like...stare at jon... ass...so simple dun say earlier..he there smiling... >.<

then...end up nvr meet koni jie ba..cos he nvr work ma... then jon ask me can pei him go yamaha buy his guitar string anot..i ji tao reject..say..tml then go la..tml kelvin go work!! then he says ok!! wahaha...as well...ya.... tat one... yes!

then... we went to see the bball match between our sch n the others ite... when we go see... it was simei VS central.. WEET! guo ran! our simei de... you kan tou... central de.. KANA SAI! really!! our bball jersey is like..BLACK! si bei cool lor.. but the guys all not tall...all in the 165 to 175 range..but yandao eh... :DDDDD

i was like.... telling ade... eh.... eh... the no. 13 not bad... 10 also..EH!! 16 also can!! then i say... reserve de MORE yandao!! i was standing behind darren n laopa...i ji tao..i see until ask laopa n darren move away...hahahaha :D

sorry huh..tis is wat ia single status de girl can do! see YANDAOS!!! stupid ade!! in the morning at interchange see a japster guy nvr ask me turn ard!!!! T.T i see his back view nia nor!! ade say she saw my kind of guy...but it was too late... T.T stupid ade!!! >.<

er.. ya... got to squeeze up to bus 31 with darren, laopa..jon ,wanyu n ade.. keke... we at the front door there...darren keep asking gay sia! he idiot... jon also... i wonder why...act gay is such a common thing now... then my 27 is like behind nia... me n laopa got down... but i went off first la... then laopa wait for his bus...

end of my day!!! hahaha... my mp3 low batt... then use my hp listen... seh..i listen until i numb.... listen to feng by jay again n again... hais.... T.T i dun wan to think le!!!!

come home.... er.... watch tv...keep thinking i wan on call mac anot...cos i was like...hungry for no reason..BUT end up... nvr call... heez... then.... do my accounting homework... until dad n mom are home... like tat nor.... i watch sg idol!! omg!! i simply LOVE jon Leong de VOICE! omg! he sang lee hom de WEI YI! jasmine de singing also not bad... paul..oh my oh my... he is just so cute!!!

but to compare...jasmine n rahimah...defintely i wan rahimah to be back!! she is just SO DAMN GOOD! jon's comments was like..GOOD!! except KEn de la... ken's comment forever poke thru rite into ur heart wan... yi dao jian xue~ florance say Jon is the sg idol!!! yes!!!

i love her lots eh!!! i was so damn engrossed with Jon Leong de singing i keep dragging my dinner time until 9pm! jon's chinese was like... unstable ...when he speaks mandarin on tv... so cute eh... pronounce veri unstable... kekekeke....

i know 4 jons.... see ar...my class one is jon lim another is jon hu... for popstars... jon Ng n Jon Leong.. WORSE is... my class de both 18... the pop stars.. BOTH 24!!! wat the... eheh... god u must be kidding eh!!!

then... its like...all 4!! plays guitar.... Leong n Hu play only classic de.... Ng n Lim play Electric!! Lim can play both la..he play bass also... weet!!!

popstars...YANDAO! my class....average.. no...Hu is worse than LIM! hahaha.. okok.... Ng is attractive as his eyes got voltage... Leong de.. is man..yandao! Lim is..a good guy... help me carry bag!! thanks ar!! Hu is a baf guy who ONLY speaks vulgarities LANGUAGE!

Jon Lim = educated... english speaking...well mannered...

Jon Leong = english speaking...yandao...well mannered...talented...good voice...

Jon Ng = talented..super attractive eyes n appearance...chinese speaking more? ah beng used to be...

Jon Hu = bad guy...vulgarities all the way..skip sch...dun do hmwk...AH BENG! SMOKE LIKE SIAO! hokkien is his first language! follow by vulgarities as second...third chinese...fourth SINGLISH!

now see the BIG difference???? ya... kekekeke.... good comparison huh.... hahaha...i now then realised la... but Jon Leong i know him he dunno me... T.T but he is REALLY good.... love him lots... HE IS MY IDOL!!! they say he got a sly look alike to me...okok nia... he got his OWN style ok!!!

ok la...end of blog..need to carry on with my homework..tml then blog abt a SUPER sensitive NS guy..whom Elf intro... pure frens making...become??? ASSS!! i hate it!!!

sign off

izumiko

1:25am

23rd august 2006

2006-08-22T21:52:00.000-07:00

Are you in love now?
*.seriously... NO!.*

Chatting with anyone?
*.jelly!!!! wahahaha.*

Where did you go yesterday?
*school!!!then to tampines mall...walk walk....*

What did you do?
BI-YO yandaos n chiobus with ade!

Where will you be going today?
er...its already like....almost 10pm? can go where? DREAMLAND!

What is your height?
157!!! yes!!! i am tat SHORT!!!

What colour is your school uniform?
er...white top black skirt.... or red polo tee with black skirt.... or...blue top n blue skirt... ALOT CAN! siao!! go imagine how many ite uniform designs they have la!!!

Are you 10 years old?
OH! 8yrs ago? hahaha...but i still act like a kid now :D

What are you listening to?
Namie Amuro - four seasons :D nice song!!!

Are you feeling tense?
er....tense for? i got stomachache NOW~

Do you like someone you know you can't have?
aiya...all the time but i no longer have feelings for him... DX u know who u are de... :D

What's the color of your shirt?
pink...somehow i dun have t shirt to wear le.. all washing :D

Is it windy outside?
how i know ar..u ask the wind outside la...if the wind is windy anot

Which storey / floor do you live at?
5th!!! yes!! my fav. no.!!!!

What is the highest floor at your block?
er.... 16!!

Which block are you staying at?
blk 76...!! hahaha only if u can find the block!

What was the last thing you did before sleeping?
take medi nor... =_=

Have you seen a ghost?
hello...which siao lang will wan to see ghost??

Where are you?
in my room..wahaha...my nest....

What are you doing?
doing tis survey.... still considering if i should continue doing my hmwk :D

Worried?
worried? er.... ya la...abit..over some personal things... NOT abt LOVE pls!!!

Pressured?
YES!! my exams are coming!!! Hurhur!~ just 2 to 3weeks more!!! Hais...

Is school cool?
yes! i love my sch!! i love my CLASS!! er...some ppl nia la... :x

Finish this sentence: "I am......."
tired n i am pissed off with some ppl...but who? i dun wish to say....just hope tat person can die early! STOP BEING A STALKER U BITCH!

Do you like classics?
er...depends ya?

Last person you hugged / who hugged you?
ADE!~~ :D i love her so much~

Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
er...used to..now it is in a basket beside my bed....

Are you aggresive?
ALL the time :D no la..i am "gentle"

What was the last thing you wrote?
er...my accounting petty cashbook homework!!!

Have you ever tripped over infront of your crush?
NOPE! i always present myself well :D

Do you still remember what your dream was lastnight?
no dreams... it was pitch dark

Are you clumsy?
yes...at times :D

veryEmotional?
YES!YES!YES! super can!!!

Cna uyo udnretsnad tihs?
of cos...its so obvious!!!

Do you laugh when you hear someone say "fi"instead of "p" and "v" instead of "b"?
i dun laugh..BUT i giggles~~~ hahahahahahahhaha

2006-08-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

dear diary...

21st august 2006..... blogging time.... hum....off to sch..i was early nor! and wat..wan yu is like... LATE..VERI late...thanks huh...we end up late for Bfd for like 30mins or more? nvm..go into class...then as usual..lesson....lesson end...go ofa... er... ok..i was like..TIRED..cos i walk here n there..then jon tell me he going to hougang with me..

i was shocked cos i dunno wat he really means... then he explain say he go look for fren... so i was like..oH~~ hahaa...then i sort of guide him la... then.. ok lor.... after seeing him get on bus 119...i went home... walk home...i super tired n its like headache! i manage to finish one assignment on my own in ofa ystd :D first time eh? yes!

i always scream or shout for help when i am stuck... if not i will pester ade to help me.... heez.... then... go home le... er...elf's fren..peter.. ok..its like..I HATE THE NAME! ok...he called me then chat with him nor..siao! one day nia say wan to be with me! eh..boy..listen up... u think like tat call like ar..i tell u la.. u are thinking wild!

his bio data.. he is 20yrs... old... currently in NS...dec ord... er...180cm...weight unknown..chinese.... live bedok.... who wans? thanks huh elf..u intro me another despo... =_="""

i was like..plain chat with him on the phone..like making new frens.. n he is like...wan to make new GF? excuse me..i am not into it..ESP. NS guys!!!!! not worth my time can!! after u ord then say ba...so wat if u got license to drive? i also can go get a license de nor!! more over i depend on taxi n bus n mrt more than private cars or i drive!!!

then.... i went to parents room on tv...watch tv... carry on with the book...then... on the phone with him....then ard 7?? no..6 plus we put down the phone...then..i watch my tv... then sms wit him la... =_=" LAME FARK! then.... i sms with...jelly or koni?? i forgot la.. oh! koni!!! yes!!! then.... suddenly..when i sms half way with peter... kuek call me.. KUEK u know!! U KNOW!!! shocked rite?

cos he call jelly she nvr pick up wat..of cos call me...=_=" thanks huh... then he call..ma jiam wan to fight..ask me wat time BXXRW starts... then i was like...er...got meh? dun haf wat...28th then show ma..no ma? then he say...orh..dun have huh..orh...okok thanks thanks..bb.. then i quickly call comb... then i ask him..

damn..i MELT IN HIS VOICE!! haha..no la..he sound veri cute can... then.. i ask him discuss with him abt SOMETHINGS yes...then put down then i quickly call kairong back..tell him..he ass..use tat stupid voice shocked me until i dun dare talk much...=_=" thanks for being so hyper on the phone n shocked me n i wanted to put down the phone in the first place... =_=

then chatted..he complain to me say he sick... use jon to disturb me rite!!!! i make sure koni RAPE u for the next 50times.. i make sure u HIGH!! n TIRED!!! :( then.... put down le... i watch the tv..WAHAHAHA...comb!!! so cute!!! he super got shape can!!! then he say... wat... wo 188.... YOU kong DA gei wo PAPA! hahahaha...

i corrected kairong de personal message again n again... cos his you become yong..his DA become TA... wah lau...chinese HANYU fail!! i best le!! yes!! wat..dun show u my tongue? u will high? dun care leh... its my tongue nor!!!!

he is a HORNY ...MORON!!! =_=""" cannot tahan him... then...after awhile i call jelly at in...after the BXXRW... 9pm..chatted with jelly on the phone...then...put tat calvin in..end up..the girls dulan him..all get out of the msn conf. wahaha..know i know jon's fren can be so UNfunny... ahahhaah...

kairong suddenly leave the chat room..then we sua..i called comb again... then discuss again..then put down.. he so cute lor..i wont forget abt u de la..i will vote n vote de dun worry!!! hahahaha....then..he help me plan the whole thing..then i agree with it..cos its reasonable ma.. rite? kekekeke...

then i call kairong..nvr pick up...he tell jelly to ask me tell him in msn..i was like..if it is simple enough to say..i wont call him..u think i like to hear his voice? pls la.. JON VOICE N COMB VOICE NICER!! he sound so MAN which is like..DUN suits him...wahahahha...

then..i call jelly back after i bath..then i koni called...then we 3 girls conf. again.. wahahaha....then i tried calling kairong again.. NVR pick up..sua la!!! wah lan eh..i du lan!!!! i hate those... ming ming can pick up dun pick up....

then ya.... like tat lor..somehow..someone help me in the end la...ok lor... jiu zhe yang..then i was like drunk in a stupid way whereby i didnt drink.. hahaha.. no la..just keep talking rubbish n jelly n koni jie keep laughing..dots..WHY!! i say wrong meh???

hahahaha.... ok lor..end my phone conversation at 1am..at last rite..i wan to put down the phone.. ok..i doze off can..haha..i admit.. :D then..like tat lor... koni n jelly continue i SLP!! tat peter..ask me call him..i sms him 2 times ask him wat time he slping..the first time i sms him he already SLP le..still dare to ask me why i nvr call..pls la..dun u dare control me when i am not ur anyone..

one more time i am saying... I DUN NEED A BF TO CONTROL ME I NEED FREEDOM NOT BF!

end of blog.. sianz...

sign off
izumiko
12am
21/8/06

GUYS ARE NOTHING BUT TROUBLES!!!

2006-08-20T00:00:00.000-07:00

ade n i in lab!!! :D
izumi with Vin! in AFD class...:D
Comb n izumi! at mdc..after the recording
xiao di n da jie! isnt he cute! :D
Bean n izumi! at mdc..after recording...

dear diary....

20 august 2006..... more pics up! wanted to put someone else de pic de... BUT i need to edit first...cos if not others will snatch the pic.... u knw..i always have my personnal pic which i dun share..... not i selfish..BUT its becos i took it with my own cam. n wat... i dun wan to be taken as the cam. girl.. n happily let ppl take the pic n use it...

its my hard work eh? hahahah.... one more week!!! yes!!! just one more week!!!!! hum.... mum was like...SUPER bad mood n i dunno why..is she herself...ask us to bring the clothes out...the rest she do.... now she is like ....whinning over doing all the stupid hsework on her own....

sorry huh...i myself did how much le..i am sick n tired of ur stupid hsework! dun say i nvr help u do hsework..i dunno help u do hsework... for how many yrs le.. n u took it for granted.... ass... u think wat... i maid?

then...sis n i... just go back to our rooms nor...cant be bothered with my mum...she nag we hide.... the dinner was like... ok... thanks for the "nice" dinner... but to me..i dun care de eh... hahaha! i went for a nap at 1.... woke up at 4.... then back to slp at 5plus... up at 7 plus... yes! finally!! my eye bags are gone!! my dark rings lighten!!!! OHHHOHHOHOHH~

sunday is a day i enjoy slping if my parents dun go out.... i had nvr once say..spend my time outside in the living room.... watch tv with my family... UNLESS the show is wat i wanted to watch also... i also dunno why i will like tat...i am used to hide in the room of mine le... n i enjoy it!!!! :D

spending my morning doing the book.... cos no brkfast! my mum go on riot! so..bo bian..whole family no brkfast... WHO CARES! :D she for nth wan to show temper..she wan go market... also nvr inform me...everytime wan me ask her? pls la... u wan go market tell me i will sure wake up de nor.. no need give tis kind of face to me as if i owe u billions of dollars... thanks huh....

when i woke up.... the world seems upside down! koni sis online...her nick like veri sad... then.... jelly online her nick also...then i one by one ask... jelly say she wan go offline le..so i called her... on the phone..she sounds ok..=_=" then sis is bcos... saw her ex the nite before n her lips swollen.... :(

i seriously got the urge to call kelvin up n ask him... "eh..u pierce ur lips tat time got swollen anot...is the swollen a normal sign after piercing???" wahahahha.... :D then.... me n jelly is like....er.... jelly keep say i hate him... =_=" soon...ard....9 plus almost 10... koni jie join in the chat.... called into jelly de hp...then we conf. then our topic of the nite.. "Quack Kairong!" yes...so i question them...give me the gd points of kairong... none of them give me an ans... then i ask again... ok...give me the bad points of kairong... jelly says... " he is a bad guy" koni sis says" he is a flirt" WELL DONE!!!

then.... ok lor...carry on chatting n all.... all the crapz!! n saddness!!! hahahahhaa....jelly from 9 30 say she wan slp... 11 30 go bed...end up...she 12plus then slp... :D thanks huh..... anyway... HE NVR SCOLD U CAN! u dum!!!

then... i send forward msg... weet! 2 replied back.. one is ming... another one is calvin...jon's 10yrs childhood fren :D

he saw jon at the lobby of their block!!! :( i also wan go jurong west stay!!! ass...it has been like...ten yrs seen i saw jon can!! i told jelly i can nvr see him outside like...by luck? hais.... mei you yuan fen la...!!! i dun care la!! he sux!!!hahahahhaa....

ok...thinking back..i was stupid n lame...to do such thing on national day eve.... =_= shouldnt do tat at all!!! wahahaa..now jelly also embarassed!! weet!!yea yea!! someone got ba bing in my hand also le!!!!!

STOP Saying i like him ok!! comb n Jon are the ones i like!!! ops...i flirt... :D WHO CARES! i am single anyway!! yea!! single rawkz!!!!

ok..end of blog... jelly!! i am blogging EVERYDay from now on!!!!

sign off

izumiko

12am

20august 2006

2006-08-19T20:42:00.000-07:00

QB LAO PA! n i!!he is my daddy :D
negative side of us...:D ade n i
tis is wat we had saw on the bus when we are on our way back to sch

the guy IS CRAZY!

ade n i!! in com lab...teacher scolded us for taking photos

all the time during OFA.. :D

SG de Xu Chun Mei..Or Mei Ma? WAHAHA

wo de xiao di!! he took it during ofa..trying out

my hp :D

upside down? it stained on my hand can!

its gone by now eh.. mummie scold me for tat

comb raping jelly? he pull her SHIRT!
no la.. is diying her shirt..beautify it :D

ade n i at mdc waiting for jelly to come..we are early
its the first n last time ade will go mdc :D

dear diary...

blog for fri n sat ba... which is ystd n today.... 18th n 19th august 2006....

18th august 2006.... is "Quack" kairong de bday...happy bday boy... wahahhaa....23 le... finally a BIG BIG boy now... :D all the best for ur future~~~~

i was off to sch... n i was like... yes!! reach sch earlier than 8:35am!!!! n i finally DID one assignment of ACCESS by myself!!! clever ba!!! wahahaha :D then.... i was like..SUPER serious with my work on friday n i dunno why...chatted with jelly in msn also...

somehow...recently..her mood was like.. VERI Good...everyday sure got at least 10 lols in our chat log... :D good!!! hahahaaha.... then... i forgot wat we chatted also.. AH! bday!! correct... yes...tats it... :D

its like count down from now..9days more to the recording...n how am i feeling inside? worried yet happy yet excited yet sad.... wah..complicated? dun blame me..blame on some ppl who keep acting n faking...!!! WHY!! why do tat!! dun make me thai boxing with u!!! u ass!! u bitch!! I HATE U!!!

then.... off for break...we went to campus heaven n eat...xiaodi QB lao pa n...uninvited guest walk in also... then.... joke ard..i took pics.... with my lao pa n xiaodi... n gu niang! :D sorry if i dun get to post all pic up...cos its like...blogger lag like siao!!! will post the pic in the next entry... :D ok?

oh ya...i taught ade how to change blogskin also.. she blur sia!!! BLUR!! hahaha..but ok la..at least she catch up veri fast..then i give out halls everyday... i tell u... my fav. sweet is HALLS! honey lemon flavour!! the yellow one la!! gu niang also kana influence by me..his pencil box all the sweet wrappers are the sweets i give him.. all HALLS de wrapper nor..he go collect it.. wahahha...

OK! he go gf de!! dun think so much!! he call me sister de nor!!! then!! well done...miss quah she on thursday during AFD...go joke..say wat... i am Jon LIM de gf..pls la!! teacher u wan joke also dun say so loud..now whole class know... =_=" thanks for the stupid unneccessary RUMOURS!

then.... ok lor..next everyone see me... tell me...eh..ur bf waiting outside for u... =_=" dun la..pls pls pls!!! then.... on friday... yes! after sch we went for MOVIES!!! GHOST GAME! i called marcus along la... u know..fren fren ma..since he off day then call him out nor... rite? then.... our lesson ends at 1 30 la... sort of cheated abit with my trial balance test..wahahah... BUT! is i careless hor!! not i dunno!! i say first!! we gave the ans to wanyu also...as in the total la... cos... she calculate like will calculate until tml morning like tat...

then...end up...we went off to put our books n all...then go off... :D tot he will work..but i forgot abt ya... tat matter jelly told me...then drop off the idea of looking out for him at PS... then..help Jelly look out for something go yamaha..but dun have..Jon help me look for it de..but dun have.... so...too bad nor...the guys spend their time in yamaha..while we girls sianz...we go SASA... the girls bought the $1 mask la..thanks to me huh..my intro!! wahaha..its good...really..its good!

then... i didnt buy anything.. n u know wat!!! jon help me carry BAG LEH!!! waH SEH!!! happy eh... VIn help me carry my jacket.. Jon help me carry my bag.. i was like...hp in my hand..tats all!!! wahahahahaha... so happy!!! then..all the way.... at carrefour... my bag was with Jon..he really sound like my bf... hahahha.... :D thanks alot pal!!

then... we go into the cinema..bag also with him...we bought tibits into the cinema la.. me n ade..wahahaha... she go grab my jacket nor!! wah lau..hai me cannot really cover hao hao!! then she go grab my hand... i hide alot la.!!! n scream alot... i came up with the idea of watching it..end up... i was the one screaming n shivering all the way... =_=" n our of the cinema..go toilet see..WAH LAU! i see ghost..my make up all gone...as in my foundation n blusher...wahahaha....

i got times hide behind marcus la..sorry huh... if i was like... noisy.. cos ... ya... :D hahaha... then....i was like..the only one taking north east line..abit scared la... then marcus say wan to send me home first...since he still got time... he later in the nite then meet his frens i think i dunno...but i say nvm...see me get into train can le...

somehow... i am not his gf le.. i really cannot let me do much.... as in...ya... not worth it la..marcus if u read tis entry..i hope u understand... although we are still frens... but there are alot u dun have to do for me le... sending me home was ur used to be actions... a kiss goodbye on my forehead n lips also was ur used to be actions... seeing me walk into the condo... making sure i am fine was also ur used to be action... it was my sweet memories... i just hope it can be memories...n tats all..

u changed alot..in ur dressings n everything...the way u present urself changed..which is a good thing? i guess.. can say to be more charming now... can find a better gf... :D i am someone who needs lots of freedom....i am not ready into real committment.. somemore..i wan a real stable..can go far de relationship... no longer wanting a relationship tat is short term ... i aim for marriage.. stable future... career n family...

its abit too early to think abt it..but really i wan to be off burden from my parents as soon as possible... hum...i rather "flirt" ard..then getting into a relationship which i know wont have ending de...correct?

hum... then.... after movies i go home.... then... er.... on train got tis stupid man.. he ass..keep looking at me...then end up wat happen? he come ask no. from me.. FARK! go away!! anyway... he is in his 20s la... confirm below 28 de... then i was like... er...sorry cannot...

he ask why i say...cannot... cannot... bu fang bian..then reach hougang stop i get down..heng eh!!! :D i think i wont forget tis matter..cos first time got "old" man come ask me for no. ok! he not bad looking ok!! but!! not wat i wan!!!ok.... end of tis stupid moment i have in train :D

then...come home..i look at the com..the com look at me... i tired i go watch tv.... 8pm... eat my dinner n i EAT super little... wahaha...then back to my room... remove my make up... then change..out...wat i did? by 9pm i am on bed le...sms-ing with.... koni? ya! yes...with jie..then half way.. I SLP! hahahaha.... then all the way to 3plus am..sorry jie i nvr reply u online... doze off nah....

then i go back to slp after replying sms...then...5plus am cannot tahan..wake up..go bath..n off i am awake all the way!!!then i dunno wat i die again.. AH!! transfer pic!! edit pic!! er..update my hp with SONGS! yes!! wma files can go into my hp le!!! save alot of space eh... yea yeah yeah!!!!

then...wait until 8 30am..papa mama go work le..jie go casino study..i go mummy room on tv... do something for ade.. :D surprise!! my girl!!! on ur departure day u will know..i will send u off no matter wat!! dun worry!!!

although alot say only 4months... but!! i still wan to send her off...cos i cant bear leh..i dunno why... :D then... hum...ya.... ade i will miss u de!! my k box KAKI!! my SUPERSTAR kaki!! my CRAPZ kaki!! my LES partner!! my HOMEWORK COPIER KAKI!! my EVERYTHING DE KAKI!! dun forget me!! when u are back.. we will go same class!! year 2!! i will BEG miss quah dun seperate us!!!

hum...then... like tat nor... end of my day? hahaha...going to watch tv le!!9pm show..channel 8..NICE!! go WATCH!! EVERYONE!! GO!!!

sign off

izumiko

8:42pm

19th aug 2006....

my day at home... first time...sat nvr go out!! wahaha..my legs are tired... I CUT MY FINGER!! STUPID!!! >.<

2006-08-17T09:30:00.000-07:00

dear diary...

13th august to 17th august 2006...sunday..... to thursday....

sunday.... went out with dad n mum...GOT MY HP!!! WAAHHAHA Nokia N73!!! WEET!!!! wan to get N72 BUT singtel nvr sell.... so...bought N73...then the lady who serve us tell us tat my dad de nokia 61111 soon trade in price will drop..so he intend to upgrade one more line...then as well..change my sis de sim to 3g sim..as well..mine sim card also change to 3g SIM!! wahahaha...

then.... my dad got the same hp as me... 2 N73 only at $500plus :D happy huh :D of cos la..my panasonic stay with me for 1yrs 2month... :D wahahaha...n i changed it!!!!! finally ok!!! then.... spend quite sometime n i dunno why my mum everytime reach sunday FACE JIU BLACK!!! but watever..i got my hp..my mum bought me square de bag..i say i wan..then she buy for me... :D u knw why? cos i say i got straight As for my CAs... =_=" see..tis is wat i get if i do well..if i dun...they lock me at home dun let me buy things i wan!!!

then..walk ard... then go home! monday... ok...ade ask me skip BFD...cos we nvr study test...we go for lunch..then go OFA..but left VERI early la... then... went down to mdc..support my ZI XIANG MA!! waahahaa... he rulz!!!

then...me ade n yu reach early... jelly n jiazhen reach later.... then we rush the boards out... ok la..not bad... then ard 6 15...vics they all reach le.... then.... pass them the tix... n we end up waiting for our KING KAIRONG! he is late..VERI late.. n we tot he have his frens with him..end up..all put aeroplane!!!

then i run here n there can...just to give tix.. ok..other matters at mdc i dun wan to say... then...after finish... me n jelly waited for comb... end up who we saw?? Mr. bean came out with comb!! i took pic with bean! n pic with comb!!! my aiai!!! WAHAHA in love with him la!!!

then.... go home nor.... how i go home? i dun wan say leh..i roll home de... :D

then.... er.... tuesday? nth much happen..sch..then home..then jelly give me the youtube url tat hard gay show!! i laugh for 2 whole hours can!! wahahaa..its nice!!!!! then... its like...ok.... then...finish... bath...eat dinner..eh..nono..i rush thru my powerpoint...send to my lecturer...11 plus GO SLP!! YEA!!!

wed..... sch..... home...hardo gay..... on the phone with ning..things happen in sch..i cry in sch.. FARK! make up gone case... =_= touch up abit..go find teacher teach us ACCESS...then... go home... i 7 30 then reach home..on the fone with jelly...she ask me go disturb rong i go disturb le..but he no reply so go talk to ning on the phone... i was super high abt hardo gay :D

then... something happen again i depressed.... i shut my hp... offline from msn...n everything... then cry to bed...=_=" the end...

now in sch..rotting cos ystd finish le...tat is why teacher today nvr force me to do :DDD

JELLY STOP ASKING ME TO LIKE HIM!! just becos u dun wan bang wall die!! WAHAHAHAHA I LOVE COMB SOO ZE SIANG!!! *found on his id* thanks ning for telling i didnt realised it when i look at his ID... :DDDDDD

I LOVE U!!! COMB!!! BE MINE!!! DUN BE HERS!!!!!

sign off
izumiko
9:30am
17th august 2006
i am crazy over u...COMB!!!

2006-08-12T23:08:00.000-07:00

*boyfriend or girlfriend?
Boyfriend

*preferred age?
above 20 below 25

*preferred height?
above 170 below 200

*sense of humor?
a must have..BUT pls...humor in a cute way :)

*piercings?
i dun mind..but hopefully no piercings on the lips!

*accepts me for who i am?
its a must? i guess..cos i will accept my guy for who he is :)

*pink hair?
highlight i am ok with it.. BUT not whole hair..its scary...

*mushy or not?
average...dun be over mushy i will kick him away..i swear

*thin or fat?
average ba..i have no comments abt it :D

*moreno, chinito, or mestizo?
wat the... i dun understand :)

*long or short hair?
average...his hair cant be longer than mine!! n hair condition must be GOOD!!

*smells good?
YES! no crig. smell no sweat smell!! perfume SMELL!!! YES!!!

*smokes?
i dun mind..dun smoke right into my face can le...cos i got asthma :)

*drinks?
best is love ice lemon tea... :D cos i love tat :D

*boy-next-door type?
NO!! forever a NONO!

*loves and updated in music?
YES! he must!!!!

*plays the piano?
er..dun really mind..but play keyboard de..not bad :)

*plays the guitar?
YES!!! i will love him forever!!!

*plays violin?
NO! i find it gu niang!!

*sings well?
he has to sing as well as i do if not BETTER than me!!!

*vain?
must be as vain as me!!!

*with glasses?
must be style with glasses NOT nerdy looking pls...

*with braces?
NO! i find it WEIRD!!!

*shy type?
NONONO!! he cant!! cos i am "shy" enough le

*sporty or couchpotato?
average...HE cant be as LAZY as i do!!!

*sings or dances?
Best if he do sings well n dance well :D

*loves you?
its a must.... :D

*serious and sincere?
SERIOUS!! sincere no use... serious is the most important !!!

*obsessed with you?
CANNOT!! i will die... i need freedom even if i have a bf... :)

*matured?
YES... no kiddy thinking... i dun like it. :)

*has time with you?
depends..cos i may not have time for him :D my boy has to be independent....

*trusts you?
yes...the MAIN factor to a relationship

*barkada type or boyfriend type?
i dun care wat type he is... as long truly loves me... serious... wans to settle down..i am fine with it :D

sign off
izumiko
11:08pm
12 august 2006

survey done... mood isnt tat right...i am terribly sick..my pain killers from doc isnt working anymore! n i hate it to the core!! MEDI sux!!! anyway...it doesnt matter if i take medi already...cos...everything will still be the same..i cant change a fact tat is already there.... face it ba izumi!

end of blog.....

2006-08-12T03:16:00.000-07:00

Can you name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head?

Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people..

This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.. No Cheating!

1) Yanchang

2) Comb

3) Jelly

4) Bee

5) Weili

6) Sherie

7) Jon

8) Kuek

9) Vincent Gu Niang

10) Sara Sis

11) Ms Chan (BFD teacher)

How did you meet 10?

singapore fireworks concert 2004, she was hosting ocean butterfly de concert :D

What would you do if you had never met 6?

obviously..world will not be colourful :D LUCY LUCY~

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?

oh~~ but 6 prefer to date iewihz :D

Have you ever seen 4 cry?

yes at mdc..Hush hush :D

Do you think 1 is pretty?

YES! she is my DARLING! 6yrs..she is still tat pretty :D

Tell me something about number 11

a SUPER nice teacher who u can happily make fren with

How do you know 8?

frenster? got him mixed up with M :D

Would you ever go on a date with number 5?

of cos!! i simply love to!!!!!

What's 7's favorite color?

er...black? i guess...if not PINK!! wahahha

What would you do if 2 confessed he/she liked you?

i will say YES to him!!!! cos i LOVE HIM!!!!

Fact about 9

he is a super caring guy who always wan to lend me his jacket when i am cold

Who is 6 going out with?

iewihz :D

Who is number 5 to you?

my dear!!!

Would you ever live with 11?

er..impossible hahahha...i will be in a world of BFD i dun wan!!!

Is 2 single?

YES DEFINITELY!!!!!!!!

How much does 3 mean to you?

can say to be one of the most important? i treasure her

What do you think about 1?

super sweet super cute just a meimei of mine :D

What's the best thing about number 8?

someone who is able to let me rape happily :D

What do you like about number 10?

a veri good big sis to me.. who always advice me n console me when i am down

Favorite Memory with 6?

the day at EXPO!! HAHAHAHA :D

2006-08-11T14:30:00.000-07:00

dear diary...

lets blog from... 8th august .to 11th august 2006.....

8th august.... went for steamboat...i was late... i got a lost of time.... er... ok...cos... i was suppose to meet the girls at 6pm but i reach later than tat...then.... meet them at the mrt... met up with jelly, weili n sherie.... then we 3 went off first..cos bee wont be early...

saw NVS de ppl...old classmates la... .hum.... then... all waited for the same bus...400...go steamboat ma..all go chong pang... :D then... go there... veri happily...we were being sat at the best table i can say..BUT ass... something happen after tat...

ard... 8pm... Ade n her hongkees came by...in a grp la...then we happily join 2 tables together... good service...actually cannot put another table in de.. but the uncle help us... :D thanks alot huh...we always love the service at chong pang..super nice can!!!! then... we sit..i called jon...er..ask him n talk to him abit la...

i dunno why i did it la..forget it!! n i hate it..i had always nvr wanted to call him de..cos i will go veri nervous n keep forgetting wat i wan to tell him actually n end up talking to him abt rubbish!!! then... i cook for the girls leh!! i always dun dare cook de..cos the oil will go high n low..n i will die... !!!!!

then.... after cooking for sometime... suddenly...from another table..behind me from where i am standing la... on the empty chair!!! dropped 2 lizards!!!!! AH!!! tat is scary ok!!! n i hate it!!!!

ade got onto her chair..i ran to another side of our table..the rest just got their legs up la.. hahaha...jelly at another table drinking happily... T.T

then we no choice faster go call jelly back..end up..we found no track of the lizards..then after a while..the fireworks start..me n ade walk forward..take a better view of it... THEN we went back to the table... n...ya... ER... YA!! tat one...

then... happily...eating.. n ER tat.... then... some bad happenings i CANT say..cos its way too out of hand!!! n its a CONFIRM i will be killed!!! er..ya... did alot of rubbish n here i am... saying SORRY! to everyone i had cause troubles to!!! SORRY!!! VERI SORRY!!!

i hurt bee de toe..VERI SORRY!!! medical fee i pay ok? >.< then.... er... i think i spend alot of money ba..as in.. NOT my money..is bee n ade n ade fren de money!!! sorry!! i will pay back de!! i will!! i swear!! n i swear i wont..ER tat again!! I WONT!!

then...got home..i ji tao..straight on bed... n didnt care much..next time..headache whole day..but lucky i got my doc de painkillers.. hais... now everyday depend on painkillers... no choice.... :(

then... the next day..national day... i simply...stay at home n rot.. keep slping..cos my head super heavy seh.... then... i one by one sms say sorry... T.T er.... first is ade..then online i msg jelly say sorry... then bee...then weili then sherie... then alex then comb then jon.... ok!! I AM SUPER ASHAME OF WAT I HAD DONE!!! REALLY!!!

then... ok..i got comb's reply..saying nvm..he wans me to go see him perform no matter wat.. :D ok...thanks for being so forgiving... then.... er... bee la..one by one reply back.. haha..BEE U LAUGH AT ME!!! hahaha..as for weili..she loves me! hahaha i love u too girly!!! then....

i didnt get alex n jon de reply back la.. as usual i know jon wont reply.. so..i wont wait for his reply...then alex..i was hoping he reply..cos i did cause ALOT of trouble..seriously i DID!!!

then... rot whole day...at nite...went to bed ard....12 i guess...then..i received comb de sms..cos i sms him ask if he got join jue dui superstar... then he 1am reply me..i see le..i doze off!~ then... 4 28am... someone sms me.. n tat is.. ALEX! hahaha... veri sweet sms he send me la... kekeke... thanks for it....

then... ystd n today i am out early... n late for sch awhile nia... YEA! i succeeded!! n i am setting my mindset to... STUDY!!! wahahahaa....exams is like .... 3weeks to it... n i will pia all the way le!!!!

comb joining the bao xiao xing ren wang.. WAHAHA we all will be down to support him on monday!!! YEAH!!! happy!!!! comb jia you!!! can de la..cold jokes always make ppl laugh de..if really canot..then go jue dui ok?? kekeke...RECOGNISE US AS UR OFFICIAL FANCLUB! CFC!!!

anyway..today morning... comb sms..asking me why i call him last nite... actually is wan a directly apologised la... :D but he say nvm..STILL i am getting him CHOCOLATE! :D

hum...then...like tat nor... end of my day...just now call rong.. ass...at last he pick up my call :D thanks huh...thanks... :D then... chatted with him..abt the rape on monday..ok! i will wear condom de la!! dun worry!! hahah u are my wife le..i will be gentle to u de... :DDDDDD

u better becareful on monday..cos comb fc de ppl is all LUCIFY de fans!! WAHAHAHA DIE URSELF BA!!! WAHAHAHA!!! REST IN PEACE!!!

end of blog :D

sign off
izumiko
2:30pm
11th august 2006
i love u JON NG!! i LOVE RAPING RONG!

2006-08-08T10:31:00.000-07:00

dear diary.

no photos for tonite... dun intend to post any.... well... lets blog from last sat all the way to today...oh... no... is fri....

friday...went home VERI late...cos... got my ofa CA 2 ok..i flunk for sure...aSS the paper is SO LONG~ n wat....i keep dozing off... cos i was rushing out somethings... hais.... yes.... i doze of for 10mins.... damn it.. but alrite... i didnt manage almost all... only the chart nvr do.. the chart is 20marks! i left with 80marks to score can!!

then..nvm...after doing it... tears fell can...hais... i simply neglect my work too too too too much le... really..i neglect it ALOT! for the past 2 weeks... i dunno wat have i been doing... everything...cant concentrate...i only concentrate on all those... u know wat..... yes....

1 more month to exam... hais...thursday went to see doc...did complain abt my headaches, pain in chest. adnormal heartbeats, blackouts, giddy....somehow... remarks taken.... i wont say wat it is ba.... tats it... all i can say is... speechless...i wont wan to face it...really...i dun wan to face it at all.... hais...

my parents dunno it n i WONT Let them know it..for wat? they know...they dun even care or bother..to them...everything happen MUST have a reason.. they stop me from everything...wat else can i do in life.... wat else? other than following their STUPID path... watever i say..they think is RUBBISH! FINE! take me as dirt.. BRUSH me away as well... i dun need tat family love AT ALL! it SUX!

i get gd grades..my parents doubt me... if i dun do well..they scold me..blame me... wat for i achieve so much in life? may i know? i realised... i dun have anyone to talk to anymore... i keep it all to myself....i dun have anyone to lean on... my best one.. she is gone.. no longer a fren of mine....

i dun regret... letting go of tis meaningless 6yrs frenship... cos... somehow...it is really meaningless to drag on a frenship which dun even worth it.... i am sick and tired of everything.... every nite... i woke up from nitemares.... every nite..i cant slp...i do tis n tat.. to others or to the one i am giving... it may sound nth big... its just something simple...

the one... working on it from day to nite.. for days..for many slpless nite... i am tired.... afterall..i had done my part....my blessings are there... n it is there...thats it.... its done..n i am off away from it....

after ofa..it was already 5plus... rush down to tampines mall... get the chocolates n cookies for them.... went high n low for paper bags... thanks ade..for helping me out with the paper bags... :) thanks alot... :D really i appreciate it alot... really alot....

i took 27 home after tat... it was already 8.... when i waited for 27...hais..i am super tired n super weak! i cant take it at all... then.... at last got on the bus.. got a seat..but then..at the next stop a lady with a kid in her hand..i tis the kid is only 2yrs old? i let out my seat to her..if she falls..it wont be nice...

stood all the way until compass point tat stop ...then got a sit... looking pale..i swear i was... n i totally got a blur vision... drag myself up... got into another bus... 112 then reach home... no dinner... so i took bread... went into my room..continue with all the presents.... bath at 12plus... continue again... i couldnt finish even until 7am...i am stilll struggling it... forgot to buy tis n that... got to bath n change.. dun wish to be late..cant catch them up... tis n tat....

lucky i got the info from nique after tat..thanks nique for ur info..although it abit late...1 plus.. but at least we know it than nth rite? so i sms bee n sherie... inform them...all aslp...then.... after talking awhile i go n continue with everything...

alot of times i question myself... is it worth it? or not... i really wonder..but somehow... tis is the most i can do... its over... back to own life.... on my own fit...facing everything on my own again....

saturday.... got myself prepared real fast... abit of preparing abit of their presents makings.... i must apologised...jon's present was a bad one..sorry jon... sorry.... i dunno all their likings... so... i just i make guesses.... hope they like it... n eat it? at least....

went into the concert hall...we were at the sit of the stage.... i directly look at where the judges sit..... n u knw wat... i love it...cos... xu huan liang is sitting there.... but we all realised something...xu huan liang n zhou cong qing keep looking at our direction..n i duno why...

nvm la... hahaha...me n ade keep wanting to be xu huan liang de student..BUT wan him to teach us also veri hard..cos we are not those VERI good singers..if we are then he will teach..he teach potential students only... :D

wah..i scream i shout i whistle...EVERYTHING...as long J3 out i did tat...but..got one part..i so highly shouted JON! ning beat my head..sorry i forgot i wearing blue...sorry!~

then.... after the first part of the concert...2 to be eliminated... alrite... J3 n lucy out... hais.... i cry super badly can.... hais.... j3 out i nth to say..cos votes...really CANT win... no matter how much one vote.... sure cant win de.... but talent wise...j3 won...pls...j3 WON!

then after tat...all the up comings...i ji tao no mood... MLB sing...soul sing i dun even care..i sit down...face back stage..i cry... jelly also cried.... hais.... sad la...n its VERI disappointing.... VERI disappointng....

actually the shocking thing is...lucy was out..cos i didnt tot of lucy being out.... hais....their fans... =_=" dun just support... if support...PLS vote can!! wah lau!!!

then...ending... after MC dog... we all wan to leave le.. ALL dun wan see ending can!!! FARK the security with us!!! can go wan lor...the head say at the end of it can go...hai wo men see ending..i cry like siao can!!! j3 bow to the fans... still hug MLB somemore...!!!! hais.... sad la...sad... i reach outside... i see weili n sherie..i cry out loud again.... T.T

then.... stay ard...wanna see J3 again.... my hp low batt... lucky i still has got jon's no. er... ya...then use jelly's hp to call jon..sorry to disturb u at tat moment i know u all busy packing..dui bu qi jon!!!

then all totally no idea wat is going to happen next i realised mdc is so bad nor... totally dun give them clue on it!! FARK! then..i change my sim card with sherie... use her hp to call alex... ok.... busy again yet i still call..BUT bo bian nah...but i didnt alk to alex la..i talk to nique... tis n tat.... etr... end up..conclusion... they goig back to mdc..so is cannot see them de.... so... ade n i went off first..i cry until eyes swollen hao ma... =_=

then... went off...leaving weili n sherie... that 2 sillies huh.. hahaha... ok la...abit gulity of leaving the 2 of them there..but i was too weak le la...sorry girls....

got home.... at last feel relaxed...why? cos i got no more presents to do le~ wahahaha... then.... didnt bath go slp...too tired... next day..woke up...parents go work...i slack at home... slp...wake up...eat a spoilt rice...which they bought it since afternoon... 9pm...WATCH NANANANANANA~~~ wahahahaha...

ah..in the afternoon..was on phone conference with weili sherie n beelay..abt another person de stuff la... aiya... char bo..dun deny anymore ok? since everything kana found out le...admit it :D

then.... back to my room...at 11.... nana was like 2hrs...super nice can..nw..make me even wan to play band.. ikhwan!!! I WAN VOCAL!!! U ASSSSSS~! now then u wan to be bbassist...when i was in..u dunn wan be bassist.. insist me to be!! u ass!!!! I WAN TO BE VOCAL!! i make sure i physco u until u let me be vocal!! BASSIST CANNOT SAND IN FRONT N SING!! ITS FUNNY U DUMDUM!!!

but i am sure... ikhwan will end up letting me be vocal..i got tis strong feel...weet! lets go join sch of ROCK! yea baby!!! wahahahhaa....

ikhwan ask me go with him to a gig... yeah...rock band! his fren de band...steady la..lets go shake out heads!! scream our lungs OUT! yea~~~~ :D sing jap song? i am up to it la.... my boy... i listen to jap since pri 4. i learn jap since pri.5 :D

oho oh!!! mr.ng my ofa teacher...TEACHING ME JAP!!! he thursday bring ing his jap book give me..wahahahha... he teaching me hiragana n katagana!!! yeas!!!! i wan to learn... no need tuition fee seh...nice one!~ kekekeke....

then... like tat lor...ofa lesson..do rubbish..access is HARD!! n i hate it...really...is veri hard..die... august le..my powerpoint still stuck at page 1... =_= hahahhaa.... got to do it over the weekends le... yea~

today sch celebration..NOT my problem i not a purely singaporean..so it dun concerns me... heez..... some family conflict last nite..but watever!! hate it la!!

end of blog!! girls!! MEET UP FOR STEAMBOAT! OH YEA!! COMB!! I MISH U!!~ MONDAY SURE GO SEE U PERFORM DE LA! ass u..no wonder u sya u win $20k le then say...hahaha...now i know le... :D all the best!!!!

sifn off
izumiko
10:31am
8th august 2006
national day EVE

2006-08-03T10:16:00.000-07:00

ade n i..i always love tis girly of mine :D

30th july 2006, during afd

xin yee n i..the kampong girl :D haha.
2nd august during Bfd

gu niang n i! omg! we both act cute~thx sis!
30th july 2006 during AFd

again...ade n i ...during our afd..teacher not ard

ade, wan yu n i..keke..love tis pic SO MUCH
30th july 2006

got mtv de feel ma? sia la..its the real sunlight leh
29th july 2006

ade n i! outside com lab. going for ofa
30th july 2006

29th july 2006..see tat mole below my eye?
draw wan leh

fengwei, xiaodi,darren n junwei.30th july2006
having their BREAK during afd

ade n i! outside toilet... during afd..
30th july 2006

dear diary...

lets do some small recap.... 29th july 2006.... out with family...sis go suntec collect her hp.cos her hp keep jamming..well done... then...after tat..go temple pray...at last! and u knw wat? since i get on the car at home..dad drove out to suntec to temple..i all the way slping.:D

slp all the way...once i got into dad's car..5mins i doze off le..ok..since young i have tis habit of falling aslp in the car... since baby i am like tat le.. who pass tis down to me? hahaha...as long is in car..i will slp! reallY!

then..pray le...go chinatwon...get sis de sch clothings again... then...we go to the renovated side...the used to be old old de..above food court..rite beside OG de... building..walk ard...sia la.. i happily...bought my nail hardener..n fake lash..:D then..bought 2 tops n a YELLOW jean texture de skirt...

is yellow u know..its yellow..my first time in life i bought YELLOW! T.T then..the 2 tops..wahahaha i love it.. both japster looking top..n its like..i dun wear tis kind of top wan nor..but somehow..i dunno why.. NOW I DARE! weet~

then..buy le...go see bag..n i bought a handbag la.. although not PURPLE! but its ok... :D

wan to buy heels de..but seriously..chinatown dun sell shoes..=_=""" then go mummie fren de shop..i bough TESTIMO de EYELINER~ BUT auntie i wan black u gave me purple..=_=" nvm la..suan le...purple looks nice too :D heez...then bought the lashes vitamin growth thing..apply every nice..lashes will grow longer n thicker n strengthen it.. :D

then.... buy le... go home...cos ard 5 plus 6 le... :D then... went to heartland mall... me n mum look ard...n i bought loreal elseve de intensive shine mask... :D for hair la... then its like..I LOVE THE SMELL! kekeke..n its REAL good...pls ppl...give ur hair dun shine..go buy the shampoo, conditioner, hair treatment mask n leave on conditioner..:) i confirm ur hair shine like hell...

then... like tat lor... end of my day...

30th july 2006... off to sch... bfd test..as mention previously la... ok?

31st july 2006.. it was a long day n i was SUPER shocked with my RESULT~ and excuse me teacher...wat u mean by wat happen... ass.... wat..i CA 2 get 96 cannot is it~ then my overall is 82...(A) my dad also another one..ask me if i got copy anot...

i was like...excuse me.. the ppl beside me all do another paper can... wah lau eh..STOP having DOUBTS IN ME! FARK! i super pissed off lor.... ok.. n one more thing... my first CA..i get 68 nor..pls nor...teacher dun come tell me christine u only got 60plus u know.. its almost a 70 can!

must be miss quah got call my dad. if not cannot be my dad have doubts in me... stop it la miss quah..the most i late for class nia..other i am innocent n i have got nth to do with it de nor.

then... ade..100 =_= n her overall is almost a full marks..well done girly! then..my ofa..84..only 84 can..computer work..microsoft words some more.. n i get 84..wat the..... i mind as well kill myself..

then... like tat nor...bfd unknown..but i think results will be out soon ba... :D sianz..roleplay make me FLUNK! ass!!!

then... after sch... went to tampines mall..go buy my foldings de paper again...somehow..after finishing nique de... i feel gulity..so i buy more n do more for another one... :D then... ade n i went to yamaha! I WAN BASS GUITAR! its super nice can..RED some more! its expensive la..but we all set our mind le..after ade come back from hongkong..we go learn together..i will go get a classic guitar..

ade set ar? we go learn together... then go join superband..wahahahah... u play i sing..then i play u sing... wahaha...exchange..the most we pull xiao di in! he be the vocal we be the guitarist~ keke...

then.... ade bought a calculator..after so long :D then..we went home..then we say hao...tues go eat ji PAI.. wahaha..century de..

1st august 2006... i got all my dates mixed up..ok..nvm... then...no pe for the day..due to track n field...so end class at 2...we went to mlc... do powerpoint...ade...finish her 10 slides..n where am i... 1st slide... *claps* mlc de com sux la..cannot right click.. cos they lock it up... everything locked up...

then... use until... 3 plus...i complain to ade... i wan to go off..hahaha.. then... somehow i get to know tis guy name calvin..jon's fren... ade's fren ..now i am calvin's fren.. =_=" then.. chatted with him..know quite alot abt jon's past... but nvm :D nth bad also rite? i also know quite a no. of things from jon's mouth... :x he tell me la...

then... go off...go century!! eat our yan shu JI! ok..with chili..n wat happen..i burn my throat.. :D ade say not hot not hot..mine is VERI hot.. T.T then walk walk walk..i bang into one auntie..then the auntie nvr angry.but instead walk back to me ask me wat i eating smell veri nice.=_=" thanks huh... u scared me auntie...

then..walk off... we go see the recording shop..meant for ppl to record their own cd de la..chuang xing..!! i wan!!! hahaha...ade be the first to buy ok? wahahaha...

then..walk walk.. see see...again..we shoo back to TM..go yamaha..SEE MY GUITAR!! only can see cannot buy u knw... T.T sad like hell... then... go popular..we at there discuss cd... wahhaa...and spend some time there... me n ade la..we talk alot.. :D

then...again... walk ard...we aim one dress..sia la...2 of us go crazy..but its nice:D then..go home :D wahahhaa... then i flooded ade de hp sms inbox with nique n jon! hahaha...

2nd august..back in sch..we are late again..can say is i was late..due to my hair..i keep tying it up... BUT some how it is not rite..so i untie again.. n all la...tat is why i am late :D

then... went into class.. like tat nor..afd..SUX! boring like hell...the ofa... also..i did my work tis time round leh..i did~!!! then.. end of ofa...lunch brk... have lunch with xin yee ,khai,ah u, fiza... :D

then...we went off to co-op again..i bought the things i need to get for them... then..went off...ji tao..my bag was like full of their stuff can!!

then...every single say i will bring a small box with the foldings in side...do in sch in bus as long i free i will do!! hais.... tired..hand hurts...esp. fingers.. n i cut myself as if my hands are fake!!! nails cut off... no fake nails... n i fold fold n fold... tues nite can say didnt slp at all..stay up whole nite fold n fold... last nite.. too sick..so do n doze off do n doze off.. hais...

then... now..at home...why? sick la..my throat super dry... n its like got tis weird feeling... super bad headache every day.. n flu..!! wat the.... hais.... seeing doc later...ade..sorry if i really nvr go sch today ok? but i wan go n see bfd!! maybe will change my mind...i will go sch after doc.. no choice... ade miss me too much :D

then.... like tat nor...finally get wat i wan to wear on sat le..ade..i not wearing the one i buy at imm leh..i wearing the one my mum says keep it for new year.. wahahha...cannot too sexy la.. i sick some more.. then..next time we go out toggether i wear let u see ok?

sure will go out together de..i am going to pull u out again n again... cos u are leaving!!!

chatted with ade in msn just now..cos they having ofa ma... then thanks for the care n concern...gu niang also..thanks huh..for the sms... u take care too :D

end of my blog...will be busy from today all the way to sat dawn...so may not blog... after sat event then i will blog everyday le..:D

hope they like my present ba... i buying for comb some more! expensive chocolate.. aiyo!!! haha...dun wan expensive la... eat le also shit out!! anyway... again.. CHOCOLATE LOOK LIKE SHIT TO ME!! *ade i know u will disagree* wahahaha... strawberry is the BEST!! good for health also~~

sign off

izumiko*suicidal...

10:16am

3rd august 2006

2006-07-31T23:42:00.000-07:00

blog of the day...

31st july 2006....

adeline is leaving..hais...days are near..n i am sad of her departure! but..i have something for her la... well... so tat she wont forget me? hum...memories n memories... keke...thanks ade for everything... no cup noodles la... ok? save money also not like tat save de.... go hongkong sure got lots of treats from the ppl there de.. NO WORRIES!

the fact i need no presents from u... all i wan is..4 months faster pass!! n u faster come back!!! cannot survive without u sia... heez....

then....today bfd test..i tot i will do veri badly..but end up...i realised i know quite a no. of stuff... hahaa...i think i will get a just pass?? hope so ba...ade also huh...first time will say nvr study...kekekeke....

then... ofa.... sia la...teacher lock the internet again... =_= cos we play too much... friday is our excel CA le...ok..i swear i really know veri little abt excel...tml got mock test..sia la..sure cannot make it one... =_=" enjoy ba tml..no INTERNET FOR OFA! sianz... my morning blues... ~

then...finally come to a decision...6yrs of sistaship ends here...not i wan to be calculative or be unreasonable.. pls reflect how u treat me ok? nariko...the last time i am going to call u in ur japanese name...

the promises... wat... make sure guys wont come in between we 3 sisters... who is the one who is acting the other way round now..since ur guy is so important..pls..dun even bother to call me as ur fren again...

i am super pissed off with ur way of treating me.... wat...3 days i called u 3 days.... u nvr even intend to call back..or sms me ask me why i call or even online ask me why i call u...is tis the way i deserve from u?

i cant even be compared over a guy...so? wat is there more to say? u dun even bother... maybe to u...6yrs is nothing already...familyofseven is SHIT to u now.... dun come n find me again if u have problems..dun turn to us one day when u n ur guy brk off or someting... not i wan to curse u n him...but... really u disappoint me alot alot...

maybe to u..he is the most important... without him u cant live... without us..u still survive as usual... i really regretted doing so much... pls think back..our 6yrs of frenship.. is it worth giving up over a guy... who u and him are together just almost a month... u can say i am trying to pick things out.. BUT pls reflect...really reflect...wat have u really done to me... ok?

even sisters meet up..also wan to pull ur guy along..wat is tis? must he end up..we go girls toilet he also must follow? pls la... i had enough of ur nonsense... pls wake up..if u think tis 6yrs of frenship is worth it... then contact me as usual again..if not.. PLS delete me from ur msn n frenster... AND dun contact me anymore...even guan got gf he also contact me..talk to me as usual..chang got bf..she also treat me like how it used to be..but u? u change... u REALLY changed... asked urself this...

i had enough of crying over our frenship nites to nites.... i already tell myself... just 6yrs...its over... no more 10yrs...20yrs...60yrs or eternity for us sisters already...u are no longer my sister... u are a stranger to me now... ok? u are....

to bee... thanks huh..for the WORDS... in msn...everytime ask me go study go study.. n ask me jia you n stuff like tat...thanks huh... :D

as for jelly... haha... ok la..mood swings nia ma...at times i have it too...but anyway..thanks for all these time... mdc la... J8 la..events la... haha..everything! its fun...although u are tired at time..eyes swollen... bad mood..but still it went well!! thanks~~~

THANKS BEE!! THANKS JELLY!! THANKS ADE!!!

FINAL ANNOUNCEMENT! 6yrs of sistership...ends on...31st july 2006

11:42pm monday.

nanami..u will still be my best meimei forever... we no longer need any mummie le.. :D we had grown up..we are on our own now... ok? stay in touch... love u lots.

sign off

izumiko*suicidal*

11:42pm

31st july 2006

QB RAWKZ! thanks for everything QB!

2006-07-30T23:00:00.000-07:00

QB! nice one..shooting day.
my grp. spectacular... er...2 malay girls are missing..haha
ikhwan! my emo fren!
pose 1,2,3 n 4! hahaha..cute ba
cho beng xiao di n i! cute ba my xiao di...
expo hall!! 5th aug i will be there! j3! jia you!*view from my sch*
the houses opposite my sch..wahaha..
wan yu ade n me! waiting for class to start.
ade n i..my les partner! lao gong! u are leaving..>.<
wooT~ the breeze... got mtv feel ma?

dear diary...

i shall blog for all the things tat happen on thursday, 27th july 2006 to 30th july 2006...

27th july 2006 thursday was my role play day....all of us got changed... n alll get ready.... all veri excited i can say.. hahaha... but obvious la...cos its like...a fun day yet its a test put to everyone of us... we have to act! n our personal acting stands points!

then..took lots of photos...cant load them all..but they are my memories..thanks QB... for all the fun times... n also la.. girls dun keep molest me can!!! ahahahha....

hum... then 28th july 2006...back in sch..got afd CA2...didnt even study...went to sch...go ofa... late again la... then is like..i walk in nia... farhana say teacher looking for me... wah lau..during my ofa? i dun care sia..its like...the up coming week is ofa CA2 le... =_= then i wan to learn more on my excel..asshole teacher...call me for wat! i didnt go n see her la..BUT she come n see US! she called up some students la...

then she say wat..we veri stubborn... tis n tat..i ji tao..attitude back to her... we have a small test put to oursevles for ofa lor.. dun think ur afd is the only important one lor... think today is ur afd test all must focus on afd..why not whole day de lesson all change to afd?

sickening teacher who tak advantage of ofa teacher... ass! mr ng! gan gan ask her back the times she owe u!~ double up double up!!!

then went for CA2... WAHAHAHA i can do it nor!! teacher..dun u dare find small mistaks n minus my marks!~ spelling error also minus.. caps or no caps also minus..teacher u too free is it..u die die wan me flunk is it! ass!!!

then we went to daiso.. keke..i changed into pe tshirt n SLIPPERS! n i regretted it after tat la... looks funny... its like...wearing like tat go down to jurong east? well done! kakakkaa.....then... in train..one farking girl..i think ard my age..older? or same i dunno la...she scan me from head to toe sia..i look at her... she scan me...ass! pls la... to be true... u not chio.. :)

n also..i ite studeny dun think u put make up i cannot..make up is my everyday thing to do can! pls nor.. at least my make up is nicer! nus? ass la..stupid U... i have sec sch , jc n university PPL!! all look down on ite students wan....

u ppl are no better pls... er...for sec sch..cos they are childish...visit my sch..jump here n there...rnu here n there..excuse me..there is not playgrd..wan to play go home n play!!

then...i bought a TOP! hahaha..its black la...its LACE ALL OVER~ intend to wear it during the finals...BUT ris they say..die die nid blue.. NOW i need to change my dressing again... but i intend la...bring top to change... cos i really plan hao le ma... rite? then...the most bring my blue polo tee go lor... wear it during the concert... wahahahha...

then... daiso..i buy alot of thing... but out of 10 things... only 1 thing links to me...the rest is like buy for other ppl de :*(

but ok la..i hope its worth it.. dun spoil my dreams n hopes ok guys???

then went home...sia la..me n ade slp like pig in the train..we are too too too tired can..end up we wake up..bought head pain... me is head pain cum heavy... as if hang over... =_= then i totally no strength.....

then i missed...3 bus 27...cos too many ppl..was on the phone with jelly.. haha...talking craps... but we did do planning for finals la... did say somethings abt it... :)

finally got on bus..went home... jiu zhe yang... :)

29th july 2006...

went down to dad's office... go there amend my textbooks...super ugly nor! but after my diy... yes! my text book is SUPER nice now~~~

then.... did a small booklet... i wan to do a sketch book give ade..all the memories...the chalet ..the daily photos we took...our shooting day...everything! all in book..so tat she go hongkong she wont miss us too much ma..rite? can refer to book!

then.... mummie go cut her hair dye her hair... i n dad rot in office...met alot of weird customers.. =_= got one... he work in mdc de... actually wan to ask him work in which part of mdc... hahaha..but i dun dare~

then...3pm...went home... n i do my own things...slp early... then....

30th.... out with mummie to market...

then reach home ard 9 30.... then...eat le... slack in my room again.... then intend to clean up my room... its like a super messy room.... clean it up n its clean now!~!!! then.... finish i go bath...go out... jie collect her hp...

ok..tis is the firsttime.... i slp in papa de car.. just few mins i got into his car i slp until we leave suntec... then to temple for prayer.. =_= then i wake up... kekekeke...

then end up going chinatown de og... buy my clothes... bags n some daily stuff!!! kwekekekeke... alot la..i too tiredd...

sign off

izumiko

11pm

30th july 2006

2006-07-25T21:56:00.000-07:00

dear diary...

24th n 25th july 2006.... lets do a summary on it ok???

24th july 2006 monday.... first day of sch..BACK To sch yea? hum...BORING! morning...woke up at.... 6 45am....dunno why..orh...doing my foldings nor... dots..wanted to practice accounting..BUT i see my folding is like still NO WHERE! cant... afford to STOP doing..so... i continue....

then. watch tv...at...8 plus? i think... then 9 30 back to my room...wanted to have my roleplay meeting at 11..BUT i change it to 12 or 12 15... within tat range of time la... then.... i go on to do skipping...er..HAHAHAHA~ i spend a LONG time burning the cd out nor.. yea.. my secret.. LEFT WITH ONE PIECE! TADA~ then... burn a few songs out..then..play it in the living room..my hse left with me at tat moment...

burn it..play it... do my skipping...er...600 times..YEA! i last time only can tahan 400 times..now...600!! i am doing skipping again tml morning... have to la.. u know de nor~ yea yea.... then... i was late nor...so..i tried to push the time..BUT... aiya..i late..so? my 2 members even later can.. wah lau eh... 12 30 meeting..tat is wat i change the time in... they come at wat time?? 1 30... when lesson start le.. i was super pissed off.. n i dunno why they can be late when they live so NEAR! tampines... =_=" i live hougang nor..darren they all is west side nor...eh... pls la....

then.... nvm..we carry on without them..then 1pm le...we go for lesson..we are early..or can say on time...everyone was late..teacher cannot start lesson so i joke with her abt halloween leh... haha.. if really me n jelly intend to do it.. my teacher...marc...comb all will be down ... TO...visit us take sweets nia... =_=" join in the party ma..nice seh... ya??? kekekke...

then.... joke joke joke... finish...lesson start..wat was i doing? FOLDINGS haha..under the table la...teacher dun care also..my eyes on the board..hands below...folding... keke...ears.mind...er... ok... all not available for lesson la.. kekek...

then..go on to ofa...SIANZ CAN! excel...TEACHER I DUN WAN!!!! then...nvm..i nvr bring book... share with nurul...then we joke la...eat la..drink la... play COM! yes...tis is veri important..we are all not serious nor...next week CA2 le..haha..n we not practicing on our excel...SURE DIE! BUT i trust myself..i play with com for so many yrs...explore here n there..i think somehow i know 50%? yea... keke....

then...back home..my cousin ...3 of them... my 23yrs old cousin.. n his gf.. my cousin..20yrs..girl...3 of them veri da DAN! come into my condo..using my unit no. come swimm...=_=" then i got home... his gf n sis.. both havent bath after swimming so i rush home... open door let them in.. let them bath...

then i talk quite alot to my cousin la..he hairdresser ma..so can ask alot...so talk alot..then i tell him i know jon,kuek,alex , nique.. he dun believe..SIA LA! how can sia~~ haha but end up he believe me la..cos i show him alex de msn.. keke... then...

alex online..AT LAST i said HI! cos i was like..SCARED... hais... he too busy also le ba... ke lian de J3... jia you ba ya?

then.. chatted with him.. haha..he complain say..so tiring :( hahaha... ok la.. know all ur hard work... jia you ok? :D can do it de J3 got talent n potential ma.. rite? keke...i believe in u guys nah...

then... i was like too engrossed talking to my cousin i nvr reply alex.. BUT i sms him after tat la.. keke..thanks for the sweet reply from u.. keke... u make my day EVEN BETTER NOW!~

then... watch superband..SUPER HYPER!~ kekekeke... then... like tat lor.. ok..i SUPER like J3 de interview.. VERI CUTE! XIAO QIANG~ alex.. dun worry ok? i will bring my hse de xiao qiang..let u all make fren de..CAN FLY de...ok? hahahah...

then..... watch le... i forgot wat i did la... BUT i know..i didnt touch book for tat nite..AGAIN... hais... then... slept at 1 plus...

25th july 2006... I OVERSLEPT! I NVR DO SKIPPING GOD DAMN IT!

then... 9am then reach ofa..wahahaha..dun care..teacher also nvr scold seh..teacher love me alot leh... wahaha..he dote me de lor...

then... play com..then i intend to send all my darlings a forward msg la.. ok..jelly i nvr msg u cos i SCARED sms woke u up then u pissed off then u scold me..then i DIE!

then.... comb REPLY ME!~ wah..first time wor... keke... then... sherie called me... just nice..ofa ends... then she tell me she alone at mdc.. ok..NVR GO SCH! u girls ar~!! cannot la~~~ aiyo~~~~

then...weili also nvr go.. both of them meet up at mdc... then... she call me ask me how...cos like all report in at 6am nor~ hais...early sia.. then i bo bian..got to help them if not they BAI deng ma... then.... call jon..nvr pick up..call kuek worse.he wont pick up... er... i try luck la..cos sherie onl tell me abt lucy de..she dunno ther bands...

so... in bfd..teacher not ard la..she go take thing i call alex up..LUCKY...he also need to repot..can say...the finals have to report la...so i ask him wat is actually happening ma...i totally dunno anything abt their ons n offs sia..haha...

then... inform sherie le...she ji tao..PENGZ...rush down n all..end up all at ??? EXPO~ shooting....

then... after tat... after...my last lesson..i called alex again..i forgot wat i ask..AH! wat time ends.. n all.... then 3. 30pm got another thing on? then i not sure ma..sherie say de.. i mean i only help to find info la..cos..hais..poor thing nor..7am reach...wait n wait leh..by then i call him the second time...already 2pm nor!! haiyo...

then... he keep saying dunno dunno dunno... hahahah... really he dunno... then i call cai fen up..inform her abt it..at first she nvr go mdc de.. but end up she still went... sherie = iewihz, weili = weiqi... caifen = ISHI! hahaha... see...their darlings leh... of cos must help ma.. if not one whole day... money la..all wasted dui bu dui...

then ard 3 plus i called alex again...cos cai fen ask me find out ....how really their plan goes abt... then... like tat nor.... BUT ...all nvr pick up... slp? ignore my calls? watever... haha... aiya..i myself also gulity le.. cos keep calling la...sms la.. n all...u know its like..sounds irritating isnt it? so... hais.. SORRY GUYS REALLY SORRY!!! DUI BU QI~~~ GOMEN NEH!!

then.... i call comb..he got tis SUPER DYING TONE! confirm is slping then i call him he wake up! keke..sorry comb... woke u up somehow..cos really got to help nah.. ok? thanks for the info also... u REALLY did help ALOT at the last moment.. :D

then... we walk to expo... for wat? see see walk walk... SLACK! then..we took train home la... ade me n wan yu..then got tis HEI REN...ask us where 7-11 was... he was like... hey you... do u know where 7-11 is? like tat leh...we all veri shocked.. n was like... er.. infront..all the way..walk straight.. kekeke...

then he walk off...we joke all the way behind..me n ade..GO CRAZY! wahahah..nice one girl! i love u so MUCH~ then walk until the end le... have to turn right ma i nvr say..then he turn back..asking..where is it? then ade say..go straight turn right..WAHAHHAA

then we joke again~ wahahahah.SUPER NICE CAN!~ then we joke all the way until tampines...=_=" hahah...

go walk walk... see see....

jiu zhe tang neh... i help ade think of wat to wear for the formal dinner with the president tis sat..ENJOY HUH... exchange student PROGRAMME! kekeke....

like tat nor..i go home... slack... talked to bee~ my darling SIS~ then.. jiu zhe yang~ need to go bath le.. my mum is like shouting until her lungs almost come out to ask me BATH!

i am NOT SMELLY! cos today no pe... kekekekek....retest ma..we girls dun wan..cos we nvr change.. :D

end of blog!!!

sign off

izumiko

9:56pm

25th july 2006

2006-07-23T00:31:00.000-07:00

in the car..early morning 7 30am.. go market with mummie~
clothing of the nite! i have no t shirt to WEAR!

ended up with sports bra n JACKET!ASS~

ops! hahaha.... watever... its almost FLAT

another nite whereby i couldnt slp...

dear diary...

early morning...go market with mummie...woke up at 6 30..bath.. prepare...7am... waited for mummie..while doing my hair.... wahaha...7 15..out of the hse... then 7 30..reach the market...

i hate the tikos in the market.. STUPID uncles..STOP looking at mE! n whistle.. ass... nvr see girl in ur whole life time??

nvm... first..went off to buy my dad's fishies de "red worm" 50cents...then...off for fish... then meat..then fruits..then VEGGIES!~ ok..pls..the meat n fish corner SUPER smelly CAN! wah..i hate tat 2 corners.. wahhaha... n i will nvr hold on to a bag of fish n meat.. mummy hold it.but i hold veggies... some soup use de ingredients... n fruit!

then.... haha... we went to the veggie store we always visit la... then the auntie pack everything hand the bag to me.. she ji tao... in hokkien say... "wah..ur daughter...really veri pretty huh.." then my mum give a VERI sarcastic reply... "aiya..pretty no use.. no ppl wan also.." then the auntie say..." u must let go of her let guys chase then have ma" my mum's reply " let go le also no ppl wan"

MUM! u really dun wan me to find any is it? anyway...i really dun wan any..haha..mummy..keep me by ur side ba.. dun let go yet.. ok? ahhhaha.... i realised..its always the Zhang bei tat praise me ..or malay... or public wise..is those aunties or uncles... hum..i attract old ppl? hum..i see i see... :D

then...go off...put the things in the car..then walk back..go buy breakfast~ i wanted to eat porridge..i dunno why..SUDDENly.. but hahah...yea... bought my porridge... then so on n forth....

then.... headed home... hum.... ate my breakfast..back to room..continue the foldings...:D then...ard 1 plus almost 2pm...mum knock on my door say going out le... ass..my sis snatch the toilet from me... end up i was the last to be ready... IDIOT! then nvm,,before tat she complain tat i leave my babies in the basin dun care....

eh..i put them there is bcos i wan them to pang sai can!! u dunno dun come talk big la! wah lau...as if wat... my babies will eat u? they are too fat to move much too can! now is their stomach touch the ground before their hands n legs..n its true lor... the hand n leg move move move but end up at same position..cos stomach block their movement..wahahah~ SUPER CUTE~

then... go parkway parade.... sis wan to buy clothes for her sch...SCH...ya...casino...girl..wahahah...bo bian... then.... went to marks n spencer... oh oh..i found tis waterlily lotion..smell nice n GOOD! $7.90 kekeke... n i love it can!!! i love the smell!!!! really...!~ should buy...recommanded ya... anyway..got alot of different smell la... see which u all like nor.. keke...

sis spend alot i can say..:D while i spent $7.90 only.. yea yea... wahahah.... then...eat at the hawker centre opposite parkway... then... i ate wanton mee! i love it ok!! another top fav. of mine!! yea~

eat le..i super full..n feel like vomitting it out... =_=" then.... walk ard... then...back home.... reach home... foldings again... chat with my girls... then...go cut mango.. bath...do my sit ups... do my foldings again...SLP!

end of my day~ yes.... tis is how boring it is ok! :D

sign off

izumiko

12:31am

23rd july 2006

2006-07-22T18:13:00.000-07:00

i guess everything has come to an end?

i had made some decisions which i know i will be VERY hurt

but tis is the only way i can do?

somehow...i dunno how to face problems like tat...

i needed an attention but i failed....

silently move away...

take it as i had nvr known them...

cruel am i?

i hope i am not.... i had tot alot..

n i finally know... why my tears will fall again in the mid of the nite..

i woke up in the middle of the nite crying....

not becos of nitemare...

someone has to do the job...

now i choose to leave... n move on to the original path..

i will continue.... i am glad i get to know them..

but everything has its ending....

i can say...thanks for the listening ears... guys...

sign off

izumiko

6:13pm

22nd july 2006

depressed

2006-07-22T16:34:00.000-07:00

dear diary....

suddenly feel like blogging...i dunno why..maybe i am too bored at home tats why..DUN wish to turn to my BOOKS... neither do i wan to turn to anyone.. COS...everyone is busy today!!!

jalaine..SP.... comm. service event.... Ning fren bday.... Chang..worse..i nvr contact her somehow... guan... gf....beng..work...roy... not close.... adeline...sentosa with her hongkis...wan yu..pls she no link...SEE! no one to talk to!! bee??? hais..she also got own problem de ma..dui bu dui?

found myself too sick of my life.... wake up...stare into space..look at my bloody hp.. no msg..no miss calls... no NOTHING! BLANK! hais.... then.... watch tv... slack.... n watever!

ok...i watched educational show today... on HOGS! wild hogs! wat is tat...?? PIG LA! but is WILD PIGS! understand now??? ya... n got tis guy...he shot a SUPER BIG HOG down.. n they called it Hogzilla... humm...VERI nice name..i like it.... then... they say... at least there is a 12 feet?? i dunno is feet or wat la... i dunno the measurement..BUT its BIG..n digusting... but they say the pic is fake...

so wat they did... dig the stupid body of that hogzilla out.. n do DNA test... measurements... cos it was buried just few months ago... n ok... ITS big hao ma..REALLY.... the head was chopped off n buried at another place by the one who shot it down.... it was REALLY interesting... cos they compared it with a sea monster.. ok... BIG news...sea monster is FAKE! i guy was gulity of it...it was made out of it..with the sea monster head sticking out of the water.. its fake! dun believe ok?

but the hogzilla is REAL! but it isnt wat they call it 12 feet...its only ard 8 feet ...n 800 pounds... yeah.... its a mixture of a hog n a pig... er.... ok over..its a MIX BLOOD..hahaa.... but its really shocking u see...cos... ITs like..BIG nor... took DNA ...its under the wild hog family... n they think..there are more out there in the same forest..so... yeah..still have researches on it...

before tat i watched channel u de... dunno wat...er animal....er...forgot.... ok..also abt animals la..they did a experiment on machine elephant fighting with a machine rhino... n its like...they have machine structures build n weigh like a real mammal... n then... computer anime.. how the 2 mammals fight n which will win..stupid? yes it is... cos its nice... elephant WON! cos rhino is TOO short... =_= the killing was disgusting la...the husk POKE into the stomch of the rhino..some more the husk..one side of it la..broke n stuck in the body of the rhino...wasted seh... haha..husk are EXPENSIVE.. n PRECIOUS...

but tis is wat we call wild lives.. :) good show i watched today.... then...did the foldings.. EXCUSE me~ too many le~ wahahaha... i cant do alot... ystd do until 3am... then go slp... cos i tell myself..once write on it... must finish all...cannot write le leave one side..NOT good... dreams n blessings wont come true....

hide in my room...cos... i burst my bill..$150... my dad complain say i vote too much..still got mms..cos i mms to sara sis... then talk time i guess..cos i call out.. not ppl call in..PLS PLS PLS PPL! CALL IN! dun make me call out ok... n also la... due to the being of a grp leader... i have to sms 5 ppl at one time... helo...sms wont burst is FAKE!

so..up coming ...i cannot use much of my phone le... i must STAY away from my fone le la... if not really...dad will take my hp away le...i swear sia...monday sch reopen..totally no mood for SCH! ass!! n i dunno how sia... hais.... dun care la... sch sux! i wan to go into chanel school!!! i WAN TO LEARN MAKE UP!! BEAUTY TIPS! BE A FREE LANCE MAKE UP ARTIST!! hais....

boo! gone case.. .ya? go continue my foldings le.... back at nite.... :)

sign off
izumiko
4:34pm
22th july 2006

i wan to work at daiso!! working time...5pm onwards... part time.. AT! PS!! omg!! ok... pls get wat i mean can? PS!! PS!!! PS!!!! YES!!! ITS PS~~~~~ ok...i am mad... :) currently so in love wth the song... yida de.. deng bian san jiao... cos u know why? the lyrics is how i feel..TOTALLY! yes! got yida first album de can go listen..its the last track... dun have de... go buy the album..:) canot DL...we cannot support piracy... ok! END

2006-07-21T23:25:00.000-07:00

Nariko n Izumiko... Nariko..the woman in LOVE
some how..i still love NARIKO~MY MUMMIE~

dear diary..

blog for 20th n 21st july 2006....

ok...20th... out to do my project.. i was like..OVERSLEPT! hahahha... forget it.... then... meet up with my girls at tampines... n we waited for another 2 grp member.. PLS LA! TIME!!! LOOK AT UR WATCH! we waited for 30mins can!!!

nvm...wait nvm..BUT WE HAVENT EAT CAN! ALL SUPER HUNGRY N MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN LA! then... nvm...we end up still went off to meet Darren n Junwei first... er... where is tat place? AH...JU...NI! hahahha... ok..i dunno how to spell la..sorry huh... i only know is my ah ma live de place! yea...

nvm...at the station itself...we waited for another 30mins!!!!!!! eheh...hello...is do project hor... not shopping ok...shopping late also nvm.. NOW IS PROJECT CAN! N I HAVE TO BE HOME EARLY CAN! *calm down* nvm...we went off to eat first..tat is wat happen at the end..wan yu came along..i also dunno why...she can take green line all the way go home..she dun wan...wan to follow us..dunno for wat..end up..also go home herself wat! siao wan leh! bo liao...

we did one time roleplay..n finish..cos u know why? WELL DONE! hahahaha... good members~ the malay girls are late... BUT they did ALOT better...:) then..finish off...we all went off at 4pm... then.... took train home le...by pass dhoby..i got one urge to RUN down.. hahaha.... ok...cos he work there..BUT i know... thursday...most likely he wont work? aiya..can say..he dun work le.. hahaha...bu dong la... i know nth abt him now le..cos i dun keep in contact with him also le...

alot of happenings during tis holiday..and i DARE to say.. I DIDNT TOUCH MY BOOKS! die!! ok... n tml i have to work on my accounting..WHOLE DAY... n my BFD!!! sia la...i feel so sian nor!~~~~ wed accounting CA... thursday bfd roleplay..SIA LA! tues...2.4km RE-RUN! ok! QB! FLUNK IT~ who cares sia..i run how fast still fail...then run for wat..for nth FAIL the whole class.. ASS!!! rank 39/100 i STILL FAIL! WAT THE FARK LA!

ok..i still cant get over with it..COS IT SO NOT WORTH IT!!!!! I HATE IT!!! waste my time just to run a silver out? bo liao..dun waste my TIME! i concentrate on my STUDIES NOR! although my heart is like..i wna to be a MAKE UP ARTIST...but aiya..confirm is cannot de...with all the restrictions... everything...hais...xiaowei encourage me if wan learn make up..go chanel..i know..i also wan..BUT ...i love MAC!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

say until MAC... BAD NEWS! I LOST MY MAC EYE SHADOW~~~ n i dunno how i lost it..when its like.... I REMEMBER I KEPT IT! n which idiot will steal a mac eye shadow..BLACK somemore...wah lau..tat person is a MORON CAN! MAC IS MY LIFE U KNOW!~!! i dun have it..i will die! n yes... i am dead can...!!! i totally no mood lor... when i found out tat my MAC is gonE! n i suspect.. IN J8 beside MOS burger de TOILET!! hais... i sunday went J8...thursday then realised its MISSING! WAT THE! eh..sia la.. i am WOLS LA! hais....

ok..dun talk abt sad de things le... then... took train home...recently love my cream color de flat wawa shoe...keep wearing it like nobody's business.... hum...ok..end of my day...reached home..hide in my room...remove my make up... EYES PAIN LIKE SHIT CAN! ass...one lump of thing on my left eye.. N its ugly...use make up cover le..STILL The SAME! hais....

then... remove le...bath...bath le... chat with BEee~ my darling SIS!~with sara sis... then... settle down..wrote a letter for him... dunno why..but...hum...tell him somethings ba.. haha..PERSONAL LA! no la..just wishing him good luck ya? then... Bee Sis tell me alot la..make me change my mind... n i SET my mind...by aug 5th...get it done...GET IT TO HIM! sia la..i nvr do such thing for a guy sia.. n i had done it tis time round..WELL DONE IZUMI! CLAPS!~

then.... soon..i go slp...then..jason.. my used to be "slave" called me..i 4am wake up..just to write a note for my dad to ask him leave money..i saw missed call...i will be fed up if the missed call is by some stupid morons... n yes i was..cos its a no. not save inside my hp...so i sms back..i was thinking..who ask u call me..i now sms u back... dun give a damn..then...he reply..say is jason ur slave...i find the no. familiar le..but i dun remember..rite... then er..i also dunno la... he say he abit drunk just now..wan to find ppl chat..

aiya..do u think i care? dun drunk le come find me.. guys are all the same...come find me when they have someting happen..eh..pls la...get lost..useless guys! got problem..go find mother mary..jesus... guan ying ma... dun come find me!!! go find a priest..n tell him u have sin... go temple..find a monk..say u did something bad... need to be forgiven... GO LA! dun find me..i am not a nun..i CANT HELP!

then..i go back to slp... woke up at 9 23am..n i saw a SUPER SHOCKING SMS...ok..first is Sherie de forward message la... haha...i happy...THEN is BEE de!!! omg..!! ok... Bee u know de huh..I SUPER SHOCKED CAN!! hahaha... ok...i ji tao..JUMP up from my bed..as if the building going down.... then..sms with Bee sis... then i go watch tv..... haha..need to calm down abit la...too shocked le... then.... 10 go bath...cos meeting nari at 12 30..I WAS LATE! hahaha

i know why? i dunno spend HOW long choosing my clothes..END up..i still wore a t shirt out... =_="" not my fault la... haha...then... pack... n MORE shocking thing..i nvr put fake nails on today.. n i dun find it weird anymore! yea! haha...sometimes with nails veri ma fan also..its time to keep long nails again le...yea..my nails take too long de break le...its time to be BACK! my NAILS!

then... i nowadays..LOVE putting fake lashes..BUT my GLUE FINISH LE!~ ass..sunday go out with parents NO FAKE LASH!!! HATE IT! hum.... ok..met up with jalaine at 1 plus.... reach compass still 1 plus...almost 2 i think i nvr look at the time... then...someone sms me when i was waiting for 119..... it was ben..the cute guy who gave me clovr necklace on my bday... last last yr... eh... or last yr? i forgot..nvm... hahaha... too many things happen la...

i ji tao no idea who is he la..in the first place..AS USUAL unknown no. not save into my hp list de... so.... somehow... ok..he tell me clover then i remember le..cos tat was the ONLY guy...nanami say.. he yandao n cute..wahaha..he is younger than me by 1yrs! too bad kid! hahaha.... impossible? i guess so... :D

then i didnt bother much also... I DUN CARE! hahaha... i nowadays mei you tao hua yun la...so...i rather avoid guys... :) i nowadays got guo tiao yun.. anytime will kana SHOOT LIAO LA! MUMMIE DADDIE! BU YAO~

then..me n nari..eat bk.. ok la..we exchange stories..she say abt her life with her BOY! i say abt my life with MEDIACORP! yea! interesting huh...:) then... say le...eat le...we go off go popular..go buy the papers.. n IN search for BOX! high n low..END up...wah lau..the box $9.50... well done...i buy le..i left 60cents..just now..BUS fare...*clasp for me everyone* then.... hum.... ya..jiu zhe yang.. n its alot can..999!! hais... lei ar.. my hand pain n lots of color..cos the colour paper tui se!! lau ya de seh~

then went home... nari go causeway find her BOY..cos her BOY Sick... n ya..she nvr get to teach me nor! ok la... see her worried for her boy..SUAN LE!~i be independent.. :Di am a good girl..i study MYSELF!!!! I WILL!! N I MUST~~~

n chatted with BEE! NING!!! tats all..hahaha.... then.... me n bee ar..all the way..jacky...nique... nique... N MORE NIQUE! haahaha..Shh.... yea..... jiu zhe yang!!!

not long ago...steph. msg me... telling me..tml lime event at youth park!! n sunday J8 event...all 2pm! can go de... reply her sms... WAH LAU! I CANT GO LA! I GOING TO BE KILLED CHOPPED INTO MANY PIECES PUT INSIDE MY PAPA DE FISH TANK LE LA! hais.... SADDD !~~ but as i promised....after their finals then contact them..yea...i have to zun shou you know...

ok...ending of my blog! need to continue with tat FOLDINGS!!! hais... now ar... cut my toe nails... ji tao..cutting 8 toe nails nai...bot my BIG TOES NO NAILS!! hais..got naisl...half of it each side nor... so dun have to cut it..ITS SHORT enough... i wan to put nail polish on my toe la!! FASTER GROW LEH MY BIG TOE NAILS!! JIA YOU!! my toe nail ugly VERI long le... GROW GROW GROW~ wahahaha....

ok jelly..i know...my COMMON SENSE IS WEAK! but...PLS DUN TELL EVERYONE WAT COMMON SENSE.. N BASIC KNOWLEDGe I DUNNO CAN! CAN!! PLS~~~

hahaha...end...

I MISSH U MISSSSSSSH U~~~ u la.. U~~

sign off

izumiko

11:25pm

21/july/2006

2006-07-19T20:00:00.000-07:00

dear diary...

i am sad....

i am depressed....

i am stressed up...

i feel broken up inside....

i feel alone....

i hate the way my life was planned

but wat can i do....

i just feel so meaningless...

trying to revised....

but i failed to do it....

i feel so down....

i wan to know the reason why i am like tat...

but i cant find an ans....

the ones i had wasnt there anymore....

the girls i needed... now no longer have their ears n mind with me...

i needed someone there....

but i reaslied no one was there.... therefore... i was all alone...

i can no longer breathe...smile... laugh as i was used to be....

i am struggling.... my life is miserable..

i guess... i had come to the end of my OWN road...

the up comings.... are the road i dun wan to....

but i dun wan it....

tell me wat to do...

i wan to give up.... i really wan to....

hais....

tis is it... i dun wish to say anymore....

i hate to see n feel my own tears falling....

save me from tis misery....release me from pain... i beg....

sign off

izumiko

8pm

19th july 2006

2006-07-18T02:00:00.000-07:00

dear diary.....

18th july 2006... one more week.. n i will be BACK in SCHOOL! shit! everything is coming!!! my CA..my Project presentation... my powerpoint...WAH LAU!

hum.... today..ROT at home...why? cos reason..u all know why la..... then.... stay at home...bee came home after sch..chatted with me ...before tat... was talkin to nique...sorry for the SERIOUS mood swing in the morning n nite.. SORRY!

hum...then... chatted with BEE veri LONG! ok...whole afternoon NOR! then... finally...simplified everything with alex n uncle nique... thanks huh..i finally know wat u guys are thinking le... thanks :D

then... hais... i mish him.. u knw who de la... hais.. HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM! his smile make me mish him ALOT! reaLLY! first time i say hi to him at media corp... hais... the first time.. N last time i guess... hais...

hum...theyreaching the finals le.. or i should say... their finals are coming n they are IN the finals le.! jia you wor guys.. :D n also...JELLY stop saying u are just their fan..u know u are hurting them...

they regard us as their frens who really support them.. n u are here saying u are just their fan... do u know u will hurt them? i am serious.. u will hurt them if ever they see ur nick like tat...even bee also listens to me le... why not u?

if really u are just their fan... why eventually agree wit the meet ups? pls.... get things rite ok? u can regard sara sis as ur fren..why not them..just becos they are famous now? dun u think its unfair to them? really.... like tat is unfair to everyone...

think twice ba... if u really just insist u are FAN... or fren... really... u should understand how it feels...just like rejecting someone..OUT the door... they treasure the frenship with us... appreciate our supports..the things we had done for them.. n yet u are????

anyway.... BEE!! WORK HARD! ok?? his signature is a MOTIVATION! so..WORK HARD!ok? jia you ok??? meet up meet up meet up!! hahahhaahaha....

Jon... i dun dare to get close to u again! uncle nique..u owe me drink..alex.. i dun dare talk to u... kuek.. u are dao... still call me AHMAD! asss!! these these these... hais... COMB... U ARE SO CUTE! MARC LAO DA~~ thanks for the doremarc! hahahhaa.....

all the ppl ard me... hope u guys are fine ok? n esp. to Sara sis..thanks for the advice... u had given me..i will remember it... forever... in my heart...thanks... :D u really taught me alot alot... now i finally know the meaning abt life.... :D

to bee...thanks for cheering me up...as we chatted alot of crapz...thanks for regarding me as a da jie... i hope i dun lead u the wrong way... correct me if i am wrong ok? jia you for ur olevel ok? prove ur parents u can do it!

to ning...dun so moody le..cheer up ba.... :D

to Jalaine n chang...thanks for being such a GOOD judge..who dun even recognise my voice when i sing...ESP. Jalaine..u always go k with me de.. n u dunno how i sound like..but ok... u guys really encourage me alot by the points u all give.. hahaha..indeed sisters... both gave 8... :D thanks alot...

to xiaowei... girl...sorry cant go out with u on monday.. :D we will go out together again de..someday.. ok? n also...rest well.. ur health isnt tat good u knw.. take GOOD care ok? jia you wor.. my idol!!!

to xiao di... CHO BENG! pls la... move on ok?? jia you... to Guan DiDi...all the best to u and ur gf.. bring her out someday ok?

end of my blog.... my day ended with my tears fell..not becos i am sad... but i am happy..cos i have so many of u ard me... :D

i mish him...i really DO!

sign off
izumiko
2am
18th july 2006

2006-07-17T01:00:00.000-07:00

COMB n MARC! wahaha...
Alex n Marc..they going for dinner?? supper?
Marc n izumiko! LAO DAO! NI HAO!
Bee!!! haha..my darling! mish heR!
the mysterious supporter of J3
the ticket i request from him..BUT i nvr take from him..Bee took it

thanks bee for the help
the kitten at the chalet! it reminds me of maomao..T.T
the girls? haha... after the recording...resting...
Nique uncle n moi! wahaha... HE IS MY UNCLE!

ade n i~!! at the beach during our chalet! love u lots my girl~

dear diary...

blog for these few days ba.... on thrusday...ning came over.... swim... n then went off for her o level oral... thanks for the day ok? girl!

i make up for her.. n all.... cos she was too lazy to make up... lazy girl....=_= ok..then went off wif her...to take cab... she was super nervous..cos someone... read on the wrong thing..its chinese oral...end up..go read english all these while.... well done huh....

then.... fri...CHALET! ok... i dun wish to talk much abt the chalet siao..COS.. it BORED... fri nite...was we did? well done... i met up with my girls ard 2...we went to marine parade sing k box... then went over to chalet at 6 plus... then... we slack ard.. sia la...reach there...first thing..I WAN TO SLP!... ah... then...7pm me n wan yu wan to watch lu guang... so ok...went down n watch it but no mood...cos NOT MY HSE DE TV.. I DUN LIKE!

then..we girls plan to go walk walk..n my xiao di was here!! so ard... erm.... oh...we ard 10...we one grp walk to rent bicycle...cute thing is... my xiaodi...rent a couple bicycle n ride it with daryll.. hahaha... we girls walk to mac... i super wan to eat ice cream..so went to buy... ade they all also got buy la...

then...we walk back... hahaha.... then..the whole nite....er... i dunno wat time... sakina n we 3 went to sit down by the beach la...then ramizah.. n...er..i forgot her name... wahaha..nvm,... then.... hum...me n ade...went for nite cycling..WITH MY SKIRT ON! well done... almost expose la.. but lucky... it was dark! hahaha... then ride awhile...then jiu go back le... then wan yu n ade go ride again..we 4 girls...there talk abt dirty stuff...topic of the nite.. BANGALA! hahaha...

it was super dirty la... hahaha.... then... ard 2 plus 3... la...we girls went to bed..DIRTY! WE DIDNT BATH!!! AH!! AND I HATE TAT STICKINESS!!!! then... woke up ard 5 plus 6... cos SUPER HOT..even with AIRCON HAO MA! eEEee... then went down to the beach with my girls...wanted to see sun rise..end up we see nothing..but CLEAR sky..cos kana blocked alot alot alot...

then... i think morning we go bath...cos we CANNOT Tahan le... TOO DIRTY LE! then... bath le..wah...relax sia... happy seh..then watch superband repeat.. ALL of us..fell aslp.. haha... i slp on ade de lap... wan yu "kui" one side... ade sit n lean by the wall shut her eyes... haha... until results then i wake up... wahahaha....

then.... after that...we woke up..intend go lunch together..then walk to another side of east coast have lunch... a food center ba..veri nice de... go eat...wanton noodles.. n sugarcan jucie!yea...COOLING~ then walk n saw the sand castle made from sand...er... ok...tat is of cos... but it was veri nice..so went over..look at it...took a pic of it..n send it over to sara sis....

then.... walk ba...we sweat like siao again...then... do nothing lor... sianz.... SIANZ... but in the morning... cats was my entertainment.. i took lots of photo on the mummy cat n the kitten! i meow one time..the mummy meow back come to me!~ so sweet!the kitten follow blindly.. keke...

then....like tat lor... until evening like tat...we go bath again..come out..play poker with seh ka dom dom n daryll... wahaha... my sitting position was like. ... veri WANG... wahahah..keep winning..but nvr play money la..just entertainment...

then..sat nite...went back... ok...before tat ms chan came n we discuss alot alot alot abt the girl bully tat one? ya... ok...tat was PLAIN CRUEL CAN! ASS!! i hate tat bunch of girls alot... pls lor..dun have to beat up a sec 1 girl until like tat lor... pls think..if others do it to u all how will u all feel? FARK! i feel so sad for tat little girl now!! so poor thing.. n the mum wan to drop the case? wat a mother! cos the one who took the video down was that little girl de older sis... ASS! ARGH! hate it!

sat then i know my eye swollen.. with PUS! Eewwww... thanks to ning... it spead isnt it? ah.. n i got it now... still having.. NOT HEALED! then.... went off ard 8 plus...i was too tired... n its like..the smoke smell..make me asthma come back...welcome back asthma! =_= and i was like FLU like SIAO!

i got home only at 10 nor... sia la...take 2 hrs to reach home..power sia.... then... came home..first thing i did... BATH!! yea.. n i was like ...TIRED! PLS I AM TIRED! then... my mummy ask me eat something... before i go rest..cos its like..my stomach was EMPTY! n i was super weak...

eat le...wash the plates.. come into my room... sms comb...then i awhile.. jiu...SLEEP le... hahaha.... as i said i wont wait for anyone of them to come online... :D

then.... sunday...ah...went out again... go where? mediacorp la.... find who? J3... haha... wan to give nique a suprise ma... cos i told him we girls wont be there... kekeke.... then went over... ok..sorry dad n mum i lied... hais... damn it... i hate to say things tat is like.. ok... why i cant say i go mediacorp? cos dad i know u dun like it.. n u all insist i am chasing superband... the fact i am not... they are my frens..go support.. wont die ba...

then reach media at 10 plus.. slightly....then met up with Bee n cai fen... wahahha... then went into reception..bee say they are here..but end up..we only saw jacky n nique..n we make alot of noise..u know why? jelly was hiding away from jacky..dunno why... dots... haha...at the lift lobby with nique bee n cai fen..and wat comment i made... cos cai fen wan me to take photo with nique ma.. then i say.. i dun wan take pic with uncle! he sian half.. haha... ok la...take la take la... but i at the reception then take with him.... thanks cai fen....

sorry la nique uncle.. haha... next time i see u again i take TONS of pic with u la... haha.... then.... i know uncle is veri happy BEE was ard.. haha.. not us la.. is HER...then... joke ard... play ard...then they went in... then..alex came..but i didnt talk to him la.. dunno why... i say hi he ignore.. haha..maybe too many ppl talk to him le.. so i didnt say much also.. my eyes was like... SWOLLEN... with my sunglass on..i took pic with uncle... haha..uncle also wear sunglass then i say wah..u also eye swollen ar.. then he say no la..just wake up la..bo bian.. hahaha...

k la..know u xin ku la... xin ku ni le.... then.... we girls...rot ard... ah...ya... i ask BEe to go take the tix from misaki.... cos i dun wan to be ard...phoebe n her grp was there... tat is why..so i ask bee... then bee went down with weili... n the most well done thing...we shout up n down to think how to actually get the tic from him...

idea 1:

bee says... she will call me..then she pass the phone to misaki then i talk to misaki....

my comments:

er...why not i call him myself?? even more easier??? =_=

idea 2:

my idea... asking bee to type out the sms.... n show it to misaki....

her comments:

its works..cos misaki saw it.. n then pass her a tix... ah..well done my girl! hahahhaha....

see la... cham rite.. hais...tat is how bad .... i dun even dare to face him...cos... hais... nvm..... then... we girls plan to go J8 to eat lor...so...2 cab... weili cai fen n sherie one cab... me jelly n bee another... reach le... go have lunch..another grp of iris n her grp nor... we end up going food court n eat...

jelly ate scallop porridge... i ate century egg & chicken porridge... then... hang ard..iris tap on me sia... haha.. shocked... :D then...eat le... walk walk awhile...we SPEND A LONG TIME INS THE TOILET!! haha...all the make up KAKIS la... ning didnt make up tatday...so..she waited for us... *claps* patient enough.. no la.. during our make up... she went to walk ard... on her own.. haha...

then..finish le...we went back to mediacorp... then... settle down at radio gate... keke... nice nice...cos we slack there dunno for how long..n the weather is like..SUPER HOT... MLB came out... weili love weiqi so much seh... then... weili sweat like hell when she sees weiqi.. n super nervous la.. haha....

then... afer tat...misaki came out alot... dots..ok...surrounded by alot of them... i sat there..listen to song..look at him.. i sad... hais... ok...nvm...its the past..dun say le!~then... he went in...wo song le yi kou qi... haha....then....uncle n jacky walk by...we shouted damn loud ok...we call out for alex..he nvr care... recently..he mood also weird weird de... hais...bu dong.. nvr talk to him much also...

weili say wrong thing...cos she go mention abt his ex gf de name... woo sa~~ we quickly tell her... then she oh oh...so the whole grp know... everything ended...cannot mention abt evelyn tis name le.. hais... poor thing seh....

then... like tat lor...evening...went in for recording... ok...before tat... the girls intro MARC to me... n jelly...marc from man tou de.. keke... he super cute la... haha... chat here n there... then....cai fen n bee got some small arguement... bee went off..but i manage to catch up with her... cos... its like.. PLS dun go BEE!!! hais...

after my advice..ok..she listen le... then went back in...family problem came in again....wah..alot la... then... i advice her..marc also advice...weili scolded her..cos she... wanted to skip her o level listening which pissed me n weili off... but ok la...everything turn out well...in the end... cai fen help her speak to her dad.. n everything was slightly ok... n well... then... we hang ard for quite some time leh....

asked marc to draw doremarc.. hahaha.... thanks for the doremarc ar.. hahaha... then.... nique they all came down...we hang ard n all...yes!! COMB WAS DOWN~~ omg~~ I LOVE HIM SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH! cos he is so pretty!!!!! ok...can confirm..he not GAY!! wahaha...yes~~~~

gt his no... he live sengkang also lor... wahahha..near ning hse i guess....we say hao le...next time meet up for lunch...wahahha...then took pics... comb n marc..comb n ning... then alex n marc.... me n marc...keke...love it...end up... i got marc de no. also..cos...i ask him contact me.. then he say dun have my no. i say ok i give u..then i change over say..dun wan u give me.. haha..cos halloween having event ma... we girls..so ask him if he free go town find us... the GHOST! haha...

then sms abit...then i tired go slp le.. wahahah.... end of my nite...today actually wan go mediacorp de..cos last last recording le...BUT... end up nvr go..Ning was broke..n i left 20...so...bo bian nah.... nvr go... then... i got SHI XIN FENG TODAY! omg.. i just mish him so much... i wont say hu..but everyone can guess who he is la..

ok...results is out... J3 is IN!! GOOD!! nique can buy me drink le... hahaha...i say le..if in for finals..must treat me drink.. hahaha.... tat was a deal between uncle n i tis morning... i woke up i saw him online le...i go bath come out..then chat with him.. ok.. i didnt bath last nite..i remove my make up...n go to bath... but i put towel...then slp de.!!! like tat lor.... end of my day also...

end of blog..

sign off

izumiko

1am

17th july 2006

*i've cried.. cos J3 was in... *smile* well done guys... make it to the top ok? :D*

2006-07-12T14:47:00.000-07:00

tis is wat the girls do when they come my hse...
ning doing her lashes...it is not ugly can
again...lashes...hahah.... in train...nice one girl!

dear diary...

lets blog from 10th to 12th july 2006....10th was a monday.... 11th was a tues...12th was ad WED! ok...lame...

10th july 2006...my grp came over for roleplay...only 3 turned up...2 of them.. didnt turn up but i dun care.... then...did my roleplay 2 times only ...and all of us end up watching i not stupid 2 dvd...=_=Ning was here to help me do the roleplay timing...wanyu was here...do wat? i dunno....

me n ning cried.... ning cried first...i until last part of the movie then cry.... then movie finish...can say...all the girls proceed to my room.... do wat? one play com..another read my comic... another doing ZAP ZAP ZAP....

then...ard 7...all left...then i ji tao..TIRED... then...reminded ning abt wed stuff...then watched my superband... but i didnt catch the result...cos i doze off again! setting my alarm at 10 50..but i 12 55 then wake up...when i woke up...i dunno wat to do... so.... i sms wendy..asked wendy...wendy say...oh..is man tou...then i say..OH~ heng ar...haha...jiu zhe yang...

then alex came online on tues i just say CONGRATS...then my mood go veri bad.. then i go slp... hahahah...i see the comments i sian half la..cos its like...bo liao....but i eventually nag back... =_=

ok...then tues.... wat i did? AH! i rot at home..i did my script again... u know why..cos teacher point out my MISTAKES AGAIN!!!! wah lau eh... ms chan ar... my princess ms chan..dun wan mistake le la...can? i change the script 4 times le.....

then sms all my members...tell them to remember to come for meeting... then end up..only one reply me..zuraidah.... the rest ignore my sms...eh... pls la... can at least reply rite.... wah lau eh...cannot make it sia....

then..like tat nor... wed.... my grp came...well done..tis time is WHOLE GRP! yes!!!! then... my girls did well..my boys..sia la... DARREN DUN SO ACT CAN!!! plsplspls... act properly..... then.... junwei...he sore throat bo bian..cant really express much..... but overall...ok la...then... meet up with ning at hougang interchange at 6 35pm before we move on to cine de k box.... then...i met up with her le...

she go toilet change into the top... cos she dun wan wear her working top..so i lend her my t shirt.... then.... we are late...wan yu also late..then...we move on to k box.... we reach ard 7 30.... then i call wendy....but somehow...iris came out... hahaha....

then.... we went to atm let ning take money... then we move on to level 8... then saw iris...then walk in together...er.... room69... :D nice no. went me..ji tao..shocked....cos veri big n alot of ppl....then...we sat down...wendy come n collect money from us....

then.... we sit n listen to they all sing...tis is the first time i go k box n i didnt sing...well done~ *claps* i didnt open my mouth n sing at all...but instead...i get to know cai fen n bee lay..who sat beside me... 2 girls who exchange their uniform..=_= n they look super cute la... then saw jas they all.. which is like ....i turn off when i saw jas walk in...=_= reasons... ning u knw de la....

then alex they all came... but we 4 girls...bee lay....cai fen....ning n me...all zi high...nvr care... hahah...they come in..all the fans start u know...ah...then we girls still joking among ourselves.... then nvm.... bee lay voice SUPER SIA! SELINA! hahaha...super..n we joke abt jiaojiao n xiaozhu...super cute lor she!!! wahaha.... then..

soon after...nique came over n talk to me n ning...automatic sit down n talk to us... haha...lame.... then.... he ask us abt the fan thing..how come u will do such thing....we say we too bo liao..then tot of doing something for them lor...then i ask him abt the jelly.. then i ask him is colorful de ma... he say ya.. ok..so it was alex we got the nata de coco de...cos jacky got colorful de....

then nique say veri funny... =_= sia la...do for u all still say funny... then he say...no la..its nice.. haha...then phone came in..jie called...ask me going home for dinner anot.. i eventually forgot to call hm..aiya..when i wan to do someting...someone call out for me or something i forgot le...sorry...

then i came back... nique was there then i ask him...eh... ur finger how le.. me n bee lay there yan jiu his 4th finger... then got on hole..he say is doc do de... then i see le...WAH... PAIN~ it was swollen at his nail factory lor... wah piang.... then he say..ya lor...sometime will pain some time will numb numb..then bee lay say...if nail like tat must pull out de...she say she everytime tio bang by the door she everytime pull out the nails...then me n nique heard it i stun..nique say.. " ni hen xi huan bei kiap is it" then bee lay say..no la no la...

then bee lay continue say she always kana kiap by door n window... then he salute sia... hahaha... he say pei fu... hahaha..i also sia.... its like...eh...sia la..u girl..not scared pain? claps.... my toe also like tat ma..i cut my nails away sia.... now is MEAT... clever? hahahahaha....

then... jacky came over..i asked him over..then i ask him abt marina promenade...then he n i bi ka bi chew veri long then he remember... but he was the one who said marina promenade la... i was telling him concert by the bay.... cos on that nite...they all judifive got 2 performance...tat is why got mixed up..but somehow...jacky remembers la... but none of them remember sara...the host of tat nite... =_=

then...actually sara can come along de..but her meeting end late...then her fren de face..black...mood not good..so she pei her nor...nvr turn up... :( then.... we could hardly talk to alex la...cos u know why? someone is like...ask him..."dun go la alex stay here" ok lor..he sit at the same place for quite sometime lor... but somehow i did ask him abt the jelly...at last...he found it... =_= in his fridge now... good one...

then we girls too sian... we went out of the room... stand there chat...but before tat...me n ning wan to go toilet... so we went out..then i saw one veri familiar person... COMB!! haha...i dunno his name at first de.... n dunno his status de....until alex tell me... ok..then me n cai fen stand there chat with comb...then bee lay n ning go toilet...soon after jacky came out..then we were like saying...bee lay also in toilet leh.. hahahaha....

ok...bee lay got tis phobie... jiu shi..whenever jacky get near her..she will be SUPER shy... face will be SUPER red.... n keep laughing.. haha..n will move away from JACKY... hahaha... lac la.. BEE LAY~then... comb was like.... ni kan dao wo you mei you jiao wo... okok... say first... comb is a guy...188cm tall..he is the hairstylist from media corp..also..gd fren with kuek... hahhaa....

he came over to k box was becos ... at 9 30 got one recording of j3 with the fans/frens gathering.... so... he came for the sake of the host.. he was in charge of the hair ma... so... he standby...then after tat he has to go over to lucify de....

then... comb tell me... aiyo..dun hide..go in...go in... dun lose to lucify de fans... =_= well done huh COMB! ahahha..but he super nice la... his dressing always veri jing bao de... last week went recording...end of it..also saw comb... he was like..in a fake wig... blonde... plaited de... wah..super chio... haha..i dunno he m'sian or hongkonger la..but... he is yandao yet chio n.... complexion..GOOD! hahahhaa.... then chatted with him for sometime.... with cai fen...

then went in.. hhahahahha... joke ard... we girls...zi high again... nvr bother much abt J3...hahaha..nice one... as i say...old frens...really ma..J3 is our old fren.. hahaha... then...recording only started at 10 30...if i am not wrong..me n ning hide our face behind the boards la... bo bian..comb say de... act as if got alot of ppl...then ok lor...go in lor....

we were like..with jia xin..play with food la... talk abt make up la... then my fake lash bluff ppl sia... hahah.... all tot is real de... hahahahha.... then went hiding outside... comb came to me... ask me go in tat time..he saw my nails..then tell me.. he like my middle finger de design..haha..then he walk off...=_= haha...next time see him must call him liao..if not he say i bo xim again... haha..but his mouth veri sweet la... tian si le la...COMB...cute name hor.. haha...

like tat go...now alot of ppl lor.... hahaha...esp. famous ppl...ok la.. as in...saw comb la... n all... not bad la... saw J3 de LAO MA... haha... a lady call esther who guide them all the way nor..chio bu yi ge....

then after tat...need to take pics on sara de behalf...cos.... i promise her will take photos n send her de.... so took lor.... thanks nique ar... i know u try ur best to ask alex n jacky to sign...but they walk off too fast..nvm...they owe me something now..dun worry.. :D thanks ar.. meet up again? okok... hahaha.... sure sure..mei wen ti~

end of my day.. ok..the mrt part..all i can say is...hais...cannot make it... dunno why she keep follow me...n ning..=_= nvm la..suan le..i think she also kana make use by some ppl lor... WAWA... Eeeeeee...

then... came home... at 12plus... then like tat lor...the end of my blogging... hahahaha... and also...last warning to cho beng xiao di..u dare to be sad again n affect my mood u die... DUN WAIT FOR A GIRL LIKE TAT... NO USE DE HAO MA! n thanks alex for the listening ears.... thanks ning for the advice... thanks all la... ok?

yawnz..fri is chalet for my class..dun even feel like going but... feel like going for k box.. hahaha.... :D got 25% off ma...can use dun use? lang fei dui bu dui? hahaha.... fri evening go sing..the guys dun wan to come along...then we girls go ourselves ok? YEA!~~~

end of blog... Ning good luck oral hor... hahhaha~ :D

sign off

izumiko

2:47pm

12th july 2006

2006-07-09T03:39:00.000-07:00

7 random facts abt me:
- Ambition To be a Make up Artist
- slow reaction at times
- i am into BLACK make up
- CanT Live Without Make uP
- SupEr LOVE to SING
- WithOut NaiL arT I wiLL diE
- into J-punk rock.*mika esp.*

7 things that scares me:
- Non-Human
- darknEss
- Thunder
- PEST
- Dogs *scared but i like it*
- BangaLas
- BALLOONS

7 random music at the moments:
- Velvet *alice Mine
- Akatsuki *alice mine
- Becos u live *Jesse MccCartney
- Li Jia Bu Yuan *nan quan Mama
- Shi Lian Wu Zui *ALin
- Mr.Q *Jolin

7 things i like most:
- My TorToise *xiaoxiao & BenBen
- BlacK Make Up
- PurplE STUFF

- ALEX!!
- JapaN * HongKong * Taiwan
- Zi Lian-ing
- FRIENDS

7 things i say most :
- eh..Sia La
- woo Sa
- Neh Neh Gor Ji *super AwfuL*

- Eventually
- cannot make it sia
- Emos *espressions*

7 people to do this ( u can choose nt to do )
- Jalaine
- Koni
- XiaoWei
- Jon *The Guitarist*
- Hong Guan
- AdeLine
- Wan Leng

tis is a quiz by Qianning...pls rotate ard..n put them in ur blog... reason??? just for fun...:D

2006-07-08T22:54:00.000-07:00

the "korkor" who guard for the recording..we

were stuck outside for 3hrs. :-)

i an lian ta..wanted to kiss kiss her..but i realised

someone simply hate it..Ning =_+ her hair sTAND!

tis is the mood at the lobby of mediacorp...nice? of cos

i was the one who took it..

Jacky's name..design by my model of the day

Jelly * Qianning

camera shy? no la..i hold on my cam for too long

adjusting it ..end up she couldnt take it..

she... laugh...=_=

the stuff for them.. done by ning

working in process...pls do not disturb she need silent

milk tea wif pearl n kiwi yogurt... our drinks... :-)

a-LEx.. de name! haha..drew by Ning also

unique??? is uNIQUE.. ah...is it now?

good thinking my girl~

dear diary...

8th july 2006.... tis will be a late blog of the day..cos today is 10th le.. haha..but nvm...its always late than never rite? ok.... hum.... trip of the day....eh..nono..lets start from 7th july 2006 after midnite...

1:40am... Alex came online..i chatted with him... i told him... Ning was complaining.how come alex said thanks to me n not her... haha...so tis is how the 3 of us had this crap on then...

2am...called ning up..she wasnt aslp? haha..she couldnt slp... well well...*i really forgot the time* then chatted with her on the phone and i asked her to chat her msn if someone did msg her... and yes!!! its ALEX!!!

then..chatted n chatted... 3plus am almost 4am.... chatted on the phone n then ended..all conversations.... meet up time with Ning was 8 45am... ok...

i slept at 4am...woke up at 6 30am.... just to prepare n all... i was almost late..i took at cab down to Ning's hse...reason why..cos Ning say if i nvr reach on time..she will leave without of cos scared ma rite? so... i rushed down.. :-) i was on time...

then.... why we will meet so early....reason is..cos i already told alex we will be down early..cannot say orh..i told him le...but end up... i nvr go down rite? haha... okok...then.... we reach at...9 45am.... WAN YU was VERI LATE...and we almost didnt catch J3....WAN YU pls... CHECK UR TIME...anyway...during sch days...wan yu n me always got time management problems! so...no choice...but really i was super super pissed la... cos... u late awhile nvr..she was like for like 15 to 30mins .... 9 45am... she came at 10 17... =_=

and we ran for cab... we reached tat time already... 10 30... HENG! he not here yet..haha...eventually they are on their way down nia...heng heng heng.... bluff seh..alex say wat... oh..no choice have to reach by 10 30... we 10 30 reach they also not here.... wahahah..but ok leh.... still early la they all...we eventually sat outside the toilet...AREA...

then.... i was like become the toilet supervsior in the morning sia... ppl ask if toilet can use..i say cleaning in process... then one auntie wan to bring her kid to toilet..she walk there...see toilet cant u... then i say...ya..cant use..it will be ready soon..dun worry... :) =_=

cos..J3 was long~ anyway..jacky DROVE! sia la~ 21yrs old n he drives? make me feel like going for license.. keke.... then.... ard 10 45 then they reach..sia la...they didnt see us.. alex turn ard see us then turn away...eh... nice one sia u... then i heard alot of "eh jon is here.. eh...misaki his here" =_= need to be like tat ma? like as if..weet~ ok la..he is famous i know.. and tat is how fans reacts...

then we walk to the entrance of where J3 will go in into the rooms.... then they went to the counter sign in ba..for the pass....then after signing in... eventually i was the one who did the shouting of name..i call for nique..nique tot ji tao..you ling calling him.. he turn here n there...then i shout again...ning say zhe li nah! then i signal to him ask him come over...

yeah! and he walked over...seh...xin fu ba... ok la..the fans wasnt over crowding... then we chatted with nique abit...n he keep saying ok la...wo lao le wo lao le...i say...ya lor...baby drink seh... BABY leh... i can drink u cannot.. then he say..ya lor..hannor... lao le nor... i was like.. OK stop saying urself LAO can... 27? still young la...ok? haha...

then..after tat..we shouted for alex...we didnt talk to alex la..but we kept saying hi to him la... n bye to him~ nique leh..super ke ai la.. haha..his face... alex saying hi de epxression also veri cute... as for jacky.. Ning eventually dun dare to face him... so i shouted for Jacky n said BYE! jacky got one stun cum blur look n smile at me n say bye..=_= ok la..cos he dunno me ma...totally forget us le ba..changes so big seh...

then..Ning dun dare to say a thing...so one last time...we said buy to alex... n nique... keke... and then..we went down.. n we saw... misaki... vics... and then came shinya... when we always got into the cab.... hum.... misaki crowded with phoebe n her girls la... but i dun care? haha... Vics...silent... at one side... er..quite ok looking ba.... tall...

we were... i dunno wat were we waiting leh..orh! we wan to buy bread..but end up... dun have the one who wanted...then i sian half...dun wan eat le.... ning somehow also sianz..dun wan eat..wan yu...sit there... keep looking into misaki de direction.... then.... soon adfter...i say..lets go la lets go le.a.. go IMM le... actually the girls wanna see misaki face to face la...without make up.... but i dunno why...all i said was... lets go....

then we got on the cab n went off.... byebye~ then...took train... n we gone silent during the whole ride.... :D then reach le.... we took shuttle bus..WAH... well done....Ning she got push up the bus..while me and Wan yu kana push to the back... lets start with the conversation at the stop where the shuttle bus will be..

Izumi: eh.. wan take cab anot..i lazy seh...now wan yu pay la..just now in n out of mediacorp u pay le..wan yu u ok ma..

wan yu: wo anything...

Ning: ok lor... call for cab ba..

*we walked to the front of the cab..tot a cab with passenger getting off but who knows..DUN have... is she waiting for her bf in the car..*

Izumi: sia la..mei you yao get down seh....

Ning: wait ba..

Mumblings....

soon...oh no..not soon..sometime later...shuttle bus came.. whereby NO cabs wanna fetch us... ok...nvm..we got SHUTTLE BUS!

Ning: stop here..stop here.. here..here..here..*her Niam geng*

Shuttle bus stop slightly in front of Ning... and wat happen was... WHOLE bunch of ppl squeeze into us... wah sia... 3 of us..at 3 different positions le.... =_=

Ning got up..next is me... 3 aunties eventually SQUEEZE ME! omg... and wat they say? here is wat each says...

first one:

Auntie 1: aiyo.. ji ji ji.... *zi sound*

Me: *stare* wah... *faint*

second one:

auntie 2: haiyo...*zi sound* ji la ji!

me: i *stare* again... *pissed off mood*

third one:

Auntie 3: ji shang qu..lai lai..meimei ni xian shang.. kuai dian..

me: orh orh orh... *quickly got up*

thanks to the 3rd auntie..:) nice lady....

but eventually i was super pissed off..cos i mean..the most..line up la... wah lau.. need to squeeze me..push me away... step on my feet some more! auntie ar..bus wont run away can..although i know the back door is open la..ppl will start running in..but.. aiyo.... =_=

me n wan yu finally on bus..we two was like..COMPLAIN...wanted to sit with Ning de..but got tis BIG size indian...sat down..ops...sorry..i was slow...

then reach imm le...we 3 discuss abt the squeezing bus thing..i was super pissed off...so i nagged alot... n i start telling ning... eh... u say u will see alex at the stop..imagine how he squeeze into the bus? *imaginating* all start giggling...n Ning say...something abt alex..so i comment back..he is singapore version de chen long..small size...skinny version de.. .haha...and all said ya ya...

we reach imm first thing..LONG JOHN SILVER~ we were SUPER HUNGRY! hungry ghost feastive sia... we went in... bought it...eat it... ning didnt finish...so came up with the idea..lets bring it to mediacorp n give the guys... ning left with one piece of fish n some fries..*give alex* wan yu..left with crisps*give Nique..he diet* mine..3 fries left *give jacky..vocal cant eat much fried food*

clever ba..then we end up saying..why not..combine as one...give alex..he needs food..he is too skinny.. hahaha....

after tat we went to daiso straight n spend sometime there..i go there i see...i sianz... cos the nails i wan dun have... nail tape also dun have.. all dun have..so i forced myself to buy the red old kind of fake nails i used to buy la... nbm...tis coming weekend i wan to go DAISO~now i wan to do lacy nail art.. n crystal nail art la~

then..... buy le...we walked ard...then i tot of buying jelly for the guys...not fattening..*er..but they need fats..=0* coolings... n wont spoil throat.. so i said... buy? who pay? split nor.. then i say.. okie! bought 3 different packets.... then walk back...see fans.. then see this BI SHEN fan...so we intend..nono..is Ning came up with the idea...wanna buy tis for the guys?

wan buy jiu buy 3 of them..at the back use marker draw n write messages... wan? then we both agreed... wan yu wise... she no comments cos she dunno them... then.... ok ...we got hard time taking the fans down..cos it was HUNG HIGH UP! then...2 was taken down successfully by Ning... the 3rd one... "Jacky" de... kept dropping on the floor...drop le..jiu bu hao le ma..so she took another one... then also dropped by..was caught by her before landing..so it wasnt tat bad..so we took tat one... and i insist.. NOT to mix jacky de with the other 2... haha...

just some teasing game la..nth much.... then.... we ended up..asking wan yu treat us sweet talk...COS...she havent pay for any cab fare ma...she went down herself..n me *Ning went to the 4th level sit at one corner...ok la...facing all the escalator.... then... we start discussing how to draw..so ning started with designing the name...

alex name took us sometime... cos ning tot of 2 or 3 different kind... can say she is reall good at drawing names why i am only good at abstract art...as... think of tat..my art piece still in north vista rotting sia... =_= wonder tat Mr.Ng keeps them? or throw...

ok..then soon wan yu came back.. n me n wanyu was bored..we played with camera~ haha... ning was our model of the day..cos... she was like...sunglasses..with cap... a pop start look..keke....

alright la..quite nice..n Ning..u are super chio when u are in that S&k cap n ur sunglass... trust me..its true~

then...we do do do..until 5? ya..then was thinking wanna go down to media corp le ma? then say ok lor...lets go...got on the shuttle bus again..got tis auntie huh... AGAIN... conversation was like tat...

Auntie: *got up* aiyo... inside got space how come dun go in..*in hokkien*

Me: i stare....*i was thinking DUN squeeze in i will be ANGRY... but still she squeezed in...*

Auntie: eh..xiao mei...jie wo guo... *squzeeing in process*

another auntie her frens la... stare at me..i face black stare ba..i was again thinking dun u dare squeeze in also i confirm make noise wan... but heng she nvr..but she kept staring at me...hello dun have to stare at me... i myself also standing ok..not SITTING...

then soon..came off le...again..3 of us..kept talking abt the Squeezing auntie..=_= then... went off to take train..Ning was super tired i think... cos she slp until the things for the guys almost dropped... haha...so... i put it down on the floor...she continue slp..haha....

wan yu n her doze off.. n i was in charge of waking them up... Ning got off..SUPER blur..almost fall off the track... =_= just wake up ma..canot blame... then...we went off to media corp again... we couldnt get in.... seriously...cos we got no tix..n i tot we can sneak in..n hope we could..but the "korkor" was there..so we cant...he ji tao ask..if we got tix.. we dum enough say...no...he say then u all go upstairs..see got tix anot..then i ask him...got tix ar.. he say wo bu zhi dao...ni qu lou shang wen.. sia la...wat an attitude....

then forgget it lor...we waited for 3hrs until the recording ends...time i can say...pass quite fast ba..n we see quite a no. of "pop" stars la... campus de la... singapore idol...host... quite alot ba.... then... ard...8..we say we are hungry..so went down to get our SANdWICH MACHINE! tandoori chicken wasnt tat bad..n i spotted something...the drinks machine..can u ez link pay sia~

i used mine *grins* n it works...SUPER HAPPY... i bought the 3 of us de drink nor... wahahha... see...EZ under concession plus with credit in it... is SO SO SO SO NICE~ anyway...the machine now...is super vandalised by the fans nor... lucify all the way... but now got J3 all the way... haha... reason why? dunno leh... fans see le not happy? i think so... but we got intention of ...got any remover..then we clean off everything...can?

hahahahahah.... then.... we sat there for quite sometime...until...we say...lets go radio gate...reason why..cos we saw a young teenage girl...running to tat direction..but she was fast...we walk out n see..she is gone! she ghost? hope she is not...then i was thinking..lets have tis cab no. plate game..any cab come in...get down the no. n well.. wat i saw... 7181... almost the hp. no for alex..but his is 6181... near rite? if really is the same no. i confirm go buy le... haha..but wasted..it is not...

then sat down at radio gate..ning saw her fren there... gave her just 1 tix...=_= but it was almost 9pm le...no use also le.... then.... we sat at the bench...then discuss abt our halloween ... yeah...our first attempt..hope it turn out well seh.... then.... ard...9plus..ok..i need to go toilet can!! and just nice la...ppl start coming out after tat..which means... recording ENDING!

soon...the place was flooded..n wat we did was...go down to the lobby n wait..sia la... wan my life? =_= then..wait n wait...almost 10pm le... then i rang alex up..but hp off... then bo bian...me n ning went up to check it out... went in... ji tao... i stun..cos all the heads..wah...super sia.... then...i saw jacky..then alex..then turn i saw nique...as usua...we talk to nique..cos...alex super busy signing.... then i ask nique abt the results..he say nt bad seh...tis time round marks wont be shown...50% judges...50% votes..ok..NO WORRIES! I WILL VOTE! haha... =_= ok la..the most i vote afew nia..but it helps? i hope so...

bo bian seh...all fren fren...must help de dui bu dui? not like some ppl...wang en fu yi la... er.. not really also..just tat...you ren chu ming le... dun even remember who i am le nor.... aiya..tis kind of ppl.... got fans enough le... girls feed him with money he jiu happy le... rite? nvm..wat i said is nth... just for fun..i mean some ppl will like tat la....

then... we say is nique going down to the lobby..so ask nique lor...cos we say got things need to give them..still ask wat thing..give u all thing still ask! haha... then alex say he not veri sure..BUT end up..he is going down to the lobby..cos jacky drive ma...then... maybe all go carpark together..but nvr leh...

so jacky confirm wont be at the lobby la... so..we ran down get the thins..sorry wan yu we threw u there to look after the stuffs..but u wan see ur milo peng ma...saw it? happy? the car just right in front leh.. hahah.... good position sia....

then gave them... jacky handle all by himself la...then... for nique...got time ppl take for him but end up...also put aside with his bags.... then for alex..Ning became his personal maid... haha.... we dunno wait for how long sia..i talk to alex half way..one auntie came n say take photo with u..then i stun...i say...eh..i talking u know... then nvm lor..i move away...

after some time...finally...alex is done..cos jacky is like keep saying leave le leave le.. haha..nique also... then.. ok lor..me n ning like one maid behind...walk behind alex..but then after tat walk beside alex...say tat he torture kids...cos he ask his cousin take his HEAVY bag for him.. hahaha.... his cousin SUPER small can!

just like him..SUPER SMALL! haha... okok...then...hand them the things le...then we eventually rush off la..if not Wan yu really no train take le..really wan share cab with alex? wahaha but too bad... jacky is fetching... nique leh..cannot cos he going out with frens...wanyu dai sai! haha... then... we took cab off...walk out...seh...saw misaki with BIG grp of girls... then me n ning..they..WAH.... quite loud... then walk out..see ppl waiting for cab..then we say again...wanna on call?

ning say anything... then ok lor..on call..nvm...call le...got in... then wat happen was..the next moment i got a call... a cab came... and u know wat..Mercz cab can! we all veri shocked... thinking...seh..how come so high class? hahaha...everyone stare at our cab nor.. i was like..NOT MY FAULT i on call...jiu zhe yang le.. hahahha....

wan yu got off...then we went home...like tat lor..end of my day.... hahaha... for 9th july 2006...will blog again tonite~

end of blog

sign off

izumiko

10:55am

8th july 2006

2006-07-06T01:00:00.000-07:00

my world
smile to tell u i am fine
loving u in silent.. i love no one..haha
the sunset view from my window view
before i head for sch..i was late..VERI late
far view of it..without zoom in
my drink for the nite to keep me awake!

dear diary...

will combine 5th n 6th de entry ba.... hum... 5th july 2006... ROT at home... eventually i have no where to go n lazy to go out.... lazy to make up...lazy to dress up...lazy to move a single bit!

then...woke up at...i think nearly 12noon.... stare in front of my com for sometime... recevied testi. from wan yu... then stare at my com again...then...tot of doing nail art..cos qianning ask me to do a pair for her.... eventually i shaped the nails for her le... end up on the 4th july 2006 all too busy playing with hair n make up... end up...abandon tat set of nails...

i took all my equipment to mummie de room...put it all on her bed... then on the tv... brought my beloved pillow n hp alot... my fav. snack RITZ CRACKER! then... lay down on mummie de bed... watch tv... half way thru...fall aslp... then wake up again...hungry le...cook maggie.... eat le... rest again...

fall aslp again..... =_= then woke up again...3 plus...then determine to pull myself up from bed n start doing the nails... then... started with the base coating..BLACK.... her request... ok...done it... 2 layers... of it... then let it dry... then start thinking wat i can do to the nails... using my stupid brain to think...end up i doze off AGAIN!

after 1hr i think..4 plus 5... i woke up n i got idea for it.. GLITTERS.. haha it has been a long time since i use glitters to do my nail art le.... so i intend to use my silver glitters... so... do n do... i manage to finish the nail art only at 7! 2hrs... 2 full hrs u know... my first time spending so much time on a pair of nails..i everytime do the most 1hr... now? *claps* i am genius....

then... finish doing ....quickly clear up the bed... glitters everywhere..but dun care...cos not i slp the bed...wahaha but i did sweep them off la.. i not tat bad afterall rite? i am a good girl.. u know....

keep all my things... then... ok i forgot who i eventually chat with online after i keep all my things... nvm...forget it... i dun remember things nowadays... n i dunno why..i kept forgetting things.. i kept seeing wrong things... mistaken things.... >.<

oh ya! i remember le.. i was on the phone with Ning... yes yes yes...finally remember... i think ...ya i called her... for....i dunno wat reason.. WAH i really forgot!!! SHIT!!! is it i bo liao i call her? ask her hp ok le ma? er...ning help me with the recall..pls... i really got STM... SHIT!! AH~~~ DIE~~~~

then... i intend to start my accounting homework only after midnite.. cos tat is my active period.. with com infront of me... hahahahha.... then.... before tat i ate my dinner... took pocket money from dad n let him nagged for sometime cos i had been going out now adays... n spend ALOT... ok..sorrie dad.. i will cut down on going out... or should i say cut down on taking money from u...

then.... back to my room at i think 10? chatted with ning on msn....n phone? or??? eh..sia la!! i forgot~~~ er...nvm... ahh... ok.... then...ard 12am? er... wat time???? wah.... okok VERI late at nite... he online...as usual i will be the irritating one...msg him... my pattern la..hope he dun find me irritating... haha

then chat le chat... then i told him abt wat ning said..she said tat how come he thank me for writing testi nia. nvr thank ning... so i told him... he eventually dunno ning in his msn list... he dunno who is ning...=_=""""" i describe alot to him... then he..ORH... okok... know le know le..then he msg ning..by ning was aslp? no la... she couldnt slp as well... so i called ning... as ning say de...he online... i try call ning if she pick up she will go back...

haha... he msg her online... then ning also shocked.. hahahah.... but happy la..rite? then chat nor ... he is like...must concentrate on one side... finish chatting with one side for sometime go back to another... super funny..when i only said...happy chatting my jelly ar... enjoy... he ask me if i am jealous... eh...if ning is just like a normal fren to me..i will jealous but now ning is my good fren..why jealous? more over i wont be jealous over tis ba...

then i say if i really jealous i will show temper... and its true..my temper will be there.... but recently i cant SHOW TEMPER!cos.. i have PIMPLE! and i seriously hate it...cos itsd UGLY!but well...reason to it is becos my monthly auntie is on her way le... tat is why...hormones not balance la... my hormones go crazy....

then chat until 3am...eventually heard a piece of news..which make me gulity like dunno wat... and i seriously is veri sad n i cry to bed last nite... hais... seriously... sad.... but he say tat i shouldnt blame myself..he is fine...but i feel tat he isnt.. i realised some guys are really veri strong... such happening yet can be so calm.. concentrate on the most important in current.... but some guys dun... some guys end up become a weakling.. like marcus.. who cant face the fact.. hais dunno why..me n u also over for months le... pls la...stand up from where u fall... we are not meant to be...

then woke up at.... 6 45?and i stare at my com again... i dunno wat i looking at also...stare finish... open my closet... wow... dunno wat to wear for remedial... i take out tonnes of clothes.. end up..i really dunno wat to wear! lucky i am in ite.. not in poly... i think everyday i will panicked over clothings....

6th july 2006..... went to bath only at 7..come out of my bath room 7 40...well done...i am late... changed... and i see HEAVY rain... good thing... JACKET is the ideal clothing for the day... so... took my jacket... a top and skirt... wore it... make up...do my hair... by then.. its already 8 plus almost 9am... well done huh...my lesson starts at 9am...lucky is just remedial...

ade n wan yu waited for me for quite sometime afterall..i am always late la..forever one... hais.. really have to change my habit le...sorrie girls!then go sch... not many came seh... eventually said hi to my whole class... hahaha... then...sat down... soon kevin came...we joke abit... then back to work...

super tired lor we all...we 3 girls from time to time dozing off... at first plan to go daiso today de.. but end up...ade leh... last min our head of department called her..say have to bring her to where the hongkongers will stay...bo bian..go home... wahahha...

sms with ning until my hp totally LOW batt...lucky nvr go daiso..if not confirm alot of ppl cannot contact me..esp. my parents..they will start screaming at me by then.... then.... home le... msg ning online...chatted online...then ard 5 30... i too tired..i tell ning i go slp... be back at 8...steady sia me... i 7 40 wake up... look at my hp... one miss call..one msg..all those not important ppl la..and i didnt care... back to bed.. slp on my BIG tortoise... hugging my small tortoise n pillow... then suddenly feel head veri heavy..i think i got brain cancer seh.. haha

then... woke up...stare at COM again.. i dunno why i stare blankly at com all these while... then... go bath..wanted just to remove make up first but think of it..since in toilet remove make up..mind as well bath..stupid me...then bath le... 8plus nor... back to my room...took my aloe vera... do my mask..cos my pimple is killing mE! then... do le..eat dinner....

off to my room... until now lor.... waited n waited he nvr online... its coming le... practice is important... :D isnt it? wahahhaha.... super bo liao now.. n i left one last pair of nails i can do le... SIANZ! now i painted the base coating color... n i dun wan to move to the next step cos like tat tml i nth to do le...

dunno wan go slp anot...cos not really tired afterall... think i end my blgo here.. nth special happen also.. just tat still have the gulit inside... hais..

sign off

izumiko*suicidaL

1am

6th july 2006

2006-07-04T05:20:00.000-07:00

make up artist for the day...trust my skills? haha
the nite tat i always love
look into my eyes n say u love me..
the girlies! wan yu..how come dun make up? ade n ning

make up done by me..

after they went home..the hair stylist n make up artist

for the day... thanks girls!

wanted her to be gothic..end up she became

a living dead doll..=_=

wan yu with the living dead doll..

the 2 girlies... done by me....

slacking in my hse... love my hse dun u?

given by jon hu.. look at the commerical..

he bought???? omg~

dear diary...

4th july 2006..... sleep at 7:57am..just to sms dad to leave lunch money... then woke up at 9:15.... clean up my room by sweeping n mopping the floor again..... then go bath... wash my clothes.... end up..i was late..anyway..wan yu she late by 45mins she sms me tell me only nvr let ade know... end up...ade reach on time... hahaha....

then...we girls meet up....ass when i was waiting for bus... ade sms me ...as in reply la..cos she sms me ask me where am i i say i waiting for bus...then after sometime she reply...say okie.. n wat happen? cos my mp3 is in my make up kit...then my hp by the side...holding it with my left hand...radiation too big...my mp3 go hay wire! well done..i cant listen to ANY songs unless i use a needle or sharp pointed object... poke into the hole.. and restart my mp3...reboot la... sounds like a computer...my zen vision m spoiling le la...

really need to service it before the warrantly over.... then....reach le..it was like...12? hahaha....meeting time is 11 yet 12 then reach....then...we go food court for lunch... me n ade eat noodles.. i eat mee hoon kuey..*my fav. la cannot replace de* and ade is ban mian.... we eat nor...then tell her stories abt him nor... hahahha....cute rite he??? of cos.. he is my fren!

then... eat le...half way when i am eating... ning called n she reach le...she is on time man..hahaha...good one girl~ then... she sat down..all of us dun recognise her..firstly... she dress VERI simple..t shirt n shorts..SLIPPERS... 2nd..no make up.... 3rd.. SPECS! eh...really seh... ning u in specs dun make up...really veri chio..kekeke....

then..... when i was still eating... why i will eat so slow..cos i always got tis stories telling session to my girls..hahahahaha... then i eat veri slow also la... nvr ask me to eat fast when i eat mee hoon kuey..my fav. food i eat SLOWLY de nor... man man ping chang ma... correct? hahaha

then i told ning tat... recording is sat tis week...but they will be going in the morning 9 plus 10plus.... then she ji tao...said something tat i CHOKE! she say...steady la...u go at 8! i ji tao..CHOKE on the spot.... =_= thanks ar thanks..... gt lunch brk de ma..the most ask them come out during lunch brk.. kkekekekke.... 2 of us veri fond of disturbing them..hu ask them... we got to know their history.. hahahaha

but tis sat confirm going de leh... cos i got something to do.. hahaha.. there.... but dunno....er... nvm... wahaha...we were like in my hse... then at nite le..i was looking thru frenster..then went to miki's page...then i tot of .. OH YA... let them see the testi. written by one of the fan....

ok ...i am going to say the name out for sure....cos she STARE at me for nth... excuse me miss... 2 yrs go... chase 5566...u eventually HAPPILY cut my QUEUE.. now u STARE at me? veri funny rite? i dunno in wat way or sense..she called miki dear? unless really lor... miki own up he is in relationship with the girl i nth to say i give them blessings.... phoebe... pls... grow up.... dun stare at me like nobody's business..i go for the event of hoyu.. not to see ur miki..but to see my frens... who i am not going to mention the names... low PROFILE...

pls la... i am not like u all...101% fan who go every event... who go to media corp early... just to see them... take photos with them..talk to him... joke with them..to others u guys can say to be fortunate to be so close to them...but to me its nth... not becos i know miki... just tat i find it unnecessary to STARE at me when i am having my lunch at mos burger..and i didnt offended any of u...

then nvm.. i saw my girls the testi. all shocked..all complain..hahaha.... well.. words are nt veri nice la...i am not sayin it out..we may sound mean..but the problem is... miki make frens with u all... close to u all... good to u all... does he means alot? ok...i can say i am NOT close to him...i dunno much abt wat he thinks anymore... but unless he really like u... n u n him are together... if not is it necessary to write such thing?

not tat i am jealous or wat...i just find it ridiculous... and funny abt it... well...eventually ...now... my fren n i also know each other a little more le... i even ask him to call me along if he goes to imm alone again.. the next time... i can even go out with my tat fren of my soon or someday... does it mean alot also? to clarify..he got gf le... :x

some fans are too over le... n i keep thinking.. n its super funny...lucky ning u not at the event...lucky u were late.. if not i think u will be SUPER pissed off.. u will go crazy i think...most likely.... i hope those who view my profile...those stare at me when i am at the events... dun take me like an enemy...i dun harm... n pls... miki isnt mine and i wont protect him or say wat...he is mine dun touch him... so...from now on..PLS dun stare at me n stop viewing my profile again n again for nth... some more same person...view again n again...eh.... my profile do until veri nice is it?

back to my day... then my girls went off..my parents soon came back...they said they saw my girls walking out... hahaha...yea.... 2 classmates of mine n NING! haha..regular customer to our hse.... then...i dye hair for them..why? cos both long hair n i can do dying for them.. i do ade de first..cos her one is light hair color... i do her one first..her one veri hard to do... hahah....then i think i spend 1 hr doing her hair? then follow by ning..i took out the whole collection of my papa de dvd...

borrow de borrow...then we took 2 movies out..both horror.. one chinese one thai... we watched the chinese one first.... er... ok... it can say to be comedy n horror.... n X-rated.... but alright la... all 18...er... 2 still 17+++ on the way crawling to 18 le... some more all girls...we dun mind.... then they took turns doing the isqueeze machine.. n the oto die..forgot is wat le..but is like zap la... took turns to do la...eat la...joke la... play la..SLACK...

then they come out with a conclusion... my hse can open hair salon... make up shop... oto/osim branch... photocopy shop.. my printer =_= still got clothes some more...seh...nice? ar... nail art shop... cos i do nails.... dots~~

i everytime alone at hm de leh... jie sometimes go out..the hse belongs to me in the day... nite return to dad n mom...then... i did make up for my girls... one is living dead doll..another is beyonce...*did i spell rite?* watever.. haha....then... straight each of their hair... tired seh... haha...end up i shag..my 2 girls are super GLAM!

wan yu leh...plain normal... she scared later she go hm her mum dun recognise her... hahah....then..took lots of photo.... but i cant post them all..too many le... then... at first i tot of slping again..haha..take nap la... then 2am wake up again..but then..i did my pics n all..by the time..its 11 plus le..then i saw 2 of them online... talk to one of them first...but he seems busy ya? but he say his injury hurts again.... dun overwork... see doc again if worsen ok? road is tough but i am sure u all can make it de....

then another online i talk to another..he super hyper..forever one... no la...i just msg him ask him take care.... and all the best...then end up we start chatting le... but another one..injuried one...say brb..but come back tat time tell me he need to go le..i understand... haha..we chat again ma...u say de... haha... nice guys afterall... then... i say alot of my personal things to him sia..he alo say quite alot... currently he got small problem with his girl..but he say he is ok... dots... why still wan to be so jian qiang?

i say can find me chat if need help..although i am only 18 but love problems.. i can handle de leh...bu yao kan xiao wo! then he laugh..=_= alot la... alot..i think tis is the longest chat i have with him for so many days i know him... time to relax guys... take a small brk... then start fagain...u guys can do better de... ok???

anyway..ning thanks for the songs u sent me...see u on sat seh~ wahaha i will inform the guys de...dun worry.. i make sure we can disturb them... hahaha.... ade n wan yu! join in join in..with Ning ard... confirm veri fun!!! hahahahaha....

end of blog again...

sign off

izumiko*suicidal

5:20am

4th july 2006

2006-07-03T05:15:00.000-07:00

our coffee bean of the day!
xiaowei cuttin her "bday" cake
making wishes with the "candles" on
blowing out the"candle"
tis is wat happen when u put flash wif ur fresh make up
u will get 2 tones...hahaha
i love photo editing
my stupid reflection
our neoprint!

dear diary...

woke up early tis morning....meet up with xiao wei..i was late for 15mins..hahaha..... then....firstly we went off to lido to check out the movies..wanted to watch silent hill but 4pm show...both of us sian half... walk off to cathay....

xiaowei said tis movie campus ghost stories like not bad..ok lor..end up we watch tv.... then..we went to eat pasta mania..my left feet was like...pain! sudden blister.... but i didnt bother i walk for all i wan...

then... after we eat..just nice... 2 30 le...haha...its like we are so clever with dragging the time..... its was like SUPER cold... dots then....wah alot of those KIDS watchin...those secondary...1 n 2... or pri. 6 tat kind.... ok..nvm..come in late nvm... stand there wait for their sits... wah lau...eh..u block our view can!

then nvm...watch half way..either not hp ring... and its like SILENT MODE CAN! i feel like shouting....then nvm..the center LASt round...the who stretch of these young kids...sec 1 or 2 nia... wah lau..ma jiam like their hse like tat..walk in n out..not even watching the movie... then nvm..still play the scaring game.. not funny la huh... cant u kids sit down n watch? waste $7 go inside play.... =_=

as pasta mania also... me n xiaowei sit a a table of 4..we occupy 2... then my side de sit someone took away... i no use ma... so let the person take..then nvm... comes in a grp of girls with one boy... i can confirm.. ONLY sec 1! nvm nor...wat..the guy n one of the girl i think couple? or fren...dunno la.... i think those puppy love kind.which is veri kiddy... nvm...then they take as if their own home....

they know nt enough sits to fit..i think 6 of them..only fits 5... so nvm...the guy pull another chair over... and fits into the empty hole with a chair tat area... n the next moment me n wei think of was.. how i get out later... i ji tao just say..say excuse me lor..tat person eating i also make sure tat person stand up let me out le then eat...super no brain wan lor... just veri dulan ....spoil my mood....

now adays ar... kids really dunno wat are manners.. sometimes u open door for them wah wont say thank u wan nor... as if like its a natural thing tat i should open the door for them.... just cannot tahan.n its like alot of sec 1 n 2 at cine ystd i really gt the urge to ask... " eh..u all dun need study is it" its like..only 1 plus 2 all the kids start coming in...wat we conclude is..they skip sch but like tat skip.... sch confirm come cine liao la... hahahah

but i dun care la.... then in the theatre..sia la..the movie was like EEeee...me n wei alot of screamings.... and wei grab my hand until veri tight... =_= but its really scary... .and its nice... hahaha..... we scream too loud...really loud..... we find it funny after tat....

then went for coffee bean..we chat alot alot..until 7 then we go... then went to guess...wei bought a $70 handbag guess de... take it as a treat for herself...a bday gift.. hahah.... its veri nice...white... n really..SUITS her... haha...we ard 8 depart town area...

took train to marina bay... then back.cos like tat then got sits ma..but i awhile jiu get off...cos dhoby ma... by then was... 8 plus...took train back.... then come home.... eat my dinner... my dad eventually ask me dun mi superband..i was like..HUH! i chasing superband????

ridiculous sia..my fren in the competition i must support de ma..where got ppl dun support de..if i mi superband i will be doing alot of signboards...chasing after them with ning all day le la... bo liao~ i am not a FAN la~~~ i just wan to see which band can make it to the top... wat song they perform..how they perform..i myself next time wan to start my own band de nor...

i got all the professionals ard me... wahahha all i need to do is to train my voice..... keke....then chatted on the phone with ning.. like tat nor...my day ended...haha slp!

sign off

izumiko

5:15am

3rd july 2006

2006-07-02T06:15:00.000-07:00

the artistic photo of mine with flash!
i need to off my lights to get such image..WITH..FLASH
another flash photo in my room
in the car..waiting for dad n mom at hougang plaza with jie

i am having FLU! wahaha

in the car..leaving chinatown..jie drive the car!
in the car...waiting for jie to burn her cd..
another one...took in the car..daylight yet wif flash
the without flash..before i am out..keke
tot of something tat make me feel so blue..
my last artistic photo of the nite..see the blink?

its done by the flash not me... necklace bought

by mummie when she go back to brunei..

dear diary...

2nd july 2006.... blogging in the morning 3rd july 2006 de..but then blogger something wrong...ass... make me have to reblog again n i forgot wat i blogged...nvm..redo!~

hum... woke up at 12.... then wash up..go have my brkfast n lunch? hum...ya..fishball noodles...love it..cos inside got 5 fishballs... wahahaha then got one PIECE of prata with egg..i go eat it..hahaha...too full...toopid me >.<

then came back to my room...at first tot dad n mom will angry me for going out until so late... cos i 11 plus then reach home.. go out with my Missies sure come home late..go out with Xiao wei confirm home early... out with my Sistaz alsoo...my "family" outing also... keke.... xiao wei the best la..haha...early home kid... keke...

then ard 2 plus mummie knock on my door...saying... wan go out go bath...veri late le...going 3 le..i ok lor...i simply took out my t shirt n skirt..n i go bath.... lazy to dress up.... but anyway they went to chinatown..DUN have to DRESS up as well..wan me to die?? due to heat? hahahaha.... lucky...

then went down to daddy n mummie de office first..ok..one is lao ban another is lao ban NIANG..haha.... my cousin who came to singapore not long ago...currently working in singapore..ok... long term staying..or permanent la..i should say.... then.... she wants to tag along...anyway its a sunday..she is not longer living in kuching..so its boring for her on sunday....so came along....jie eventually spend dunno how long just to burn one disc with 20 songs.... with my thumbdrive... seh...now u know the good use of my thumbdrive le ma? hahaha

then.... ard 5pm then reach chinatown..ohohoh! wahahha...gan ma saw me... ji tao..VERI shocked..all dun recognise me...why leh? cos i chio le..no la... dunno why cant recognise me also..but nvm..haha.... bought drinks from her...then go back to my papa de car... jie eventually took over th driving...dad stayed in the office with my uncle..cos he took the 2 cpu from my dad... return him... my uncle do computer de ma... haha...

now my papa office got 3 coms...same at home...we at home also got 3 coms... haha....each one take one..dun fight.... haha.... then.... we go ourselves...can say jie de driving getting better n better.... hais... i dunno when i wan to start learning driving... like veri waste money leh... got license le..but yet dun drive... waste leh.... more over... no car...=_=

i not as active as jie..she everything also wan to learn.. if she wans to achieve something she will achieve it... as in..driving la...mahjong.... pool...billard....alot la... but not studies...=_= i not as skilled as her..the most me is nail art..make up...dressing... nth much le.... but mummie forever dislike my likings for my clothing !!! she keep saying...wah so old de u also wan to wear..mummie!!! its the retro yr!!! n anyway it isnt old also..my mummie think too much.... >.<

then... ookok back to my routine... reach chinatown...walk the renovated area... saw a few youngsters working at this essentials shop... look bengs n i dislike it to the core! i walk pass nia all look at me... i turn n look then stare.. hahaha.... i wont give face to ah bengs nor.... then... walk walk..go up to 3rd level.... walk pass tis hp shop..tis super gangster looking guy with his hair like parrot colors... i look at him he look at him.. i turn away then look again he still looking at me.. i was thinking is he aslp with his eyes open..?? then he smile at me.. i faster walk away...wahaha

eventually jie n mum n my cousin all walk in front of me..no one wait for me de sia... i super lazy to walk ystd la.. n i hate shopping..i mean those real kind of shopping..go shop to shop see clothes n all...one point i hate to try unless is bottoms... tops i hate it..cos my hair will be messy.... :D hahaha....

eventually wat i bought for the day..i bought nuts...aloe vera(eat de).... sweets... and 2 skirts.... wahaha introduction of the day...aloe vera is veri good for skin..eat aloe vera... skin will be away from pimples and blemishes....

i everytime go chinatown...the dunno wat supermarket..first emporium or something..forgot la... spelling also wrong..wahaha...i go in sure take 2 bottles of pure aloe vera...cut hao hao de... put inside aloe vera syrup de..veri nice..hahahha....

after eating got good effects... real good!~ keke.... then.... shop until 6 plus go dinner...wah lau..dunno wat food court...wan buy wat dun have wat... i go buy veggie rice ma... the uncle tico one...ass...

conversation:

uncle: yes xiao jie ni yao ser mo?

me: wo yao fan yi pan..

uncle: ni ji sui?

me: er....18...

uncle: wah...bu xiang leh... wo yi wei ni 15..

me: er..mei you la...

uncle: wah...ni hen mei hor.... xian zai de xiao hai zi yue lai yue mei le

me: er... bu hui la...bu hui...

uncle: ni yao jia ser mo cai..

me: er... long bean... sweet n sour pork... egg...

uncle: gou le ar

me: ah.gou le..

uncle: chi duo yi dian ma... hai uncle jia ca li zi gei ni..

me: er... orh...xie xie uncle...

uncle: bu yao jiao wo uncle la..wo mei you na me lao...

me: *laugh* orh... er... duo shao..

uncle: wo suan ni... $3 jiu hao..ben lai $3.50 de...

me: orh..xie xie ni....

uncle: you tang hor... zi ji na..hai shi ni yao uncle bang ni na..

me: orh..wo zi ji ke yi le... xie xie..

i take le faster walk off..SIAO LANG! >.<>

eventually papa dun wan to drive... he get into the back sit..haha...papa sounds like a retired old man... then got home... eat tian ping bought at hougang plaza...mummie collect specs...papa buy deserts...we 2 girls...jie smoke... stood outside la...hide herself... then she ask me call mummie ask mummie go find daddie at the desert store..if not she will walk back veri fast de...

then jie smoke finish... pass her sweet...then have a little girly chat.. ok la.. i know le..next time i dun drink outside with frens i drink when u are ard ok? hahahha... no worries... as long my CA got distinction ok le... class de test totally not included or to be seen de... just like teacher bo liao..say test JIU test... hahaha.... ok la...over all i flunk 2 test nia... just a small test..no worries...my CA i 100/100 nor!! so... :D :D :D

then go home.... er.... i forgot wat i do... ok..nvm...all i know is i doze off until 11plus wake up... then doze off again 3 plus wake up... then go bath...blogged...1st july de...then 6 go slp... 8 30 woke up... meeting xiao wei ma... then saw her sms...she say her throat gone case... cannot sing k box change go for movie...ok lor.... meet up with her..i was late.... i reach at 12 45..but our meeting time is 12 30..haha..sorrie idol~ kkekeke....continue in my next blog abt my n wei de outing...

sounds like i writing stories.... hum...*wonders* nvm la.. haha

end of blog

sign off

izumiko*suicidaL

6:15am

2nd july 2006

2006-07-01T05:00:00.000-07:00

this is wat happens when the butter splashes..

OUCH! ning! u are so man! haha

our beer! mine and wan yu's yea~ wahaha...
it was suppose to be yong tau hu soup..end uP?? seafood soup
the next tiger beer lady! haha.... chio seh
our food! wahahha..see the meat? nice~
before i am out! yes! i love my day out!
when finishing... our...second round..hahaha...
the start... all go veri high after drinking.miss Ning
Missy NO Link! haha..another seh ka!
Missy Blur! wahaha...she loves eating..sEE! she didnt touch her beer!

dear diary...

1st july 2006.... wow wow wow....ok..lets start....

woke up at 9am...slack in front of com until 9 30....watch superband at 10am while i do my make up... 11am do my hair... 11 45 leave my hse...went to 7-11.. at counter realised i didnt bring my wallet out!! quickly rush home and get it...

therefore.. i was late... my feet wasnt in good condition..ok...blisters la.... change to slippers which totally spoil my whole outfit..but watever..no one cares rite? haha.... then.... met up with adeline only at 1pm... she was late i was slightly earlier.... wan yu also late but she was still early...reach bugis first...

then..me n ade...reach soon after wan yu sms me...telling me she reach le...by the time we found a place at mos burger...sit down and eat..it was almost 2pm.... then eat eat eat... the hoyu superband event ji tao..go crazy...the host ask the fans to scream and shout..alright la...some small entertainment for the fans....

all the fans veri unite seh...i realised.... and it looks and sound funny to me... i was there becos of...3 mr.nice guy...hhahaha...as well...my girls wan to see lucify... ok lor... at first...at 2 30pm..we stand at back stage...sibei happy..no ppl one...we at the door nia.. then we walk off..cos it was early..ning also havent reach..

we go body shop...go u and down to get a good toilet which dun need line up de...go watson.... we go everywhere.... then..nearing the time...seh...our good place is gone... i recognise some of lucify fans la... those famous ones...then i was telling ade n wan yu..who is hu who is hu....each band come out i also tell them who is hu who is hu....

first band was brods... then J3 then lucify then man tou =_= then SOUL! i was like.... pointing ho is who for J3 for abt 3 times... then lucify... eventually i only saw 3 walking up the stage..but end up got 4..shinya...dots... maybe i lost count...kuek didnt attend.... then for mantou...bo liao si le.no one cares abt their interview on stage...

got ione girl n her fren or mom...say...eee...man tou...lets go... i dun wan hear man tou de interview... si bei straight forward sia.... then me and ade heard it keep giggling..but actually our mood veri bad le..u know why???

ok..first we stand properly...thinking wah...good place..good view.. dun need to squeeze.. LIKE SHIT! we end up kana squeeze like siao!!! the girls in front of us...u think u say they ur fren then can go squeeze in? siao wan nor! i last time line up for 5566.... we also make sure we have the right amount of ppl..no less no more!

lucify was up...he was standing at the side... after the interview..he turn ard...look at the fans ...then me and him got a slight eye contact. i didnt smile... i was just looking at him.. his expression told me alot... my fren also realised it..she said i was wrong..i looked at him... without smiling... i turned away... he feel awkward? i guess... smile and turn away... maybe i was too direct... maybe i didnt think for him... he neglected me? but he was busy.. i was just a small part of his fren society...

i was pissed off by the couple as well.... come out for a date...end up..come squeeze with us just to take superband de photo...wat the.....bo liao lor!!! cannot make it.... the bf still ask his gf..squeeze in squeeze in...eh..uncle... can u take a look at our face before u do such a thing? tat is one reason why i not smiling all the way....we hate ppl to squeeze in suddenly de nor!

then tat guy stand in front of me! block my WHOLE view... well done la..!!! i at the back say veri louyd...wah lau eh.... dating jiu dating la..come her kuey sio with us for wat! ass hole! the guy didnt bother nor! contact taking hios bloody photo.... shit him! pls go die!

the event ended..ning ning nvr come...the band walk down.. i wanted to go get alex de.. i ran here n there..i cant find J3... they are too fast...sianz... mission failed =_=then met up with ning we comes only after the event ended...=_= time management can my girl!

then her mood was bad..so am i... but well...someone have to control wat..correct? but lucky i got my girls with me..who ning will be happy with... ade got joker face.. -_-" then...all mood got better...we walk ard..ning was hungry... anyway...we girls are scary today..BUY alot of thing nor!!ade n ning bought hoyu hair dye...the pouch chio sia..too bad i not dying my hair..so cant buy....

then... all their hair dyes with me not becos they forget to take back from me..is bcos both wan me to help them dye... i am their personal hair stylist n make up artist le... well done...we go high n low look for toilet...at last..EDGE de toilet...yes! we play inside the toilet for a veri long time...wahaha..put marscara la... alot la..all i help them.... keke...

then... went down... buy tis n that..... then..... soon..it was 6...eventually we spend abt 30mins in the toilet...just to play with the make ups we have....dots.... haha.... then we took train to marina bay~

ok.... marina bay steamboat..will continue tml... haha... er..the part 2 entry will be after this entry..so scroll down to see my part 2 of today de girls' outing... ok?

end off blog...

sign off

izumiko

5am

1st july 2006

cho beng xiao di! put me, ur da jie, de aeroplane today! ahahaha

2006-07-01T03:30:00.000-07:00

the FREE ice cream we got after steamboat!

its RED BEAN! wahaha..love it~ Missy No Link Eating Ice Cream afTer her Toilet BRk
Missy Ning! weeT! the ice cream is nice isnt it!~
the most ridiculous POSTER! saw it at the mrt station

tanjong Pagar i think... CONDOM!

ass~~ bad influence...no la...ask ppl to have SAFE sex ma..haha

missy BLUR! eating her ice cream n dun care me!

End of steamboat! now..ICE CREAM!

Missy Blind Mice n No Link De Empty Glass! WEeT!

Missy Blind Mice (me) de ice cream in bowl of CHILI!

say BYEBYE! wahahha

see tis guy? the guy we discuss abt at the steamboat

he is cute..but he is CHINA~ haha... Missy Ning

kept saying he is CUTE!>.<

the commercial girl for the BIG PIECE of MEAT

its BEEF!~ wahahhaa...

dear diary...

1st july...2006.... continue ystd de blog..... we went to marina bay....we took bus 400 to zhen fa... nvm...we got down....it was full...so we walk here n there..find sits...and table.. u know wat happen? ALL THE AH BENGS! WORKERS LA! dun even care!! ass!!

we 4 girls were veri pissed off...u ppl can stand there dun care.... ass nor...nvm, nor...we walk and walk...here n there..i was SUPER pissed off...cos.... walk here n there no place... then the workers dunno how to help out de..... then end up...we walk to another side of zhen fa...the STUPID BLOODY MAN! he tell us wat...er... no place le.. u all wait for second round hor... eh...uncle... we wait for second round when we are DAMN hungry? ASs la..GO AND DIE PLS!

we eventually know...we small grp they dun entertain...they rather entertain those who are in BIG grps..EARN more! nvm lor...we 4 girls SUPER pissed off..when walking off...we keep cursing n swearings...cos its like... its not veri nice to walk within the SMOKE and OIL!

then we walk to another part... Chong PANG! yes!! best service ever... although we all know...it is to attact all customers....we walk there nia... the uncle ask how many we said 4..then he is like...this way pls... this table can? then the auntie take over... then the auntie say sit here better...got wind ma... ok?

we super happy seh!!!!wahaha...then she ask...tom yam soup or chicken... actually wan tom yam de..but end up ade say will be VERI hot...so we ok lor.... chicken..then auntie say we can change the soup de...SUPER GOOD SIA!then we...orh... ok.... then i was wondering...cos tat ZHEN FA say cannot bring outside drink in..so ask the auntie where can be purchase drinks..she say got 2...beer another side and all but can purchase all at one stall la... wahaha...

then.... we got 2 tickets...as in coupons la...one is for taking of plates..another is for ice cream...ade when to take the plates..while me and ning went ard looking for plates...BUT no plates available can! all with ade...good one...ade eventually forgot... haha..she ate before la...

then...we took ALOT! ning in charge of meat...while me n ade... yong tau hu n cooked food~ weeT! the environment there is good! sea breeze.... with nice music... good servicing... AND GOOD FOOD! come on lor...even the crab also do nicely for u le...SAME price as ZHEN FA...still got FREE ICE CREAM! which better? OF COS CHONG PANG! got green bean soup as desert nor~ wah lau.... GOOD!~~~ SUPER~

then...we i think... spend abt...3hrs there....we ate a total of 4 rounds! wahaha...we are CRAZY! then tis china gy who served us...ok...all of us come out with a conclusion..HE IS CUTE! ning tot he was local...so its like...first time i ran up to him is to ask him change the aluminium and add soup...then he walk off after changing the "paper" then i look at him...from a distance... wondering SOUP LEH! then he smile and signal me..say wait wait...wahahha.. SUPER funny..

eventually he was shocked when i ran up to him and ask him service....haha.... super funny...i wan to laugh but...cannot..haha.... then... the second time..when me and ade walk to take more MEAT...we saw got tis shield... then we tot of..we 4girls kept screaming n shouting when butter splash onto us.... ok...we are REAL LOUD..its true..ITS PAINFUL! eventually me and wan yu kana most..cos u know why! OUR CHEST ALSO KANA! then ade say..SEE wear low cut de problem!~ =_= me and wan yu seh diao...haha....

then i called out for the guy again..ask him if got tat shield anot..he say ok..wait i go check...he check le..from a distance signal me... then its like.... saying dun have le... then me and ning wanted to know he local or china..cos i say china... ning dun believe..ok lor..i eventually ask him come over..i ask him... are u local? he huh... then i ask again... in chinese la.. are u singaporean? he say no... then i say then where? he say CHINA! YES! i am correct!! wahahaha

the face can see de ma..but well..he really IS cute... the 3rd attempt to ask him serve us FAILED...cos he kept running away...he afraid of us girls le... then soon he got to the table nearby us.. then i tot photos of him RIGHT in front.. HE SHY! i hope..haha...all of us kept thinking he is angry..but from wat i see he not angry..BUT shy... he is..REALLY is...cos the next moment he walk pass to go top up another table de soup..he cover his face... like as if i got cam. wahahha~ super funnY~

then.... we eat eat eat... ard 10pm then leave.... wahaha..ENJOY seh..then we took 400 tot got loop..wah end up we at the last bus stop.. SIA LA! we were stuck there... then bo bian...after some time i said take cab la... go back to marina bay... then end up..got on cab..the uncle say...take to tanjong pagar... nearer.. ok lor...anything... cab fare..$2.40...wahhahaha

then we all shag le... then walk to station...SIA LA... something CAUGHT my EYES! is the CONDOM COMMERCIAL! i saw it onces at jurong east..i was thinking... how coming got 2 goldfish inside de... then i see see...CONDOM i ji tao FAINT! wah lau! wat is this!! if a child ask this i really wan to know how the adult will reply... hahahahaha....

then... me ade n ning got off together at outram...cos all going take purple line...while wan yu taking back to boon lay.... it was really a day out for the girls.... all of us REALLY is HAPPY...although afternoon all of us got slightly pissed off.. Ning pissed off cos her hp back casing gone.... me ade n wan yu pissed off is that...we tot the place we stand we wont get squeeze...END up..we ma jiam sandwich seh.....

hai....reflect back.... thinking abtthe expression he gave me... the coldness in me... i find tat i am wrong...if u do read my blog...sorry... maybe i shouldnt be like tat afterall...as i promised nth changes between our frenship..N i hope... in ur heart n mind.. i do stand a place... although i cant see ur eyes... cos u are wearing sunglasses... but from ur expression... all i can say is sorry... i was too cruel... but thanks for looking into my way... at least u did realised i was there....

ning...ade... i know i am wrong...after u all say so much to me...i realised... i was too harsh....to cruel to do such a thing... i should know how to solve this problem...yet i didnt... i was too foolish... i am not matured enough to solve problems like tat...i should really start reflecting... if i am matured enough to solve the problem... or am i just running away... anyway...thanks girls for telling me the mistakes i was wrong in.... i finally realised it already...

blog of 1st july 2006 part 2 ended.... i need a brand new start..in life...

sign off

izumiko

3:30am

1st july 2006

2006-06-30T03:30:00.000-07:00

my fav. sweet de wrapper.. while waiting for adeline

i finished it... =_=

my lunch of the day..see the no.?its used to be index no.

the wrapper.. sweets gone.. eaten by me n wan yu

dear diary...

its our last day of sch le.... wahahha.... 30th june 2006.... lets see....

8:45am reach school... go for ofa...

9am teacher says... he has got a meeting to go... ok...all have to leave..lesson ends early... almost whole class went to the level 3 lift lobby discuss abt our chalet on 14th 15th n 16th

10am went back..wanted to have our DS session..end up..CANCELLED.... *ass#%#$^%##^%*

10:10am went for lunch brk..only me n wan yu...adeline went for her exchange programme de interview....

11:09am late for class..cos wan yu too engrossed with my grandpa de story i told her..hais..*sadded* then brough bread for adeline who couldnt make it in time for lunch due to the interview....

11:15am to 12am... went for BFD...jokes all the way...i love the way the class was....:) ida sat down beside me...she was "bitchy" = beachy hahahaha

12 to 1pm.... went for AFD... test..on cashbook.... adeline as usual went off early.... cos she needs to see the head of accounting Miss Puah! wan yu n me added nyaa meeting which was like... dragging time....

1:45pm met up with ade again...my mood was spoiled....cos...i was puzzled abt the meeting dates again..cos ade got realwork on 17th n 18th.... members dunno how to co-operated..contact me back if 10th 13th n 20th can anot... and i am giving up already... fail fail~

2:30pm reached parkway k box... our mood was HIGH! books all in hands... HEAVY! sing all kinds of songs...record down all our singings..SUX! esp. mine!

6:30pm left k box...take bus 15... TOO LONG JOURNEY CAN!

7:15pm reach back to tampines de bus stop.... me and wan yu got down... change to 27.... the bus driver WAS GORGEOUS! he is young.... jap looking and COOL~ omg~~~~~~ i was so attracted~~ =_=

8pm reach hougang... took 112 home wanted to go for another k box with my sis n cousin but i was TOO tired to carry on..i tot bath come over will feel better..BUT no... i got slpy... so sms my sis say i am not going le...

ASS k box cannot make the amendments to the no. of ppl..can increase cannot decrease..dun come fake la k box... can change..is up to u all to change only..ASS! i am starting to hate k box!

end of my day.... msged him nvr reply...ass..wan to ask them join us for steamboat de....but missy ning ask in the afternoon le..he say not confirm...maybe after the whole thing need to go practice... bo bian nor...sarah didnt online also..we cant ask her... gathering FAILED! haha.we will have the next time....

went to bed... woke up at 2am... talk to ning awhile..off i go to bed again..4plus woke up... off everything... adjust my music volume... then back to bed..slp until 9am...woke up... slack in front of the com... 9 30am go bath... 10am come out watch superband repeat....i simply love J3 sing ni yao de ai...wahahhaa...

then.... here is a start of my brand new day..OUT with my girls.... next blogging... sessions....hahahaha

end of blog..

sign off

izumiko

3:30am

30th june 2006

2006-06-28T09:00:00.000-07:00

the expo hall...my block facing it!
adeline n izumiko..the les partner!
lao gong * Lao Po!
after sch..waiting for wan yu
we waited too long..so we play with cam
see my eye shadow? its pink...yea..

tried it for the first time..

the room for com! not my room anyway..waahah
inside my lift..bo liao seh..wahhaa..going to sch
my sch stadium...ran 6 rounds.. end up..FAIL!
the pathway....scary? abit la...but its nth! haha

dear diary...

28th june 2006.... late for sch as usual...as missy no-link say de... i am always late! haha...ok la..sorrie la~sorrie~~~ hum....then...went to sch..it was...er.. AFD ....i gave my teacher a VERI bad attitude...becos of the incident the day before...stupid! its my AFD CA today...ok.... was like...not even worried? but when its nearing... i am scared...=_="

then.... er...eventually i got alot of wrongs in the previous test..NOT becos i dunno.. IS she mark wrongly! i miss one of the question..so everything wrong.... watever sia! then..she say... " christine dun think of walking off" i ji tao reply her " i take question paper la!" woow~ first time i so rude to teacher..but she really get on my nerves le... for nth find fault at me!

then lesson end early..she say wan to see me... then ok lor..i sat down..i let her see my corrections...she ask me if i really know anot..i just nod my head.... then she ask me how come just now she wan to teach me i walk away ..i just reply her...just now u teaching cho beng... so i walk off.... she bwg.... correct ma..she teaching other ppl i go off first la...wrong meh? funny wan leh....

then...after tat...walk off... then...kevin no calculator...so xin yee go ask from teacher.... then we waited outside nor..then walk off....soon without xin yee kevin and boon seng...cos we girls hungry... then intend to go buy toast bread...if not later do half way...our stomach... weet ! wah...everyone hears it..canot!

so went to cafe 1 buy le...then.... when i walk out someone call out for me... is liang guang.... our adriano in class..REALLY look like sia... wonder if they cousins? haha... anyway..he ask me wat time exam..i say 10am..he say..wah lau.... kevin bluff me...i say aiya..kevin everytime like tat wan... he dua kang! haha... the liang guang laugh...then we say byebye and see u later... haha... then we girls eat and walk to the theatre whereby we have our CA....

it was early...we sat down in one big grp..with the girls la.... then chit chat..then saw MR Ng!! our OFA teacher...wahaha we love him sia!~~ keke...he is a VERI nice teacher~ then he say relax...dun scared...go in do...hand in...veri easy one~ wahaha... we kept laughing...then he say today no ofa...WEET! after exam can go out eat le! before tat i was telling ade and wan yu..lets go expo eat bk la... since end early... then we okok...set le... then end up..all say go east point eat...half a class of QB...

then ok lor...then went in for test..i use my hand clean off the rubber shadding la...then i swing too hard...my eraser drop...mr ng saw it help me pick up..i keep giggling...mr ng also...funny seh...swing swing swing until drop...keke.... then... i do finish le...i got stuck at one part la..but over all its ok....

then went off...i lazy to walk nor...wah..wan to walk to east point? COUNT ME OUT! its like..the sun ma jiam free wan! VERI big nor~ then we took bus... my cho beng xiao di and his frens..ok la...also my fren...walk in front... felicia and her grp walk behind.... then we catch up behind...concession leh...can use dun use...waste money rite? wahahha...

then...we walk walk walk...nearing bus stop le...wah...38 suddenly drive pass...we girls WHOLE grp use run wan..the guys all walk veri fast nor! then... ran up..i ji tao...tired...wahahha.... then reach le.... er.... me ade and wan yu walk over.... go eat BK...then cho beng xiao di they all go eat KFC.... wahahha....then...at BK...wah...the auntie who is serving..SIBEI CHIO! really! veri pretty...then order le..i saw simei de 2 malay student whom i saw the day before walk pass BK...me and wan yu both saying...wah...the guy in blue polo tee de VERI YANDAO! pls lor..tis is the first time i say a guy yandao seh!!!!!malay some more!

then.... wahaha...then he keep walk pass...then i kept looking...REALLY! he is yandao! i think chinese also lose to him.... really~ er...okok....then we eat le...xin yee call me..ask me when are we..i say we at Bk..then she say they at KFC... wan come over anot..i say we eat half way le... cannot le...so..nvm nor... then we eat finish... we girls walk over to say hi first..if not veri mei you li mao....

nadiah got shocked when she see me at the glass door...cos its like an arc...cannot see de..then i there she shocked...then they kept asking us to go in..but we wan go pets safari... then..ok lor..go in while...wah..half a class of QB lor.....then say hi awhile...then we say we go pets safari first...then all got excited...wahaha...

i ji tao shocked! cos change alot lor... east point...the whole stretch of pets safari become one shop...dots.... faint seh.... nvm...we went..look ard..wan to look at puppies de... then see see.. OMG! we heard dogs barkings...we follow the sound...then we saw..WAH we go crazy! COS TOO CUTE LE! i saw a little one...er... forgot wat le... its a cocker... female...2months old...SUPER CUTE! i love it alot alot alot~

its like..in love~ then we walk over to another side...wat we saw??? PODDLE! big one! black color...but hor..kana CUT OFF! er...tat one nor... tai jian le~ ke lian...but its veri nice!~ veri~ then i bend down... wat i saw? 3 puppies..SUPER CUTE..i tell ade...ade go CRAZY! wahahha.... we are so crazy over the puppies nor~ but its like...WEET~

soon medeleine they all also come over..kevin they come in...wah...NOISY! haha...ok la..but i enjoy alot...didnt know my class can be so fun... :) i love my class..ALOT! then.... after some time... me n ade n wan yu walk off...ass...kevin they all huh...at escalator call out for me...think i dunno..i look up..saw medeleine..she smile at me then i know le..i ji tao laugh out loud...haha...

we went toilet... wah... its like...this toilet cleaner...auntie lai de la...ade n wan yu went in..another was occupied...this cleaner she ask me... ur sch no toilet meh? i say got ar... then she say...how come dun in sch use toilet come here use... i ji tao...wah the... then i say... we come here 1 hr plus le AUNTIE... then she shake her head... say wat... sch got toilet dun use..come here use...

sia la.... ade come out her face BLACK! then i go in..i come out she fierce seh..i ask..oh u heard the conversation ar...eventually is confirm can hear de la..the toilet so SMALL!dots... i ask stupid question.... then... ade say..tat time she come also like tat..her frens n her go tat toilet...then the auntie slping... then they abit noisy nia...the auntie scold...say wat... cannot see i slping is it..make so much noise for wat...

then when walking out..the auntie is there..i ji tao say out loud.. NEXT TIME DUN USE TIS TOILET ALREADY! we also human need TOILET de nor! i also ji tao angry le... then i say unless the AUNTIE DUN USE TOILET LA..need TOILET also tahan until home then USE LA! siao wan leh! spoil our mood...we wanted to happily go see shoe de.. END up... tat auntie la! ASS!

then we walk walk...the time is nearing le... but we didnt care...wahaha.... whole grp... cho beng they all went back le...we big grp of girls...and include kevin and boon seng... all stay ard...until ard 1pm then go back...lesson start le..haha...we one big grp..in the bus... kevin SUPER funny... anyway..before tat at the bus stop...kevin show me the videos abt the dares he and his frens play la..SUPER violent and disgusting...haha...

the bus situation was... adeline was like sitting at the front sit where got 3 in a row de... she was sitting alone with a primary sch boy... then... kevin and boon seng just nice..no place to sit..but if adeline get up... sit with rohaidah opposite... then kevin and boon seng can sit...so she got up sat with rohaidah.... then kevin seh..cos he tot can sit wif adeline..haha!

then we start disturbing kevin..kevin go act as sissy...gay la! conversation starts...

kevin: *sissy tone* hello... *look at the primary sch boy*

school boy ignore...

Kevin: *sissy tone* hi...*continue look at the boy*

school boy: *look at kevin and giggles*

Kevin: *sissy tone* hello boy... hi~

School boy: laugh even more...

Kevin: erm..my name is christine.. *sissy tone* (ass use my name)

school boy: laughing his hearts out from the inside

Kevin: how are u... *sissy tone*

SUPER ACTION LA! wahahah.... we all laugh like siao...the primary sch boy...reach his stop he faster gt down..wahaha..SUPER FUNNY! then after tat kevin change target..he say...lets sing to the lady in front of medeleine...behind of xin yee.. AH MA lai de... then he sing alot of stupid songs... like yue liang dai biao wo de xin... alot la.! all describe the lady de... then... he say..wah see until veri xin ku...the ah ma also veri xin ku le! haha...

wah...the bus trip...really..was funny! half the bus is QB nor...the noise is 101% QB nia de... wahaha...then reach le...we get off the bus...wah...the bus empty... and QUIET! then we BIG Grp like tour grp seh...visiting simei ite... then cross the road... kevin la...1 2 3 go..the car come...carine and boon seng calmly walk over..sia la..COOL MAN!

then we girls walk...alot of noise wan... kevin ji tao say...wah...u all cross road ma jiam wan ur life like tat...scream n scream..haha~~then.... we walk back...sia la...kevin suddenly from behind... walk veri fast to infront... SUPER SISSY! VERI FUNNY! then... i kept laughing!~

then kevin...super like to act sissy sia... Er xin! but cute and entertaining la... wahahha.... ystd was REALLY Fun... and i hope such thing will happen again! haha....

go back to class...lesson end veri soon... then go BFd...lesson also veri slack...2hrs doing roleplay... grping la... then 4 grps stay with ms chan...3 go to mrs heng...LUCKY! my grp stay with ms chan.... then...we finish the scripting at 3..then slack all the way...joke with ms chan...sia la...in the evening on my way home i sms ms chan... cos she gave us her no. then she ask we all to send her sms..tell her who we are...then she save our no. then i sms her..she reply me sia..

when she reply me..i super happy... happier than any superstar who replied my sms...i dunno why..i just like tis teacher alot! then chat with sms... veri cute lor ms chan..haha... she say she wont forget me..cos i got my big eyes and i am pretty..dots... she veri nice! i really love her lots!

ade now is my les partner... confirm alot of ppl will think..who tat lao gong is... not miki.. not alex..not NIQUE! haha... is...ADELINE! keke..my baobei seh.... we are the les partner in sch.... :D so... pls..dun doubt my nick in my msn... THANKS! :-)

got to go bath le.~ later doing nail art~

sign off

izumiko

9pm

28th june 2006

2006-06-27T00:30:00.000-07:00

dear diary...

no pic for today again....hum.... today...woke up late...ard 6am then wake up...i drag and drag...hais.... i am always late for sch nowadays...i dunno why.....just finish my script..YES! its complete! and i eventually got the script done...and the script is like...9pages only!

good..no more lenghty le... hais...attached the wrong file la..no wonder teacher repeat my grp de mistake..and i find it veri thick..now i know why le... my black ink no more le...so..all my script is PURPLE ! well..i love purple...members...cannot choose...but to accept the script... :) hum.... no relfection tis time round i dunno ok anot...hais...hopefully teacher dun care abt the reflection...

then..today..late for OFA...also nth to do..now got new name le... for me cho beng and jon HU! me is tutu... .ass.... jon Hu called me tat and i call jon hu dumdum...cho beng is ...bengbeng xiao di! haha...cute name rite? he started it first...so i carried on...he is my xiao di..i am his da jie...wahahaha but he older than me by 17days...dots....

xin yee got alot of days nvr come sch le...hais...dunno how sia she...confirm like tat... out of simei liao...dunno why...i realised ite is fun..but how come she dun wan come sch? and i hate JC students now..STOP LOOKING DOWN ON ITE STUDENTS! WE ARE BETTER THAN U THESE BRAIN DEAD PPL!

hum..today got pe...ASS i failed my 2.4km! when i am like... ok...see ar.... darren he round...position 9.... and his timing is 15mins plus le... then we girls...i 39... i 19mins... adeline...69 she 20mins...eh! wat the hell!!! me and sakina there was like...wah lau! how come fail!! everyone start complaining le..cos eventually we PASS! even my sit ups also lor...over 18 or 19 jiu hao le...wah lau..all of us aim bronze only lor..i veri good i do 29 times of sits up le nor! can do more de la..but u know lazy and dun wan so pia over NAFA...

ass la..teacher say...becos the sch wan all students to get silver..NO bronze... then all angry leh... all say keep retest lor..keep fail lor until NAFA offically over...see wat can they do... but all of us scared fail module la...got rocking climbing coming...die seh... i afraid of heights...worse..swimming.. i learn 4 to 5yrs of swimming now wan meet learn everything from basic again? STOP WASTING MY TIME!

simei ite sound like a kiddy school.... watever la...i dun give a damn.... i am going to argue my way thru sia...its irritating! hum..tml is my accounting CA le..and i dun intend to study cos i dunno how to study accounting....double entry...t-accounts..i all know le...tml go do...correct or not is up to the teacher le.... rite?

today in sch i damn unhappy abt AFD... my teacher for accounting..she...eventually called us back early for lesson...she took 30mins of our brk away..nvm...she late some more...11 45 then reach...eh... tot u say cannot waste time? no time already? then how come late for 15mins? nvm..got into class she start screaming le... wat..those wearing pe t shirt... from now on i dun wan to see it..bring to sch to change into ur pe attire only before pe...stupid rite???

i already veri angry her for calling us back 30mins earlier... then nvm... do all the t-accounts...her anger gets from bad to worse..but i dun give a damn..until the last....30mins i think...we gave us all a short test...nvm lor... we do..then ade finish first...she was like...telling me dun take the 2 worksheet le..cos its repeat de...teacher waste paper..i was like ok...and we were like talking loudly...and teacher eventually stare at us and shoot adeline say wat.... "tml test u sit beside christine hor..then give her all the ans" wah! i damn damn damn DULAN CAN!

adeline only tell me dun take the worksheets again...adeline say she nvr give me ans... i du lan i look at the teacher i say back.. she nvr give me ans lor... then teacher nth to say ...keep ask me to do... wah...my mood damn bad lor..i finish the last entry..i hand up..douglas give me the paper..i see le also wan to throw away..dunno repeat how many times liao the paper....

so i gave it to wan yu...i ji tao slam the chair nor... i dun even care! one thing i hate most is i kana accused for nth.... so..if someone accuse me for nth... i will remember tat person for life and HATE tat person for LIFE! so..now...i offically announce..i HATE my accounting teacher... also known as my FORM TEACHER! dun make use of us students to boost ur reputation...!! think i dunno wat u lecturers are up to? pls la...can see wan la!

give one bloody face everyday...stupid ugly old woman! i hate u! tis is not the first time u accuse me of copying! if i wan to copy i wont be so dum let u catch! and why must i copy!!! i got my previous test full marks she dun even give a remark... while adeline and wan yu de all got.... why? cos she think i copy again! FARK LA! dun look down on me...my accounting CA marks come out..pls dun come por me after tat..

now my teacher is like licking adeline de shoe... keep por-ing her... wah lau..cannot make it.... simei ite..environment good....peeps good.... some teachers good..but pls... mainly teachers sure got motive wan! wat for! be a teacher and have motive? pls la...dun into teaching... just get lost.... not becos of the sake of money...salaries... remarks from students.... then come and teach la....

cannot make it wan lor..i hate my sch!!!!! HATE IT! ok...i vent all my anger out le..... then...er... ning eventually help me out with my script aditing today... on the phone..thanks girl..u really did help alot! thanks! indeed her english is forever tat good!!!! hahahahahha....

i had made my decision le... but still as i said i wont say it out first.....when time is here...i will say it.... end my blog le...

ningning once again...thanks... for helping me out...

sign off
izumiko
12:30am
27th june 2006

2006-06-26T01:50:00.000-07:00

dear diary...

no pic? cos my cam batt low today...so..didnt take pic of anything in my life today.... went to sch...i was early today...while my girl wan yu was late..her 10mins = 20mins nvm...so i waited for her....

soon she came...we both walk to interchange and look for hamtaro... er...ok..adeline....she eventually got choosen for the exchange programme to hongkong... for 4 months..i will miss u de... if i can go i also go le..but mummie dun allow..so bo bian....

in sch...super active...today teacher say abt my grp de role play script..i then realised...after all i am not good enough... hais... i failed to be a good leader ba... and i dunno how... hais.... i suddenly loss interest in everything... cant find my own direction in life....

well..but i only can fully express myself in blog here...so... saddness all comes in here... i know i may sound emotional here...but imagine...everyday in sch..i act as if i am totally fine... i am a happy go lucky girl...cheerings with my frens... saying hi and bye to every one in my class... jokes... laughters... as usual..i am like tat in sch again....

some how i tot alot today in sch..on bus... walking... watever...as long as i am alone i think alot.... and i somehow made some decisions? wat is it i wont say it until i am REALLY determine to.... hais.... my road has been planned by my parents... can i say my dreams shattered? maybe i can... maybe i cant.... without love i feel fine...but yet i feel alone.. but i feel care free... i cant commit into a relationship now i guess...

tis is the first time i dun wish to fall in love...and i dunno why..someone in my mind i cant give up on? or is it... bcos i am too stubborn.. or is it...i am running away from some reality? until now i havent found my ans..but i hope i can get the ans soon...cos..its torturing... it is.....

today get to know someone new..ok...ning i know u angry tat i got his msn add...sorrie..next time i will tell u in advance.. ok? sorrie abt it..sorrie.... hum...chatted wif him for a while...cos he needs to go off soon.... hum...veri veri frenly person...really...someone who is veri emo also... as in..someone who loves to put lots of emoticons... i dunno why...

nice knowing u.... :) then...today...reach home quite early ba.... in sch...joke with jonathan hu and dominic... 2 stupid yet funny guys.... i really have to thank the ppl ard me...who really brought laughters to my life.... when i am down.i am lonely i am sad...i was crying...i can hear all the laughters...the jokes...everything...

all of u were there for me... esp. adeline... jalaine and NingNing... nini jie... chang chang mei... the guys ard me... thanks for being so lame in class... esp. jon hu! my tissue paper.... all the care and concern from my classmates...the malay babes! teachers who joke with me...

i should be satisfied le ba... i think... afterall i have all of them with me... i shouldnt take it for granted..all those unrealistic stuff...i wont think of it le... esp. well...all i can say is... maybe some ppl has to get out of my life... and some ppl should start coming in.... oh ya..and mr.cho beng... my idol...guang liang sg version... thanks for being such a nice fren...

always jio we girls go k box...BUT u guys keep the mic... haha.... but i really love going k box with all of u.... so enjoy...lots of jokes in the room.... and ur fren...jacky wu... make me thinks of it..i really wan to laugh.... :)

maybe i should give up on the star making and heart shapes making... will he accept it afterall? will he keep it..and when he sees it he remembers who gave it to him? remember i was his fren? maybe its hard... but i am trying.... whenever i see the stars and heart shapes...my heart starts to hurt... i dunno why..i kept thinking...its not worth it after all? or is it i think too much again?

i am not sure.... hais... feel like crying but my eyes are tired..i am tired... shut my eyes... run away from everything... say hao le... he coming online tonite...i mean the new fren... i know.... but he until now also nvr online..tonight dun wait le..i am tired too....

end of blog...

sign off
izumiko
1:50am
26th june 2006

2006-06-25T00:40:00.000-07:00

my tortoise... cute ba...wahaha...2months old le..
after their bath... benben hide in shell cos i brush

her body!

there u are..she come out le...wahaha...lovely ba
with my new jacket on...try wearing it..wahaha
ah..another pic of my tortoise..cute ba...
my $35 jacket..nice? thanks mummie...
hais...dunno take so many pic for wat... >.<
the reflecting with my stupid dressing...wahaha
to let everyone see how my jacket looks like on me
thinking and wondering...hais... why is it i miss him

dear diary...

dun wish to blog much..went out... shopping at park way.. walk walk...saw a jacket..nice...try le...buy it... mummy pay...then walk walk... er.... nth much happen..but just tat... i realised...as usual uncles will look at me as if i am an ailen...

sickening... kept having to see pervert uncles..smiling at me... wave at me... talk to me..FOR! ass....

got home...ate dinner... go my room and hide le... sms them in the afternoon...only one replied...u know who u are la..i dun wan to mention names le... i tired liao.... then.... alright la...tat shows he appreciate it... :) thanks for the reply....

then.... like tat nor...my day ended just like tat... suddenly dunno wat should i do with my life..its like..NTH to do.. exams...test...studies.... hais.... er...blog for 25th june 2006 end... nth to blog... 26th june 2006...will blog later...

hais...

sign off

izumiko

25th june 2006

12:40am

2006-06-24T05:00:00.000-07:00

see tis! its sly's album de BACK cover!
now...the front! omG~
my wound..ass..its getting from bad to worse each day

how sia~

this is an interesting pic..wat is tis?

its the girls' toilet sign in my sch..level one..toilet

near campus heaven ...wahahahha....

me myself and i... early morning..

before to sch before i change into uniform

me n my girl! ade~ wahaha...today's neoprint..

sibei act cute sia ADE~

the last..its the INSIDE of the album..i love it!

dear diary...

24th june 2006..... out today..go where? K BOX! went to Paradiz and sing.... with cho beng and his 2 frens whom we totally dunno..me and ade wonder how come cho beng nvr intro at all!! haha....

nvm..got one guy his fren nah...wah..SIDE view...KUEK...FRONT view...douglas... overall...quite YANDAO!~and his voice sound so like Wang Lee Hom! and its nice~ today cho beng VOICE BREAK! wahaha...

i was again late today to meet ade...then go k box together...at first tot of saying..meet at 1 go lunch with ade then walk to paradiz find cho beng... end up leh..i was late..i ard 1 45pm then reach... ok..i am VERI late i know..but ADe so nice wont mind de rite? i realised my time managment is going for BAD to WORSE.... damn it...

then i sms cho beng tell him go into the room sing first... then sms me the room no. its 89...we walk up...turn...wah piang...just at the door and its room 89... me and ade SHOCKED...haha... then ade go look into the window... she say saw one girl...i ji tao..i remember bengbeng say... 2 guy frens ma... then cho beng saw me he walk out then i ask is 2 guys rite

then he say ya...then ade..PAISEH! haha..... before tat we went to atm...ade take money... then go eat mos burger...then... go buy my SLY ALBUM! then walk pass yamaha... and its like.... BASS~ but... $1000+ nor! siao lang sia... i ji tao..GIVE UP... haha.... *pls dun think i go find him..I DIDNT*

then.... ystd yamaha close le..me n my girls we go walk...then look at the displays of guitars...electric de..wah..the black one caught my eyes.... really nor..ITS SUPER NICE! while missyjelly she wan the heart shapes with yellow base color de guitar...cute is cute..but.... er.. haha...

oh anyway..today at paradiz i saw miki's guitar... wahaha..performing guitar.... wah...and the casing is PINK! me and ade see le...weet! in love with it... wah..super nice nor..the shop got a few guitars... got amp got wires....meant for band de things de ba the shop i forgot the name...anyway...the guitar i say look like miki de....cost $790...CHEAP NOR! ok la..cause i eventually compare bass and guitar de price together..but really seh..TOO EX! i remain as vocal hao le....wahahah

my talent is my voice..i cant do anything abt my hands! my hand cant compromise..my left hand hate my right hand..my right hand despise my left hand...cos u know why? cos my right dun like left... cos they are like mirror image..and my right hand thinks tat my left hand copied...so right hand thinks left hand is a copycat..so right hand dun fren left hand..so now... i come to a conclusion... they dun compromise... :)

a grp of us going for jue dui and now i think of it..i am someone who cant memorise lyrics..who cant sing without music..HOW AM I TO JOIN! first round audition...sayounara~ if i really get it...ppl whom i know..i ALL TREAT MAC! er.... ok...mei you kan tou de wo...wahaha....

then... today k box...2 to 7pm.... $99 ++++good no. eh? haha.... and i take k box card for dunno how long le..only got 58 points nw...WAT THE...... hum.... ythen after singing... went back to ps..me and ade go dinner..then NEOPRINT! wahhahaa.....then adeline! stop thinking we will go SHOPPING! haha.... and stop thinking... we will take PHOTO with ... my CAM! *faint*

today adeline wear until veri sunshine seh... slippers somemore... wahhaha...i today...got my jean jackets on.... my mickey mouse top...my skirt... my HEELS! veri long nvr wear my green heels le...so wore it today.... and me and adeline aimed NIKE DE STUFF LE! esp i am for NIKE de brown leather bag with PINK print... i think $80.... or $90 i forgot le... veri nice~~~

oh...the girls toilet sign..SUPER LAME...me ade and wan yu walk down by the staircase at the edge of business block.... then...nvm we got down...then walk and saw xin yee who always dun come sch de.... then.... we walk walk and talk talk..i think is i saw or ade saw it first...we both laugh like siao! then i took it down..its real FUNNY! draw one girl there..t.hen write..ladies toilet.... *faint* creative sia!

then ....we went home ard...9 plus...ade went back to her sengkang house today... so we went home together.... i super tired nor... VERI tired.... and my cousin come to singapore... wan to work here... but her living.... troublesome..today she in our hse.... STAY!

sian nah! i veri tried but i doing my aloe vera mask cant slp~ hais..end of blog~

sign off

izumiko

5am

24th june 2006

2006-06-23T06:50:00.000-07:00

dear diary..

23rd june 2006....today's blog will be a VERI interesting blog.... alright....hum.... first my day in sch...i was late as usual...so my girls waited for me at the interchange....then.... worse thing is HEAVY RAIN!...lucky i wear my campus shoe to sch..BUT... all wet inside...cos...as u know tampines GOT no DRAIN! all the ground got FLOODED...and wat happened? my shoe drown.... wahahaha

then.... walk to meet my girls at the interchange.... si bei jia lat.... but lucky my hair was fine..wahahaa....important is my hair and face...if gone case..i confirm take cab go home dun wan go sch le...wahaha.... then...reach sch...8 45 like tat..ok..it was like...lesson started for 45mins le...as usual...we are always late for computer lesson (ofa)

then..... after tat...eventually it ended early...so we girls went for brk early also...cos after our ofa is brk ma...so we just go eat nor.... and our brkfast of the day...is.........JI ZHOU! *jay zhou bro* no la... chicken porridge...... wahahah...our fav. food if we are eating early......

then tried to contact xin yee but cannot..dunno where she go...teacher target her like target terrorist like tat...any time see her..just SHOOT! wahahaha.... seh...xin yee in deep trouble le..... i am good... i'm a gd student..i go sch everyday..but i dun do homework...wahahahha...yea....:)

then.... after lunch brk...ya...ass i got no mood for bfd la... i ji tao flunk my second retest again.... and my page 3 of unit 3 is gone~~~~~ cos i put my book in the toilet table..dunno it is wet..off i go into the cubic... then... sayounara~~~~ tat page n my notes...WET! i think i will take my girls ..one of their book reprint a new book out..now my BFD book like rubbish!

then... after test.... go for AFD... which is known as accounting fundamental.... blah blah blah... i dunno wat is the D stands for..... then....go into class..my wound was like...EEEEEwwwww..... then...my class..i think almost whole class...asked abt my hand...wah..i didnt know they so caring...eventually...jonathan HU also veri cute..he wan to disturb my hand but yet.. he ask me take care of my hand well...

then eventually my AFD teacher wans to see me... also known as my form teacher la! tat ass....ha.say my work not consistent..one week test..okok..then second test cannot make it...then 3rd test..ok again...n my AFD teacher starting to make noise le ba...wahahaha...

then...did my AFD test...now everyday also got test ...ass~ then... i had my grp meeting... hais.now i feel tat BFD project is boring..wahahha..... then... discuss le..go slack...slack le..times up go OFA de continual assessment... exam... test la test la... like common test like tat.... then.... wahaha...kevin index no. just beside me... as in... odd no. so.. sit at one table...he cannot make it one..kept asking me..i ji tao have to look out for that SISSY teacher...

SUPER sissy nor!!! wah...see liao also canot tahan....well... my ONLY mistake is.... my autoshape i go entralised it... the rest all correct...pls ar... dun fail me or let me get B for ofa seh..its veri diu lian wan nor! then...test ends at 4pm...then wan yu went home with me.... now the interesting part is here.....

ok....me and wan yu reach my hse was like...erm... 5 plus le...then reach my hse..both of us still slowly slowly...nvm..i gave her the towel...then...she go bath first...i die die also need to use my own toilet de...cos all my things inside....then..she bath hao le...mean while cho beng added me..somehow i dunno how...wahaha...maybe he got it from fiona.... then.... he ask me abt the k tml...its like... ok..my stupid... missy wei working...at first she say k lunch...cho beng agree with it nor...end up missy wei cannot..she need to rush to work if she like tat go sing k lunch...

before hand i called cho beng...end up nvr pick up...then after confirm with cho beng...at home...ard 11 30..i called adeline...SHE nvr pick up...eh...sia la... wat the.... tml morning i calling adeline...again...to double confirm..if not put aeroplane...wah....cho beng will hate me forever..then during jue dui superstar... i cannot be his first 101% fan holding signboard le...wahaha...

i realised i got alot of talented frens ard me..but i am the one WITHOUT talent...got la..my talent is sing old song..and missy wei eventually say my voice is suitable for old song..dun expect me go jue dui de audition sing old song? OMG! i am only 18!! and i a sounding like i am from the 70s....

hum.... ah! met up with nini jie ba...then.... its like...i reach PS at 8 when i told everyone 7pm...wahahaha.... ok...1hr late...toopid ningning... u nvr tell me ur fren drove u there..if i know i wont take my own sweet time le... >.<

then.... went to see the event..before tat i went to mac that side..which is.... the event the back stage there...i duno even where the back stage is... cos i was blur...kept looking out for my fren... and..when i was like...walking the path way thru.... i was veri shock...stun and yet still blur... i saw J3 de vocal..forgot his name... kuek.... milubing.... wah...i saw kuek i stun...i was like... keep staring...eventually i stare at J3 de vocal more! cos its like i cant imagine...eventually 2yrs ago... at the free concert...we saw their previous band..justify...OMG!

he got cute look!!! so cute~~~~ ass..Missy Ning know J3 and i know lucify...*faint* Missy Ning know J3 de Nic.... and i know Lucify de MISAKI~~~ *lame*

sia la..i dun even know ning know Nic..and she know junyang also... she got junyang personal frenster acct. 1 n 2.... the...=_=

ass..Ning now then u tell me u got contact Nic... wahahha...then before hand when i was late...i sms mickey... i ask him when is their performance...start..middle...end? then he reply start i ji tao... complain to my fren...

wan yu cannot tahan...then reach le... i stand there...wah..i dunno spend how long finding NingNing... wahaha..and i sound like a fan last nite...STUPID ME! i shouldnt... its so lame!! and ridiculous~ then saw ning le..met up with nini.... then...wanted to walk to another side see de..but end up... er... split up?

and superband performance tonight is......... stand on stage...say HI... shake their body abit...then byebye.... =_= and i rush down like hell..then they got off the stage..me ning, wan yu and ade... we went off...go eat...wah..damn it...HUNGRY~ wahaha...

then we go basement le..i call mickey..he put down my call..i think anther person who thinks it message like jalaine.. vibration jiu shi sms..not call...-_-""" rbut then..HE CALL ME BACK~ wahaha..first time la... anyway i also nvr call him wan unless urgent matters...

BUT my matters forever last min wan seh.... ah...then he say....ya? i say.... eh.... when is exactly ur performance....then he say...orh..finish le... i ji tao HUH! ffinish le... he say ya...stupid right? wahaha..i was like...=_= then he say orh...we go off le... then i say orh... ok lor... then he reply... ok? um...byebye... *happy tone* sia la..why so happy? i run here and there...er..i run here and there becos i cant find Ning la... she is SMALL ystd.....

then...me and my girls was like? huh? end le? all got the same reaction...then we kept thinking...why are we here? eventually we only see the side view... -_-" lucky nvr intend to go early line up..if not...really..NOT WORTH IT! heng ar... we are not fans...wahahahha....

ok la..ningning..sorry la..i know something u dun like...then i end up..still do it..and i was late..i think u wont understand..BUT nvm..soon u will...wahaha....

wahaha..i fell aslp at 12 plus with my make up on... and i woke up at 4 plus...6am i went to bath...ji tao..my time is a switch over.... dots.... i spoilt another pair of fake nails le...-_-" and i starting to feel heart ache.imagine i spends hours do it..then now i spoil it....cannot canot...i wan to buy all equipments again... and tart doing my nail art le.... if not by then really...all my fake nails gone then die... wahaha....

eventually i heard something wrong NING that make me pissed off..someone 2 TIMER! ass... and somemore is a GIRL! my FREN! hais...cannot make it...2 time 2 time..if lonely then brk up with ur guy who is in NS now... and be with someone who is NOT in NS now... so scared of loneliness..i wonder..for the pass...dunno how many yrs..how u survived... ass..i didnt know my fren will eventually 2 time... ITS VERI UNEXPECTED!

ji tao..eyes now half open nia..cannot le..think i go slp.... tml have to wake up early.... superband! i wan to record ai qing bo ji....ass they sing sly de songs... now i find sly songs all veri nice...and i am intending to BUY sly de cd now..dun care how much i will just buy!! wahahha...

pls ar...ade... pls pls pls..dun put aeroplane... i dun wan stay at home tml..ITS BORING~~ end of blog...

sign off
izumiko
6:50am
23th june 2006 *blogged on 24th june 2005 dawn*

2006-06-22T09:00:00.000-07:00

i am angry..VERI ANGRY...

this blog is going crazy!!! i am seeing something tat i dun wish to see... eventually some ppl tot i was serious abt it and say me behind my back!

now u finish making use of me..pls...get lost... now u got wat u wan... then just get lost! dun have to carry on like tis..u are such a hypocrite...

i really cannot believe it that ..i trusted her..end up..i realised i was being make use of .... and its like... omg! why why why!!

forget it la..wan to know them thru me just own up!! dun fake! and ask ur fren to shut up..i did nth...if she cant take the jokes..then jolly well dun read my taggies..

all along i had never tot such things will happen between us..but now... u cause me to move away..i think u are veri happy now...celebrating maybe... go know him for all i care...

go find him la! go take his no. la! contact him la! nw i know some ppl cannot be trusted... no matter how much respect or how much i trust them... sometime..i have to be selfish...

i know.. the ones who reading my blog may seem tat i am too harsh..but pls i reach my limit..not everyone can be so calm over tis thing.... and wat now... to be true..i really hate it... and i seriously disappointed...

i know by how i type...the person will know who she/he is... but i hope u understand..i respected u..i shared with u the things... i shared all the informations... wat else do u wan..do u wan me to give u every single information..wat he do everything n all?

i seriously dunno why u are doing tis to me when i 101% trusted u...even my fren told me u make use of me in the first place i argue back..saying u are not...but now i finally know.. u are...

think abt it...saying me childish? when i joke over it? and say i am childish? those who say ppl childish are not fit to say me...cos... u eventually say me in ur blog... u are the childish one...cos... its none of ur business... so..pls... just keep quiet when it as got nth to do with u thanks...

end of my blog..and speech...

sign off

izumiko

9am

22/6/06

2006-06-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

dear diary...

22th june 2006.... well well...2nd blog of the day..ok..i admit..my first entry was harsh..and i was out of my mind...hais...but...WATEVER~

today..finally persuaded my 2 idols go for Jue Dui superstar le..yea! mr. CHO BENG and MR.DARREN! haha...anyway...we the girls intend to join for fun...wahahha.... Gu Niang also joining... ok la...to Clarify..Gu niang is a Guy..his name is Mr.Vincent..wahaha..

the 5 of us wan go join..but our motive is to push Cho beng and Darren to sing...cos.... both of them got good voice...imagine..one..got the voice of guang liang cum jay zhou.. another got...slightly jay zhou cum zhang dong liang voice.. how can let them hide?

more over...they sing infront of me EVERYDAY in sch...as long as u walk pass them..or walk behind them... ok...as long as u see them..THEY WILL BE SINGING! wahaha..i was attracted to Cho beng's voice...REALLY attracted...the first time we one big grp nvr do voluntary go sing k box... wah..cho beng took the lead.... and its like...all of us...WEET! CHO BENG! OU XIANG!

as i said...if they two made it..or one of them made it..i make sure they thank me on tv...seh..i force them go sing de nor..wahaha.. but good voice shouldnt hide la...appearance... Cho bEng got one blur boy...small boy look... Darren..got decent good looking look...so...wat u think? wahaha....real style up... *thumbs up* wahhaha...

my Missy Xiao Wei also joining tis yr...without fail one..she is my No.1 idol nor...wahaha.. i just love her so much... with my fren...being an artist soon...omg~ shocking~ wahahha... anyway she is under contract..and training now...hopefully can see her out in albums soon~ xiao wei...jia you wor! dun forget me..we are the best coffeebean partners nor~

now i love mocha... we can drink the same now le leh..no more pure chocolate le~ wahahha.... i am addicted to mocha..thanks to my memei missy onn onn...she intro mocha... and i drank it..and i kept saying..coffee sweet...really! pls go buy coffee sweet... eat it..and then drink mocha..ITS THE SAME TASTE! i nvr bluff! REALLY!!

hum..today in sch...wah... stupid JONATHAN HU! u dare play my injured hand again...wah lau..today during my accounting test...i almost dose off again..eventually is dose off le la..cos i write lots of wrong things..when i do my double check..i stun..cos i delete off alot of things..more like redoing it better..then i do do do...JON. HU! he idiot...wan to touch my injured arm..it was too sudden..then i "eRRrrR" and give him one veri scared look...then he comment my look veri funny..then keep laughing..wahaha...eh... pls la... too fast for me to react can!

Jon Lim also very caring...wahaha... VINCENT! my GU NIANG! he also got ask..all veri concern.... still got hu ar....i forgot la...my malays also got ask...seh..i feel so blessed... they care for me~ awhahhwhhaa....

then....hum... today when walking to interchange to find my girls..then go sch together..i eventually almost bang into a SUPER japster guy! he is PRETTY and tall..then he look at me smile smile then walk off...i SUPER malu sia! i alone some more... wahahhaa...then i quickly walk saw wan yu waiting for Missy Ade... then we two wait together...wahahaha

today ofa no ppl wan..then some more alot of year 2 de...taking exam..so we all slack in class.... play com la and all...then i sms with MISSY ning...say alot of things...end up...i dunno where we link to.....

i wan buy sly de album le..ass... watch superband..i realised sly got quite a no. of nice songs... =_=..but now...carrefour only sell his album at $5...so...tml i going to buy~ wahaha...

Missy ning... pls be on time hao ma! i miss u seh!~ wahaha.... i dunno tml i go for wat also..entertainment i think..wahaha... ass la...the stupid injury on my hand.... at least 10cm long... 3cm wide.... its ugly!!!!!

the worse injury i got tis yr...well done... hais.... but as the temple say...tis yr i will jian xue... as in will meet accident... so...anyway...small accident la... tis is one of time i think.... tis yr will have alot of xiao ren ard me... i dunno temple say de real anot... but i believe in it..cos i am in such religion!

super tired.... my grp members...ask them do half a page de relfection...all dun wan do... end up i angry..i just send the script over to ms chan without the relfection... but suan le...script i did everyting..now ask them type reflection..also like wan their life is like tat... hais..bo bian nor...tml no time..if not i confirm tml then do...

hum... end my blog here.... wahahha...

sign off
izumiko
12am
22th june 2006

*thanks alot...Jon for ur words..i will remember it..i really hope everything will be fine.... :) xie le..*

2006-06-21T23:15:00.000-07:00

my worse part of the injury....

this is wat i get...hais... PAIn..>.<

dear diary..

finally my blog is back to normal..why? cos i am starting to blog by the end of the day again.... well..today we have NAFA...so wore pe tshirt and skirt to sch..with my BLOODY CAMPUS SHOE!

ok...the shoe was BIG and loose... hais.... then.... erm..today ma... nothing much happen..but i tend to think alot..and Missy Ning told me somethings tat i think..ok...true.. i am confused now... and i dunno wat to do.... cos.... i always trusted her..and now...hais.... i dunno i really dunno....

and god damn it..i so damn feel like crying... for the whole day..i told adeline and wan yu abt it..but they no feel...-_-""" i told Ning...she eventually go mad! well..i should have listen to Ning in the first place before i start do things like tat...

hais... then went for NAFA..and i injured myself...during my shuttle run...actually i got more injuries de.. my 2 palms... my 2 knee caps.. all kana...but they are not as bad as my elbow de.... then.... i failed my standing broad jump nah..for no reason i dunno why i fail... no strength after i injured myself....

heart wasnt there... was thinking so many things...tried to create as many jokes with my classmates..but end up..it dun work..cos at the end of it... wat i get was tears and pain.... today de blog isnt tat normal...cos i am eventually VERI emotional NOW!

wanted to go for fri event...wanted to say like... end of event..go say hi to them..but i realised...there isnt a need anymore..but Ning say she wan to see lucify off stage...then go there..the most i will pretend i totally dunno them... i no longer hope for anything...

then.... eventually today in the toilet...washing my wound... i got one veri stupid look on my face and keep saying HEN TONG AR! and adeline commented tat i sound and look kiddy...=_= ...my girl i was in pain can! REAL PAIN!

then.... go home only at 6 plus 7.... i was exhausted...yet sad... hais...i dunno...i just feel tat i am not like myself today.... which i know .... wat affected me actually la... OFA CA is tis fri...hais... i dunno if i should go for tat event... and its like.... wat is the point of going when i am hiding away from a no. of ppl? rite?

BUT...alright..i will go with the flow... Jon called me up just now..asking me if my weekend will be free...as usual...church? haha... anyway.thanks for the concern... its sweet of u to care... and ask abt my injury.. :) indeed a nice guy... isnt it?

i think i cannot make it le..i told jason to call me at 11pm..but until now also havent call..i think i go slp le..cry to bed la.. but before tat i need to apply medi..my dad is like shocked to see my injury like tat...and not happy abt it... cos just a simple NAFA and i can get injured until like tat... ok...fine..my heart wasnt there when i was doing my WHOLE NAFA test....

hais... i dunno ba..my world seems complicated AGAIn... i think i really need to focus le... pull myself away from them... lead my own ..my VERI own life.... tat is it... end of blog..

sign off

izumiko

11:15pm

21/6/06

*never be the same again... i know... and i will move away from now on..cos .... i dun wish to see the ending...*

2006-06-20T20:00:00.000-07:00

my newly cut hair! $12... 5mins nia...

ahahhaa

before i cut my hair... er....
stupid look..pls do not copy
eh seh! this morning before i go sch..

i was late.~ yea~

monday morning... yawnz..i didnt slp... :)

dear diary...

blog for 19th n 20th......

19th june 2006..... sch as usual...but for god sake...members when i said 12pm meeting...PLS be on time.... i dun wan to waste my time there..in school..when all members not here! understand anot...wah lau...canot make it wan leh! %^%^*$%#%^^

then...went for my test..ok...i flunk my business fundamental class test...wahaha...forget it sia..its HARD! veri hard.... anyway...only a few pass...as usual la....adeline pass...me and wan yu fail~ weet! friday retest.... keke...

hum.....today ofa...we eventually...not we..is ME... i was late..as usual i 8 plus then reach tampines...then its like..HEAVY RAIN! and MY HAIR! stupid! i hate rain! cos my hair will go sayounara~

then i called my girls up...ask if they got umbrella... ok...wan yu eventually has it..but when they reach..i already cross the road...slightly wet le...they are slow...=_= then...we took 31 to sch...no ppl wan...then.... hum...we reach sch was like...8 30 plus ....then i was like...eh..lets go have brkfast first...wahahha....the girls eventually said OKIE!

we went to cafe one...we bought tea..and bread...then sat down and eat...funny...wan yu... ate the half boiled egg...cos adeline dun like it..but it comes in a set... so...wan yu ate the eggs...but she veri lame... its obivous light sauce color is LIGHT.... so..when u pour it into the eggs... u will see veri fade color... but she didnt know and kept pouring...until she see DARK brown color...

end up..its way TOO salty~! wahahah...claps..... anyway in our grp she is the slow reaction one...she talk to us no link one.... wahaahha.... its either she is the alien or we are the alien....

then... we bet..xin yee wont come to sch.... so.... REALLY xin yee didnt come..and adeline got to treat me lunch...wahahha...this is 20th june de.... wahahah... we ate porridge during our lunch brk...hahaha....

i got free lunch seh...wahahaha...next time must bet more le~ hum...then.... after tat..is ofa... we tot ofa is CA...not we..is ME who tot the test was CA...make me panicked seh! but end up...also is class work..nth wan... yawnz...super tired...cos i slept from 7pm to 8 30pm then rush to mum's room watch superband...wahahha...

ok...i eventually cried...becos the results... qinobe was out... hais...sad...sad...sad...VERI sad..... i admire qinobe alot alot..cos their...singing... wah...the whole band VERI organised..and always got surprises de.... the vocal.... liu de hua..OMG! SHUAI!

okok.... as others said...i love lucify..how come when lucify was out i didnt cry...haha.... ok la...from now on...watever band out i cry ok? BUT not MAN TOU! i wont cry if MAN TOU is out... they SHOULD be out... isnt it? haha....

hum...then i go back to my room... do my stupid accounting homework...teacher last min ask chairwoman to give up paper for us to do.... then i do do do...end up..i dunno how to do..i give up...by then...4am le... wah...time FLIES~ then... i see...some one is online... but before tat... nini jie ask me talk to her online...her...problems came again ba....

then talk to same "surname"...yawnz... simply i am tired..... cannot make it... i got mixed up with today and ystd...but nvm...still blog! wahahah.... me and jalaine meet up today... i went to cut my hair... and my hair cut was like...5mins nia??? wahaha...jalaine say...wah ur hair cut so fast???

i wonder too..how come so fast...imagine... just for 5mins and they earn $12 from me! but i like my hair now... i mean my fringe...wahahaha.... tml is nafa test..sian... but happy....cos like veri long no such thing le.. can have fun tml le....

finally... ok..NING i can give u final ans le~~ if not u will keep bugging me... or i keep saying the same thing! wahahha... me and Miki... mei shi ~~~ u know..frenship is a everlasting stuff man! and i love it this way... i got a VERI short sms with miki... and IT IS TRUE..ITS IMPOSSIBLE~ ok?

ok.... express myself out le... now i feel so much better.. :D god damn it..i am VERI tired... but i havent do my accounts homework..FOREVER cannot finish de...tml cannot late for class le.. Miss quah going to bomb us le...wahahhaa... but with adeline...the good student... we wont...adeline is our GOD... she SAVE me and wan yu...wahahha...

like tat lor...end of my blog for today... or tonite....

sign off

izumiko

8pm

20th june 2006

2006-06-17T22:40:00.000-07:00

nariko n izumiko...at BK...airport...i love

the light!!!

my fav. pic! i love mummie so much~
here comes the monster garfield VS GOLDFISH!

it has been yrs since they appear!~

oh...er...my bloody look before i am out of

my bloody hse..now u knw why i

have bloody look? hahaha

i love my days with her..cos we can nvr STOP

laughing...nariko mummie...forever my mummie~

muackiez~

dear diary..

17th june 2006.... diary of the day..i am out~ weet! me n nariko met up..i wan to do my accounting homework..n its like i at home...if i do..i confirm keep calling her and ask her how to do de..so simple enough...i mind as well meet up with her...rite?

darling meimei was out for camp...me and mummie zi sheng zi mie nor... bo bian..nanami de holiday like fake one sia..cannot make it... eventually me and mummie both were late la..or was i late? er... i think i was late..i took 27 later and mummie waited for abt...5mins? haha.... then..hum.... we..joke on the bus? did we? i forgot...we everytime sure got self entertainment de la..forever de...we stun kid in the bus wan...wahaha

then.... reach T2 le.. we went to..... BK...sit down..be center of attraction...sit until so EYE CATCHING.. then... we order food... i cant finish my FRIES! forever de leh...then...before that we went to cold storage..walk walk..i FOUND MY BDAY BEAR..but i cant find his leh..but i am still trying... i wont give up.... then...bought DARS dark chocolate for missy ning...

i dunno is really tat heart to heart anot..cos after eating at bk for sometime..missy ning sms me...say her frens put her aeroplane...so i ask her come find me..join me for revision... at first she dun wan de..i say come! i got things to give u...but end up...she its like...took 2hrs to come airport? haha... but she nvr revise la...she was already out... without books....

come chat chat.... then.... ate her DARS chocolate... she tell me she wan gai gai leh..i was like...excuse me~ haha...i gave her my mini toons discount card..ask her go walk herself... she wasnt in the right mood also..but i hope really...DARS cheer u up a little bit..ok????

hum.... alot of ups and downs la...which sometimes i hate to mentiion it in my blog..... u know de..... then....hum.... missy ning went of before hand..while me n mummie went gai gai...after i complete.. JUST ONE QUESTION....hais..i can nvr complete my accounting homework de...never ending.....

then..we took bus....,hum..go compass point.i eventually ma lu myself.... we going compass point so dun need get off ater highway...yet i stop up n wan to get off while sitting beside me de nariko keep laughing...saying we dun need to get down..i first to stand up some more! then i quickly sit down...wahahahhaa..... =_= i find myself veri blur recently..i simply cant get things rite..i will connect wrong things...wahaha...xi guan jiu hao seh....

then me and mummie kept discussing abt designing our own shoes.... cos.... its like..WE WAN ORIGINAL SHOES~ wahaha.... then went to popular...act like idiots...run here n there...flip here n there..dunno do wat..end up...wat we bought? jalaine de star papers..wahaha.... super lame...

then...i really keep going the wrong way..keep saying wrong things..linking 2 different things together..haha... hum...then we went to cold storage..wan find bday bear..BUT nvr sell...>.<>

but hu cares? yandao not my type..i only SEE yandao.. i dun LIKE yandao... i dun XIAN yandao... i DESPISE some yandaos.... wahahhaa..... now can see how much i HATE yandaos?

went to buy sushi... as my dinner.... wahahaha... super tired...got home... in cab...then... walk back into my room...ater 2 piece of sushi..then i got one conclusion.... i am FULL! hahahhahaha.... then.... slack in my room...then chatted with nini jie..we eventually contact again~ so happy...almost 2yrs le...keke.... she is still tat da jie jie i know...keke...

then jason...tat ass..last time suan my "bf" de.... but who cares? brk le..wahaha...he is gone wif the wind... i am dancing in the wind.... then jason n i got quite close seh.... not bad...wahahahha.... faint...he is my slave.i am the princess...we like playing kids roleplay seh....haha..

but anyway...conference last nite..18th june 2006.... and its like...weet! until morning...then me n nini jie heard jason fren sing qing tian with his own self play guitar...wah...we got attracted...at first i kept thinking they use hp play mp3 our...campus superstar dunno hu sing..but end up its not! the voice is REAL attractive... wah.... i almost drown in their voice...

playing so good.... sing also good...wah.... envy seh~~~~ then i kept persuading jason to ask his fren all go join jue dui... i today in sch...19th june 2006 also kept asking cho beng go join...then cho beng say..provided darren join then he join i was like..DARREN...go join! together...me and adeline also...we wan join for fun... jalaine also say my first audition sure pass..haha....

nvr join before..go have fun..BUT camera BU YAO PAI WO NAH! wahahah...i will shy~~~ keke... i dunno xiao wei tis yr got join anot...if she got..hope tis time she can really go into the competition seh...

tml go harass cho beng n darren...darren is in my grp for role play..he has to listen to me! ass...today grp meeting nadiah n zuraidah... late until cannot late... wah..1pm lesson start le then reach..whereby our meeting is like...12pm...eh..pls la..i can give in once..i nvr say can give in twice for late..tis week have to hand in script le..u ppl duno how to zi dong is it....

then nvm..darren reach early...he call me and nag at me for being late..BUT me and adeline and junwei on the dot....12pm reach...at first say i will reach early to book place...cos 12 de brk alot of ppl de.... then ju knows darren came early.. and make noise...got food he sure come early seh.... then nadiah sms me when i was on my way...say slightly late... wah lau eh! slight until like tat? mine as well dun come....

i can confirm...reflection..sure i do for whole grp again...ask them co-operate...as if wan their life sia... cannot tahan.... then... wait until 12 50..i sms nadiah..meetying cancelled...still rush for wat? 10mins more to lesson.... wah..i really give up on te roleplay grp le..i good enough in charge of everything..now all climb over my head...

darren leh...buy noodle eat..say the noodle veri bu hao chi... then ask me go buy prata for him..me and adeline went to buy...then still got wat... serve him la..and all...cannot tahan my grp.... wonder wat grp is it..i leader = cleaner = maid....=_=

sometimes be too good also will kana de.... sianz half..... accidentally know...ducky...for haha..dunno how i eventually was like...erm...msg him in frenster...ask for email..cos i wan ducky tell me where mickey is...then...he eventually say.. haha i dunno... and mickey got online at 4 30... i msg mickey... he is like... hey! dum dum..u mia 2days...then nvr reply my sms... sian wan nor...

then... i was like...actually predicted mickey wont reply my sms...he happy happy jiu reply..bu happy jiu bu reply.... hum.... we......eventually stop chatting with mickey in msn..eventually he got some problem linking my questions.... nini jie kept laughing...cos we are on the phone!~ wahaha... behind the scene seh...

then carried on chatting with ducky... funny say...super lame slut..*he say himself de* then... their msn nick is FAKE...wahahha...i so clever guess it rite... mickey..dun bluff me! hhahahha... then.... i say i got dame surname as ducky..ducky say..oh my surname is ahmad... then now ducky call me...ahmad izumiko...=_= and we got plans come up to rape mickey...wahahha..

the bangalas rape mickey...i tape down...ducky tag along..nini jie save mickey... wahahha....cute sia..n super lame... i say mickey too chio le.. ducky ask me is it i wan to xian mickey...in which way i wan? i bo eng.... then ask me how i think of mickey..super lame nor...and he and mickey spliting image.... both ask me same question... are u chinese or ger?

=_= i like repeating answer seh... mirror image of them~ wahahha.... eh..sia la... too long le my blog..combination of 3days..end here end here...

sign off

izumiko*ahmad

10:40pm

19th june 2006...8 more months to my bday! wahaha..turn 19!~

2006-06-16T00:00:00.000-07:00

things i bought..at orchard mrt station de popular..

i totally spend $70 at popular itself..

*faint*

nariko mummie n izumiko nu er..

in sch uniform~ wahaha

the GUM! its GUM not GLUE!~

pls...every judge tis GUM!

we used to use it when we were young..

its GUM or GLUE~

the SISTERS COMB! eventually nanami and izumiko

lost their comb..so..izumiko..intend to BUY new ones~

there~ nice seh...

books i bought at popular... $10 each..

beri beri nice...esp the bk on the left!~

see this GUM de no.??

its my fav. NO.! 5...~~~~

weet~ i love this GUM~~~

dear diary....

16th june 2006.... it was a day i enjoy so much..cos..firstly..in sch...we got tis joke abt xin yee and darren...good thing who ask darren go with the flow? teacher called darren out... do a role play..so ms chan ask...

conversation:

ms chan: ok darren..now..i ask you... choose a girl u like in class...

class: woow~~

ms chan: okok...wait wait..let him choose first....

darren: er...*dots*

malay girls: xin yee xin yee~~

darren: ah..xin yee...

ms chan: xin yee ar~ har!~ ok... xin yee...come up~

xin yee: huh...teacher dun wan la dun wan~ i tired la teacher~ *veri excited*

ms chan: come la... come come...

xin yee: wah...teacher~ *stood up*

darren: *kept laughin*

class: *woo-ing*

this is just a start of the whole roleplay thing..most important..wat they role play..its... MARRIED COUPLE~ darren was asked...wat kind of hse he wans to have...then he say..mansion... how many rooms? as many as possible... locate at where? hawaii~

but xin yee..keep saying...teacher i dun wan mansion i wan kampong~ hahahahahhahahah...wah...all cannot tahan...laugh like siao... keke.... then... teacher also laugh until cannot teach... the class was so fun~ keke... but tis eventually happen on the 15th... on the 16th... we got new story! xin yee and darren almost took the same bus home.... as we all took 31 back to interchange..but i nvr la..cos i too tired... so i got off 2 stops early n change to 27...n the most ma lu thing happen in my LIFE!

i suppose to take 27 back to interchange de...and yes i did..but u know wat... i eventually woke up one stop before going into interchange... then..EYES SHUT AGAIN~ >.<>.<

i called jalaine at nite... and chatted with her... n eventually when i told her abt tis matter she laugh until ...wah.... i really feel like killing myself..i told her..lucky not uncle PARK the bus le then i know..if not really...i will wan to let car bang.... wahaha..and she laugh even more.. =_=

ok...i make sure i wont slp in 27 AGAIN! i die die also let my eyes open!!!! -_-""""" then..called my mum back... when i waited for 112... hu knows... i got scolded...eventually...firstly... becos of one STUPID matter... my mum called me during lesson.... and i was like damn angry..cos i HATE ppl calling me for nth during my lesson..if it is not urgent..PLS DUN CALL! fark up wan nor...

i was like... ok..need to copy notes.listen to wat teacher was trying to say...end up she called... nvm...i called back... n wat happen.... she ask me why i took her shirt n wear..i was like... u called me at 3 plus just becos 1st u wan me to cook rice for dinner 2nd over tat bloody shirt??

eh pls la... one shirt only rite... wont die rite... u eventually took my things how many times already...take my nail polish...got ask me anot... no wat..i reach home i saw it then u tell me wat... my skirt...took it..1yr plus le... and where is it? still in ur closet... read my blog..my privacy..did i read urs... have i ever complain after the veri last family conflict..i didnt even say a thing..i kept quiet...

and u bloody hell... dun make me cut ur shirt into pieces...tis shirt is not use ur money and buy wan... so..it doesnt matter... also its not my top..i can cut it anyhow... dun push me to the brim... i have my studies to cope with..i got my projects to do... i got my exams to study...so..dun come bother me with all these things..well i doubt...christal koay..u must be veri happy tat the same situation happens again just like how it was before ur brunei trip... tml is father's day... 18th june 2006... dun even think i will go out with the whole family...

i am no longer part of the family... one nite before...we were happy... the next day..who cause this? u... cos u dun even need to complain abt such things... cos its a small thing..if a sister cannot even share basic things..pls...go on separate ways..dun even call me up and ask me buy thing from now on... cos its none of my business anymore... i got veri fed up with things like tat...

my temper should change? ask u ppl...wat u ppl did... everytime scream n shout at me...for wat? either becos of u..christal koay..who complain stupid things.if not...say wat..i didnt help out with the housework..WHY NOT U PPL DO MY HOMEWORK N PROJECT FOR ME! pls la..dun think ite is like secondary sch... sorrie..its not ..ite is like poly..everything depend on urself..not on teachers or frens.... everything is independent...

u dont study ite u dun study poly of cos u know nth... think i am joking..then pls step into simei ite...ask every single higher nitec..business course students..u will know... alright.... i wont bother to even talk to u all anymore... dad leave me pocket money..i wan money.. i save it up the most if not i will take from dad...go out..do my revision with jalaine... finish..come home...the most i buyy my own dinner...

if not dun eat.who cares? mum love to threaten saying wat...wan to go back to brunei..pls..jolly well GO BACK if u wan to... dun say i threaten want to kill myself..i can tell u ppl straight i am not afraid of death...if one day i really die..or killed myself..pls...blame urselves..ok...dun regret neither cry..just blame urselves...

i wont think back..i wont come back... i rather stay in hell... or be a stray ghost..need no paper money from u all.. need no joss stick..need no food... wat for i die le.. do all these? no use...everything will be too late by then... i am happiest when i am with adeline..wan yu and xin yee... with jalaine and yan chang..as long i am not home..i feel better....

i love sch alot now...cos sch dun make me think of anything... but studies..but frens... i am sick n tired of conflicts over small bloody things..dun say i am the cause of it..cos i didnt start it... and if u ppl dun end it..then so be it... i can hide in my room... do my stuff...the most.. superband nite..u will see me watching..after tat... finish... rest of the days u wont see me out of my room...

anyway..good news to myself... i eventually got full marks for my business fundamental CA~ oh yea~ well...eventually ms chan stress alot... on unit 1 n 2..but tis time the paper is easy...real easy..ms chan complain...say the paper no challenge... therefore no one fail in class...good... hha....teacher's prediction WRONG!~

hum.... bought stars and heart papers...intend to do 999 stars n 288 hearts for someone ba... wahaha... see how bday coming? alot leh... sianz... all dun wan buy prize le... all do star star...thanks to nariko mummie she eventually tot of it... and we 2 set a date...by aug 9th...we have to finish it... mummie doing 1001 stars...but i do more leh..cos include..288 hearts...the hearts veri hard to do..as in need to cut the edge..n my hand hurts now..mt fingers...start to have blisters le..when i was doing it just now...

wah...do this i suffer so much...but i hope its worth it... and the person who accept it..pls treasure it... pls pls pls ...to verify..JUST A FREN TO FREN BDAY GIFT! hais...after i finish doing i will reveal the meaning of 999 stars and 288 hearts... and 1001 stars..if not ...ppl will start think side way... =_=

hum.... so sick of my life now... everything repeat everyday.... dunno when the cycle will stop... next week..monday..office application ca... wahaha..computer microsoft word..then thurs my nafa test...weet~ wahaha.....

nini jie eventually got attracted by misaki...dots...he is just so attractive... he is the honey..all the bees n butterflies start flocking to him le.... :) enjoy seh... haha....well... maybe within these bees n butterflies u can get to find one suitable gf? wahaha..so tat u wont be single le~

hum.... this is blog for 16th june... oh oh~ i went out with nariko mummie...wah..she at last wore...ite de maroon polo tee~ wahaha... sexy~~~ her top is tide fit..while mine...the most i wash it.. it become bigger... =_=

we went to orchard ...wan to walk walk de..but then... i spend my 70...no money..sian half...go back sengkang slack..wahahahahahhaha!~

ok..fine..u always spend money n dun see wat i buy.. n just take..becos i kept thinking i got the money! i bought one black necklace... pearl de..with lace! $19... wahahha..but i love it~~~~~~~~~ok.... i am mad.... hais.... lots of things happen... happy n sad ones...

end my blog for 16th june le..cos i still got 17th june to blog...wahaha... another fun day out for revision with jalaine~~~

sign off

izumiko

16th june 2006

12am

2006-06-14T00:40:00.000-07:00

dear diary...

14th june 2006...no pic for today....well...eventually... i got a last min news from my mum tis morning...saying my godma de big daughter getting married..and have dinner tonite... -_-" bo bian...after sch need to rush home... hais.. i am so damn tired nor...veri veri tired nor... and its like...hais... i cannot tahan le....

today lunch brk was like...12pm..me ade..and wan yu... 3 of us reach cafe 1...we got stun..totally no space... then walk out of it... ade say....lets go expo...wah..i ji tao..think of it..not a bad idea..cos its just 12 sharp....

we eventually took 15mins to walk to the food court at expo... and its like...HOT! but i didnt sweat much..anyway...3 of us got muscle aches la...due to ystd de pe...too long nvr do pe le..sudden doing of pe...all of us got muscle ache... wahaha...

ade is leg muscle.... wan yu is leg and stomach... me is stomach..my stomach is like...ache until i wan to die... my back bone also... old illness come back le la...as usual..but ystd ran 3 rounds the stadium... wah..i almost didnt stop running nor..i the most stop running for 1mins then continue again... wah...i first time... or..should say veri long nvr like tat run le...

simply i forgot asthma...take in too much air...cannot make it..i got difficulty in breathing after tat.... went to the toilet.... took my inhaler first...really... i totally cant breathe... i also dunno why..last time not like tat de..now like tat...ass...~

eventually only the girls were doing pe... only ZUI is with us..haha.... then ikhwan n cho beng... both kana excuse la..then the rest of the 5 or 6 guys went to play bball..with their pants up! haha... funny...look like fishmonger....

then...we girls did standing broad jump and 2.4 test run .... hum.... alright la...just tat old abit le.. haha..body not as flexible as before.. but lucky..my running stamina didnt drop.... if not i confirm... retest how many times also fail de... wahahah....

then..i got home... eventually on the bus... i took out my clover book n wrote abt my feelings... well...maybe i think too much.. maybe my imagination is too good.... he should get out of my brain le... cos.... he is no longer in any relation with me.... i am who i am...he is who he is born to be....

i insisted wanted a band... becos i have 2 reasons... one..is bcos of him...2 is becos tat is my dream..... hais...i just wan to be vocal..for bass... i really need a long time to learn..more over i have no time..i have too many sch work to handle.. hais....

i dunno since when i had been training my bloody voice...eventually didnt really train..cos i always go k box sing.. so..it is also equals to training le.... hum.... went to the wedding dinner... my neighbour... er... this couple they got 4 daughters la... oldestt only 17 and youngest..5 i think.... eventually the big daughter of theirs... brought her bf along.. and eventually her bf is 12yrs older than her... he is a life guard at sentosa... really good looking..but to me... not my type..confirm wan... but anyway... that 4 daughters of their are really...all chio bu..i swear...they are....

then i asked dad if i can have bf..he eventually said...yes! he said as long as i think he is good... just move on.... then maybe can bring hm someday to let him see.... but too bad... i dun have bf.... anyway...got bf anot also not important..i feel carefree now... and i love this way.....

there are a few ppl who i wan them to get out of my life... but the main one is... M....i...s...a....k....i.... i was too engrossed...till i really fall for him yet i didnt know...i was running away... now i am facing it..i need to say good bye....

i have got nth to do with him le...from nw on i wont contact him le... hais... hurts hurts hurts....

sign off
izumiko
12:40am
14th june 2006....

its the truth i like u..but its also the fact we are not meant to be... hais.... freedom... do kills me at times....

2006-06-13T01:00:00.000-07:00

my daily drink before i go sch..

pink dolphin..the drink i confirm buy

i am confused... hais...

late for sch still can take photo..wahaha

my pe day~

stupid side view... haha... my pe

day...make up veri light~

weet~

dear diary...

today...got out of my hse at 7..but when i reach 7-11 i realised i didnt bring alot of things..the most important thing is my ez link... eventually if i go back n take sure late de..i late nvm..but i meeting my girls...

so i eventually called adeline told her leave without me..i go later... then i called jalaine... she was awake! miracle.... then talk to her..then at first dun wan go sch de..but jalaine say say say until ok la..i go sch la..haha.... i meet up with jalaine on the bus...then go sch together..i didnt go for my office application la..but anyway i finish my work le..so...its ok....

then... hum... whole day at sch.... Jon didnt come sch today.... then ikhwan.... was in sch... er.... ok...watever i dunno wat i talking abt..now i come to think of it...i dun even know how to play a guitar.. n i wan to learn bass... not say impossible..but the problem is... such a short period of time...hais... i calculate le... my money add up... in 2 weeks...the most $300..its not enough!

ikhwan say tis thursday teach me... i wonder if its true... hais... if tis thurs he nvr intend to teach then i part the band le...seriously..i just wan to be vocal... if i ever wanted to be a bassist or guitarist..i would have learn it long ago.... hais... my talent seems so man made.... i dunno why....

i wan to learn bass..i wan to be a bassist..but.... money.... hais... as if my family will be supportive of it... no matter wat... all they think of is..study come first.... so...wat can i say? 18yrs old... dreams is to form a band.... play music.make music.... but now it seems like its so far....

i am tired le...i dunno why i wan to do so many things... just to occupy myself... for nth.... maybe everything is fated de ba... hais...i dunno.... i feel tat forming a band is easy... compromising in a band is hard... hais...

wo zhen de bu zhi dao how.... money totally not enough.... hais..dunno la...i am just sad..confused..complicated... undefine....

i think wat i am thinking now le... i took hiroshi as a replacement for misaki... maybe misaki is way too attractive... but its obvious and veri confirm me and him impossible... so feel like parting from this world.... then everything will be fine....

finally finish my roleplay script...tml can give my members le...drag n drag...sorrie members....

can someone tell me wat to do~ hais..i wan a band..i wan to be bassist..but yet i find it hard to learn..to have a skill in it.... i wan to be vocal..but i know my voice not up to tat kind of standard.... hais...studies..i maintain my grades... but i feel so tired..so stressed... i need someone to hold me on...

hais... confused world.... i find myself irritating... wat to do~

sign off

izumiko

1AM

13th june 2006

*depressed...confused... hais*